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2011-04-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging now. Dk why, just the sudden feeling of updating my life. HHAHAHA. Super hectic. Busy, stressful to a certain extent. Everyday is like how i studied for O levels. Yah, that bad. No longer like sec 5. Everyday go home still can sleep and watch tv then do homework. Now reach home must do hw immediately then by the time i finish,it's my sleeping time alr-10pm. hahaha. But i think i'll have to sleep later to revise my work alr. Haven't been passing my damn math. CA got 10/25. WHAT THE HELL OKAY. :( Damn sad. Geog also think can't pass. PI is stressing me out. :( wanna get over and done with, and quickly proceed with the rest of PW with group mates. Hope God give me good group mates luh. HAHHA. I'm having CO everyday this week. And the following week too. Till SYF is over. I think i better work hard cos i think i'll regret next time for not giving my all and best for CO. Seniors(that are of the same age as me. -.- ) are very nice, kind, understanding. God is really blessing me through the difficulties i face. It only depends whether i discover it and appreciate it. Praise the Lord, hallelujah.

2011-03-11T03:45:00.000-08:00

woooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I am blogging again. I know this blog is ancient and dead, but idontcare. hahaha. hmm, jc life has been so-far-so-good for me. Not really good, but passable. HAHA. Failed math test, like terribly. :( I hope i don't retain. As homework and stress are starting to pile up, i started thinking if jc life was for me. I have been struggling before that to decide jc/poly. So idk if i've made the right choice. I have no confidence to get promoted, cos i haven't seen the full picture of JC1 life, but the things we are learning is making me so scared and all. I'm afraid that I can't cope. Esp with math&GP for now. I wonder what lies ahead of me. How much more stress i have to face. I wanna excel. I really do. Hope this time i can study hard and the results will show, unlike Os. It sucks, really.

2010-12-30T06:57:00.001-08:00

Ahhhhhhh, time really flies. Especially when you are enjoying life-slacking. HAHAHHA. Started work for the second day already. :) It is really baddd. First day was the worst. Don't even know where to go, do what, where to get uniform, where to gather. Sigh, what a bad start. Nobody told us anything, how to go to the gathering place there. Walao. :( Lucky i did ushering from 7 plus to 10 plus for both days then clear plates and stuffs, not that tiring for my hand. But got separated from Jus today. She went to clear plates right from the start. :( Lucky this china girl talk to me, or i'll be bored to death. HAHA. Today was soo much better than first day at work. Like to work at station 5. The place not too big, Don't need walk so long. Haha. Manager suck like usual. Don't know is it all of them pms (even the guys) or what, start work then pms like siao. Tell the girl manager that someone is hurrying us for the bill, then come and show me attitude. WTH man. Damn ass lah. Manager big meh. Also like us, work as maid. HAHAHHAA. All the managers' temper super bad. Crazy lah, making a big fuss out of everything. Feel like throwing the plates on the floor and tell them 'I QUIT'. HAHA. So cool, if i ever do that, can't imagine how they will react. AHAHHAHA.

Hmm, a new year's gonna start, then comes my O level results. Don't know if i should look forward to it or not. HAHA. I really hope i can do well, don't wanna get not good and not lousy results. Like in the middle, then i can't decide whether wanna go jc or poly. Tsk. I really can't make up my mind. I know i have been repeating this over and over again, but i ram really worried which is the best way for me to study. :(

Ah, i wonder if next year will be a good one. Wonder what's in stall for me.

2010-11-23T03:42:00.000-08:00

TSKKKK. I typed a whole chunk of words the last time, but they didn't save the changes, so i had to re-type like the last paragraph. So i gave up. HAHA. Tomorrow's prom! Not really excited leh. Think I'll just sit at my seat there for most of the time. :( Yeah, actually there's nothing to be excited about eh. I was once excited. But as the date gets nearer, the lower my excitement. HAHA. I also don't know why like that. Tsk. It's getting real bored having to stay home all day. :( Got nothing to do eh. FACEBOOK IS UBER boring. So I've decided to blog something before my show starts at 8pm. That show is damn stupid, but I'm just gonna watch so that time will pass faster. :) Hmm, Bye,

2010-10-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

I'm coming online just to blog. Have the sudden feeling to pour everything out, since I can't tell anyone how i feel. All right. Here it goes.

Was having the afternoon math session and teacher gave us the ws for proportion. I knew i was weak for that topic, but still tried. Okay, what hit me was, my mock exam paper 2 only got 51. At first Ms liang put 51/80 so i was like okay. At least i passed, even though those people's math are lousier than me got much better results. But i just knew that it was supposed to be upon 100. In other words, I just passed. It's barely just a PASS. What the hell. All these while i was working so hard for my math, staying back everyday till 6 and coming back to school from mon to wed, and this is what i get from my results. I listen in class, I did every homework that was given. What, what the freaking hell is wrong. It feels as if all my damn efforts have gone to waste. What is this man. I was literally fighting back my tears during that math lesson. Not only because of my super lousy results, but also because I can't do the proportion ws. Like out of 6 questions, I only know how to do 2. I was really wondering what I have been doing these while. As if staying back everyday for math everyday and spending so much time revising for math was not enough. I feel really useless. Seriously. Idk how to express how I really feel now. It's like every hope and dream is beginning to collapse. I no longer know how to set a target for myself. My current results is not getting me anywhere. At all. Wtf.

2010-09-16T04:15:00.000-07:00

HI, I know no one is reading, so I'm gonna blog. :) Have been sooo tired the past few days. It is only the first week of school eh. Everytime reach home at 4 plus, then got so little time to study. :( Plus I am always too tired to concentrate studying man. I think i can even sleep reading halfway luh. Tsk, when will school stop ending so late. I need time to study. Cos I always stone. :( I need to do well. I must do well. Cos idk where to go, so i need good grades to decide. HAHA. Idk what logic this is, but i must do well. Just like how i did for N levels. I hope i can, though. HAHA. :) Bye,

2010-09-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

I am so glad that God actually put me in NA stream. In the past, i didn't know what his plans for me was. And i kept asking him why did he put me in this stream. Now i know. My sis is my motivation. Cos she keeps studying, so i dont wanna lose to her in a way, so i also study. Although not as hard as her, but at least i couldn't have done better without her motivation. If i were to walk through this journey alone, i think i couldn't have made it. Indeed, his plans are not made to harm me, but prosper me. Time will eventually prove everything that he has actually planned for us. The best plan for us. I hope i'll do well for Os.

2010-08-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Today is such a bad day. Didn't bring math bible. Thought it was in school, but it wasn't. Didn't bring my pencil case to sch too. I thought i brought it. Thought..... Was in a really bad mood. Just found out that i didn't bring all these things just before the start of the exam. Like wth. Then why did i even come to sch. Idk how to describe the feeling. It's like you didn't bring anything for exam, then you know you won't do well for the papers. The feeling is just so indescribable. Having to carry this kind of emotions into the exam hall, plus putting up with sarcastic comments really made my day damn damn bad. I am unhappy, upset, and at the same lost the confidence in doing well in all the papers. Including biology. It's like everything is taken away from you, and you've nothing left, but to just enter the examination hall with nothing but yourself. Idk how to say how i really feel today. I just wanted to shut myself up from the world. Perhaps i am born to be a loner. I really think i am. Why are they like that. And i have to act like nothing happened. What am I.

2010-08-07T02:05:00.000-07:00

Read tkam the whole day ytd, but didn't finish it though. Finished it this morning. Mrs Ramesh says if we sit down and rad for 6 hours, will finish reading, but i think i broke down the 6 hours also haven't read finish lah. HAHHA. But nevermind, at least im done for lit, at least for NOW. :)

Only tkam can make sit down and read man. HAH. Well, im moving on with geog today. But needa to to cousin's house later, in like an hours' time or smth. Cos he's gonna go overseas to study. And i can't study, cos the house WILL be noisy. HAHA. So sianz manz. National day also going to my dad's church friend's house for idk why. Last year also went his house during national day. HAHA! Maybe cos he lives near the ndp there, so can see the fireworks? Tsk, so i can't study on that day again huh. My math haven't started yet. BIO also. Poa also. Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

2010-08-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

Math today was so so so demoralizing. :( I knew i would fail the set7 test. Cos come on, it's too hard for me to handle. But among the 6 of us, i got the lowest. Well, that's nothing new. But i was really disappointed seeing how low my marks can get. I got 23/80. That was a bad fail. Okay, failed way below acceptable fail. Idk what i can do anymore. It suddenly stroked to me that i haven't been studying, like really and seriously. Everyone or most of the people might have already studied half way, but im just at the start. I don't take studying for prelims seriously. I'm just waiting for time to pass by everytime i stare/stone on my books. I can't concentrate at all. Not at all. What should I do? Studying with friends are even worse. Tsk. My bio, ss, physical geog, math and poa = not touched at all yet. How. Time is running. I know, but im not making full use of my time. I want to, but how come i can't? I am so angry with myself. I wanna get good grades, but I'm not working towards it. What is this man.

2010-07-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, my sis is gonna come back from Phuket in a few more hourssss! Wonder what she bought. HAHAH. I think her bf is gonna fetch her. But i think she didn't tell him what time her flight is touching down. HAHA. Think my parents will tell him. Ah, by the time she comes home i'll be sleeping already. HAHA. Oh man, i cannot stand it. I can't burppp! I wanna burp, but i ate too full. Tsk tsk. Sian. HAHA. See lah, im so greedy! But who cares. As long as my dinner lasts me until 10, which i'll sleep by that time. If not i need to eat. HAHA! Cos i can't sleep when im hungry. :(

Everyone please stop studying so hard okay! My dad thinks that im studying very hard, and asked me not to be so stress. HAHAH. Wth, but the problem is i've only finished preparation of salts, come on! I think because i keep stoning on my chem tb, so he thinks im studying very hard. Aw man, sorry to disappoint! HAHA. Whatever. Byeee! I AM OH SO BLOATED.

2010-07-20T23:34:00.000-07:00

I am going to rant again, so please leave if you can't take it.

Today was the supposed-to-be-a-good-day day. But whatever. Chapel totally ruined my that part of the day. I was like sitting alone in chapel, come on. Whatever, i know i am not popular, but nvm. I was finding a seat that could fit the 2 of us, cos the 3 of them alr found a seat and sat. So only left 2 of us, obviously i would wanna like find a 2 seat so we can sit tgt right? Then she just went to sit at 5A2 there, and she didnt even call me to stop walking up. I just stupidly walk and walk and walk up. Until i turn back then i saw no one behind me. I was the only one standing. And I saw her sitting down. Wth. I was trying to find 2 seats so we can sit tgt, but she just happily sit down when she found a seat, and let me continue walk up. WTF man. I was super angry okay. I almost wanted to cry, cos i was really freakinggggg angry. But whatever, what's the use of being angry. No one actually cares anyway. :) But i must say that at least Ama remembered that i was sitting alone, and waited for me, even though i don't even feel like talking at all. I still tried to shun away from our classmates, cos i wanted to be alone. Furthermore, i am best at being anti-social. But ama still came and talked to me. Thank you, even though i know you won't be reading this. :)

I didn't tell anyone about this. I am not going to say either. Just gonna type it here, and that's all. And Joey also knew that i sat alone, at least she came and asked me why i was sitting alone, and offered me the rice cake, even though i didn't want to eat it. I can feel that she knows i am angry. Thank you. :)

This post wasn't meant to defame somebody or whatsoever, i was just ranting. Plus, i didnt say out her name, so i guess it's okay, right. Whatever. Shoo.

2010-07-06T03:08:00.000-07:00

Heh, i am very grateful to cas and glenda. HAHA. You know, both of them helped me a lot. :) I wouldn't have passed without them lah, really. HAHA. No amount of words can show how thankful i am. :D

Anyway, i have a feeling that i might have muscle ache tmr. Well, although it seems quite exaggerating, but my legs are really quite wobbly, after i ran today. Tsk, at first i was still thinking if i should go to a JC. But them JC will have napfa test, which i have difficulty in passing-2.4km. Tsk. I know people will be like, 'huh, you can't pass?' that kind, but right, i never once said that i was FIT enough to pass. :) Today's napfa test proved it all. HAHHA. So, i should reconsider whether to go to a JC or not. Im not sure if poly have napfa test, but i remembered that my sis got do napfa before leh, like in poly. Maybe she's a GL, that's why need to do? Idk eh. :( How how how. Someone tell me whether i should go Poly or JC? These few days i sort of settled to go for JC, but then the napfa test sort of wavered me. HAHHA. I think i have the poly face, but then i dont wanna wear outside clothes to school. :( Plus, i don't think i will like the way a poly works. Like the lessons and stuffs. It'll be like totally different from secondary school. Whereas JC will be more like sec sch, just that it'll be harder and another sex in the school.

HAHA, what a sad thing for us to go a mix school after our sec sch life, right. Cheryl and i were discussing about this today, like if there was this single sex school in singapore, whether JC or Poly, she'll both aim to go there. HAHAA. Yeah, i think if it's me then i'll also want to go there. 11 years of being in a single sex school leh, then suddenly open to other sexes, like so weird. Somemore if people know that you're from a single sex school then they'll say that you're despo. -.-

Okay bye.

2010-06-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Kay, im like supposed to do my online math quiz, but im just taking a break. A least I've done 2 quizzes, halfway through my 3rd one. :) HAHA. Anyway, i don't think it helps that much. It'd be better without the MCQs. Cos i can guess the ans. The first quiz i guessed quite a number of answers, and i got all the guessed answers correct. HHA. Amazing, isn't it? ;)

Anyway, school is officially starting in less than 2 days. Like 1 day more then gonna start already. As usual, i really dread it. I wanna stay at home. HAHA, the thing that made me dread school so much, is our PE lessons. i really hate PE now, cos I can't pass, you know. And it's very very tiring to run 2.4, I'm like always close to dying every time i run finish. Somemore, i have complete confidence in myself that I can't pass. :( Will someone save me from this. Tskkkk.

Next, i dont wanna go school because, I am lazy to wash my school shoes and pack my bagggggg. ;( Homework are all right, cos i've done finish everything. I'm great, aren't I? HAHAHA.

Thirdly, I dont wanna wake up early for school. So torturingggggg. I wanna continue watching korean shows till midnight, like i do everyday during the past 2 weeks. Once school starts, i'll have to give up all those alr. Oh my goshhhh. Then I'll have to study everyday. Hai, tiring year all because of O levels. Last year was tiring enough, this year will be double tiring. I have to start preparing mann. For prelims, and Os. :<

2010-06-10T04:11:00.000-07:00

Hi, i need to rant, that's why im visiting my blog again. HAHA

Firstly, my siblings are like shit. They don't care about what to cook for dinner. My 4th sis and bro are like playing games and my 2nd sis don't even care. When i asked them then they just reply like they're not even replying. It's like it doesn't make any difference if they answered or not. -.- WTH MAN. I've been like asking them what to cook dinner for the past few days okay. if i don't ask, i don't they they'll even bother to cook. They'll just wait for my mom to come back and let her do. Omg, im so sick and tired of this man. Why can't they take the initiative? My bro just sits there and wait for us to tell him what to do. Oh my gosh. I am freaking shit angry.

Next, my 4th sis needs me to remind her when to sweep the floor. We are both doing the same job- sweep. Come on man, if i can remember to sweep the floor, why can't she? I have been reminding her from the start of the year alr okay. I told a few days ago that, if she can't remember to sweep the floor, then I'll not remind her ever again. But she's like the same as ever? No difference man. Every time my dad says that the floor's very dirty, he's like 100% referring to the space that my sis sweeps. Freaking hell man. She's damn irritating okay. The reason why i dont wanna sweep first is because her area is damn dirty, and she sweeps very anyhow-ly. So im not happy. Whatever, if you think that im very petty, then so be it. i dont care man.

Lastly, i saw this junior of mine say that she wanna highlight her hair so that she'll get suspended on fb. And then i was like wth? You won't get suspended just because you highlight your hair. They'll just ask you to dye back man. O-M-G. Actually i wanted to tell her to try smoking in front of them then she'll get suspended 100% immediately. Since she wanna get suspended so much, might as well do my way right? Come on man, i think these people are damn weird please. Since she already retained, then she should try her best to do well and show her parents right? And here she is, trying to get herself suspended? HAHA, i dont know if she's doing this to get attention or whatsoever, but i think she somehow is. I really dont get what she's thinking, saying what FML. Whatever. If she loves having sex so much, go be a prostitute. As easy as that. What's with the word fuck my life man. Crazy lah. I hate people that use that word. It's like so what. I dont know how to describe, but it's like criticizing what God has given to you.

So, please refrain from using that word in front of me, at least. I really hate it. Sucks man. Sorry, this post was written out of a fit of anger. So if i offended anyone, please tell me. I might delete this post once i get over it. I know i am quite petty, but too bad, that's who i am, at home.

2010-06-04T04:17:00.000-07:00

A constantly changing world, indeed.

Funny.

2010-06-01T05:49:00.000-07:00

Hello, I am so bored. Waiting for my snooker show to start. HAHAH. :) School sucks ttm man. Got homework like everyday. So sian please. I am already in the holiday mood, so i am handing up sloppy work. HAHA. I dont care, sorry. :D I'll work hard when i have to. But now i don't. Come on lah, only like 1 day after my Chinese Os then want us to start doing all these shit. HAHA, wanna slack for like 1 week also cannot. I feel so lazyyyy.

2010-05-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

“大山可以挪开，小山可以迁移，但我的慈爱必不离开你”

以赛亚书54章10节

2010-05-27T20:17:00.000-07:00

My mood is damn bad. HAHA. I think im beginning to have mood swing. Im angry cos my parents didn't bring me out to my dad's shop. Come on, i haven't seen how my dad's shop looked like ever since he put all the machines inside and stuffs. Tsk. Not only that lah, im not happy staying home and study chinese. I like to sit in the car. I LIKEEEEEE. Tsk. Then since they didnt bring me and my sis go, means i can't sit car. TSKK. Walao lah. Shit ass. At first my mom said everyone go my dad's shop then now my dad said dont all go. :( Going to my grandma's house to eat steamboat for dinner later. At least, i get to step out of the house.

It's so ironic. I wanna do well for my Chinese. I wanna get the results i deserve. But i dont wanna study. Haha, so stupid right. I keep thinking that i must study and get an A. But im not trying my best. Yet. I feel damn stupid lah. Everyone's dying to study their chinese, yet im trying to get away from chinese. I only read like 2 bao zhang du hou gan yesterday. It's like = to not doing anything. -.-

Oh lord, please help me. I really wanna do well. Please stop Satan from affecting what im thinking and doing. Please help me to control my temper. Lord, i really need your help to do well in this examination. Please let me not be distracted and affected by the things that are happening in class, and everywhere. I really need to do well. Please help me to study wisely. Even though there're some things that i do not feel good about, Lord, please help me not to think about it, and concentrate in studying. Lord, i wanna beat the people that have not been treating me well, looking down on me, as well as those who dislike me. Please help me. I wanna prove that im not someone who gives in so easily and someone whom they can bully so easily. Thank you Lord for everything. In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!

2010-05-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

I thought we were in the same boat.

Yes,imjustasmallfry.You donthavetocareaboutmyfeelings,youreallydontneedto.'Cause,youneveronceusedtoanyway.

2010-05-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry, just wanna know more about my eye condition, so i copied it here for future viewing. :)

Blepharokeratitis is a chronic external ocular and adnexal inflammatory condition marked by erythematous and edematous lid margins, lid margin crusting and scaling, meibomian gland inflammation and inspissation, and conjunctival hyperemia. The associated keratitis usually involves the inferior cornea and is characterized by punctate epithelial keratopathy and marginal stromal infiltrates. The inflammation sometimes leads to corneal thinning, scarring, and vascularization.

Blepharokeratitis is rare and is often associated with severe ocular and psychosocial morbidity. Treatment of youths may be problematic because of poor compliance with lid hygiene and therapy that includes drops and ointment.

2010-05-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

Well, okay. I think it's kinda expected that I'll blog about my MYEs results. This is the lousiest results I've ever gotten okay, in my secondary school life, i think. Freak man, i failed 3 subjects, mainly ENG, geog and MATH.

Wow, great man. My results really suck to the max x10. HOWW? I don't dare to tell my dad man. Come on, I failed ENG. I still expected at least a pass. You know, PASS. Damn it, how can i fail my Eng? Omg, sorry, i just can't accept the fact that i actually failed my Eng. English.

Other subjects barely just pass. How pathetic. I think im gonna get into a much more serious scolding this time. :( I needa mug harder already. Omg, i really hate studying. But i did study and tried my best for SS. I studied for it man. F.

Anyway, im really disappointed with my results. Haha. My brain is getting rusty. This is not getting my anywhere. I have to work harddddddd. Harder, at least.

I just came back from the appointment from TTSH. The doc said that this was a good news; my eye 'got better' in a sense. That's what they said. Good news. I can stop all my steroids and antibiotic eye drops. But sorry, i beg to differ. This is no longer a GOOD NEWS to me. Sort of more like a 'neutral news'. Cos that was what they said the last time. Stop all eye drops, except for washing my lids and tears naturale eye drop. But what happened? My eyes went back to SQUARE ONE. It's not that i don't believe them, but I've been through it. Once. Although i really hope that my eyes are really kind of healed, but i just think that it will go back to square one. I hope i really am wrong this time.

2010-05-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

Why, is there a problem thinking of going into a JC? I do have the requirements man. Plus i've not even decided whether i wanna go poly or JC,, which is the craziest part. I can't decide, come on.

So irritating, my sister didnt wanna go out and buy the dinner just because she wanna bathe and cos she just came back from teaching tuition. How lame can she be, HUH? She thinks she's very big or what, throw what temper. I was the last one to buy with my brother okay, damn person. Wth.

Tsk, my dad's mood has been bad these few days, cos his shop is kinda opening soon, june i think. So he's very stressed up and stuffs, deciding what drinks to sell then people will like and stuffs, people reading please suggest if you can. :) And deciding how to design his signboard, and whether too separate the pictures of the drinks with the stall name or not. Yeah, really many things to think about. Have to buy the sugar cane machine too. Aye, really very vexing.

Intensive chinese revision these few weeks, before the real one comes. It's really quite tiring and stuffs, but i really do wanna get good and acceptable grades for my chinese. People think that it is impossible for me to get at least an A2, but i want to, and I'll work hard anyway. My chinese is not as bad as you thought, asses. Also, not anywhere like ah lai, duh.

2010-05-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

Chem paper sucks, totally. I never study finish leh. The paper is really damn screwed. :'( I am gonna get my single digit. First single digit for my chem paper. :( Or i'll just fail. This paper i surely fail. Not faking, really surely fail. :( Then how i pass my comb. sciencessssssssss. Tsk. I'm doing bad for mid-years.

2010-05-02T05:51:00.001-07:00

Whoo, mugging math for like shit today. Since after coming back from church. :( I did the school A paper 1 and i only like got 19/75. Wth, how to pass math you tell me. Another paper i got 20/72. Walao, no where better man. How how how. If this goes on, i'll need to go for tuition. I dont wanttttttttttt. I dont want tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. And i feel really stupid not mugging harder when i have the time to. Always doing some last minute work. ;((

I really deserve to fail math, don't i? Haha, yes, i really think so. I need to work hard! Harderrrrr, at least.

2010-04-16T19:10:00.000-07:00

Whoo. PL heARTbeat is overrrr. I dont have to go gz anymore. Maybe that's a good thing in a sense, and a bad thing in a way. HAHAHA. Idk. I used to look forward soo much to step down and all, cos i really dont like practising gz without my batch here. And yes, when laoshi asked them to go up and talk, it was really heartfelt words from them, and i feel really honoured to be in gz tuan. The friendships forged, scoldings and teachings from laoshi. And lame jokes. HAHA. I think i will miss PLGT. I will, right?

Goodbye PL Guzheng Tuan.

2010-03-13T04:33:00.000-08:00

Just because of the comment in the RB, i got scolded like dung. Hello, what you said isn't exactly true you know, ass. And i got scolded cos you wrote something which i don't think i am. You really made my day damn bad. I dont even have any F9 in my report book okay. I bet those people that have straight F9s dont even have such nice and pretty comment you gave me. Mine is seriously the best comment i have ever received in my whole life. I am not disappointed in myself, cos i know i am not what you said. But my parents believed your comment. So what can i do? Nth, except standing there and let them lecture me. I am speechless, totally. My parents wont hear me out, even if i were willing to say. My results is not that bad, as compared to the whole class okay. Hole-y shit. Eat dung man.

2010-02-21T05:01:00.000-08:00

I suddenly have the urge to blog. HAHAHA. :) Cts ending soon. Tmr POAAAAA.

Random: I ate a lot of things today. HAHAH Aiyo. staying at home is not a good thing at all. But at least better going out than showing people how red my eye is, right? Lunch i ate 4 bowls of porridge, which equals to 2 big bowl. and after that i ate 1 bowl of chicken rice, my dad cooked last night. HAHA! so much right? But i still like not full after that leh. maybe after church then very hungry that's why eat so much. Then i napped and when i woke up, i ate another bowl of porridge. HAHAHA. And some tidbits and snacks here and there. Then ate dinner. After dinner, i ate another bowl of porridge. AHA. I think im crazy lah. Really crazy today leh. Basically, most of the porridge inside the thing is like eaten by me please. HAHA. Then now im hungry again! :) I feel like asking my sister to cook maggie and share leh! Ahhh, so niceeeeeeeee! hhahahha. Should I? :D

Omg, it's so good to eat and be full! :) I am still so richly blessed by God, even though my eyes are not going to way i want it to be. Gonna celebrate its 1 year anniversary soon! MAY. :(

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
through wisdom power and love
Our God is an awesome God

Guide me through.

2010-02-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

Jehovah Jireh, my Provider, His grace is sufficient for me.

2010-01-30T03:17:00.000-08:00

Omg, im finally blogging. HAHA. Camp just ended. Not really ended. Just settled down in my house, so decided to blog. HAHA.

This camp was really very fun, like the funnest camp in my life so far, cos we are still tgt in one class like throughout the camp, although there were like some hiccups and all in the last game of day1. But i still prefered day 1 than 2. day 2 is damn boring please. The only good thing is that i get to suntan. That's all. And ah shi's damn heavy! hahaha. Through this camp, i hope that i'll really like pick up the skills they've taught and really pass Os like damn goodly. :) I hope i'll be able to do so, cos it takes to much perseverance and motivation man. ): This was really a great lesson learnt. :)

I got tanned on my feet and NOSE. HAHA, wth. of all places on my face, i got tanned on my nose. I only knew that my nose was tanned when i reached home, and saw my nose red. HAHA. So look like ry's rudolph! :D Anw, i got tanned like almost whole part of the body luh. I mean outside the clothes part. Got a litttle tan shape. :D So happy! Like finally. HAH, and my feet was also red! Hope my nose will not still be as red tmr! Don't even feel like going to church at all. Sick and tired of some people there. -.- Aye, sun morning sucks man. :( Help me.

2009-12-27T22:53:00.000-08:00

Omg, school's starting soon, and gz tmr. Tsk, i am really dreading gz soooo much you know! Like i really can't wait to get out of gz tuan now. I can imagine how life is, in gz without the sec4s. ): Now we fen zu i feel damn lonely please. Got no one to talk to. I WANNA GET OUT OF GZ NOW. I HATE GZ LESSONS. How i wish i can just not go for performing grp lessons, and just go there for attendance taking man. )':

2009-12-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

I was told that i couldn't wear contacts forever and ever. ): Is this what i deserve? I am feeling so.. idk. Indescribable. I have to continue living and wearing my damn specs like forever. Idk how did things worsen that i have to live with my specs like every minute, and second. Just because the doc made a careless mistake at that time, i had to bear the consequences, of not wearing contacts ever again. i know how i look like wearing specs, okay. It's duper ugly. ): To think that i have to wear it forever. Even changing specs means wearing specs, so it doesn't make any difference to me. What am i to do now? I really can't accept the fact. CAN'T. Seriously, it's very unfair.

Lord, can you feel and understand what i am going through now? There's no one i can turn upon to, because everyone thinks that this is such a minor thing, and i am making a big fuss out of it. Lord, the things that i have gone through in the past 6 months, i know you understand. But i really couldn't figure out, how perfect this is for me. Lord, please give me the wisdom to understand that all these are for my good. No matter how unwilling i am, i have to accept it. Lord, i am really very unhappy that things turned out this way. Help me, Lord. Please don't ignore me. I can't afford it. Really, cannot.

2009-12-04T17:14:00.000-08:00

Man, it has been so long since i last blogged, right. Hahaha, gonna get busy the next week! ;D finally! HAHA. I have been lazing around the house for the past month. -.- SO BORING! HAHA. And, im gonna sew the christmas hats this sun! HAHA. kill off time! >:)

Anw, the reason why i wanted to blog now, was because something started off, just because of me. Yes, i gues every gz-er reading my blog will know. ( sec 4) Now i really wonder if i have did the right thing. Things are not getting better anyhow, and it's even getting worse. Well, i just hope to say sorry to everyone for starting off something like that. I really didnt mean to. I just wanted to help. I am really sorry, for doing something like this at this moment, when we are not be able to see each other every week after school reopens. Never ever the same again. we will never be able to play gz and have lessons the same again. Because what has to go has gone, and what's left behind have to stay.

Hmm, i guess i dont wanna make this a really sad post, so i'll blog about something. Uh! im really scared for taking back N level results. It's getting nearer and nearer. And i am totally not sure whether i can do well enough to PASS. ): Anyway, i am quite excited to sew their names on te christmas hats! :D HAHA

2009-11-08T01:57:00.000-08:00

6 more days to sarawak. seriously, idk whether this trip would be a fun one or not. Haha. don't really feel very excited for it mann. ): And, i think my dad can fetch me to the airport and back home. :D which is a good thing, so i dont need to give more trouble to cas's dad! HAHA. (: Im so happy i dont need to go church cos im gonna miss it! :D I know i sound bad, but too bad! Haha. i think my sunday sch classmates are very what. some are nice when they choose to be. but some are really ignoring until like they dont even care. Haha. I was pulling a ling face throughout the whole lesson, cos yx doesn't wanna start lesson, and im like there stoning for 1/2 hour or smth. -.-

I hope i can buy the things that im supposed to buy at Sarawak! HAHA. If not i'll be like so miserable! Anw, i hope this will be a fun trip though. (:

2009-10-16T03:03:00.000-07:00

I am so bored, so i've decided to BLOG. HAHA. I guess it's quite obvious that Ns have ended, and I AM FREE! HAHA. Tmr going BBQ with grandmother and family. Maybe got other relatives also. Not sure. Haha. I am alone at home now luh. WTH. So scary! I just saw a quite fake ghost photo, but im still scared of it. OMG. Help me please. HAHA

I hope my eyes doesn't get red after eating those BBQ food tmr. ): But most probably WILL. Cos they surely add damn a lot of butter like it's water or smth. HAHA. So i'll go church like that AGAIN. )': IDk if i should go see a doc for my eyes. Cos it has been like that for 5 months. Nov then just nice half a year. Can you believe it?! I wore SPECTACLES through out the five months leh! OMG. DAMN UGLY PLEASE! HAHA. But i also can't wear my contacts. ): I scared later i go see doc then after the eye drop expire, the red will come back again. Then i forever dont need to wear contacts alr. Somemore my contacts are getting quite old alr huh, so i need to decide whether i still wanna buy another pair anot. Cos if my eyes doesn't heal, then i can't wear! OMG. Someone please help me. Tell me whether i should see a doc. Consider all difficulties i have and tell me? But i bet no one will tell luh, cos my blog is like damn dead. AHHA. So, can't really blame anyone!

GZ SEC 4FAREWELL '09

2009-09-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

OKay, idk what's wrong with safari. So irritating! Now i have to retype everything. -.- I'll just cut it short. OKay, sec 4farewell was quite successful,i think. HAHA, at least i think they put in more effort than we did last year. HAHA. All the items were nice. :D THANK YOU SEC 1-3s. HAHA. And we played water games for the first time in history. HAHAH. So special right, our batch. But YT and YJ got scolding from mrs ding and miss wong or smth, if im not wrong. Haha, i feel so bad!

If i had known that earlier,then i shouldn't have played. See lah. that SL! Keep chasing me! HAHA. I run so fast from parade square all the way one round to canteen, then to general office leh. HAHA. As you all know, i don't exercise, so i have not much stamina, run like that my energy ALL USED UP OKAY! That's why i stopped running, then SL and yong le caught up with me. THEN SL POUR THE WHOLE BUCKET OF WATER FROM MY HEAD TO TOE LEH! The reason why i stopped running is because parade suqare's floor run very fast and hard then your feet willbe very pain, cos the floor extremely rough. SO my feet was damn pain lah, so i raise my white flag. HAHAHA! Then i became so wet lah! The water went into my ear. And when i was running, this gracious! SO ANGRY! SHE'S CHASING ME BEHIND LEH! HHAA, then she cannot catch up! COsi run very fast. Aiya, so wasted. I can be tracker alr. HAHA. Just kidding! :D Same Zheng how can bully each other, huh! Hahaa, but it's okay luh, im not so petty! IT'S ONLY A GAME! :D :D

The presents the sec 3 gave was really very nice, but i took the wrong cert. AHHAHA! I took dora's one. Cos it's on the floor what! Then i see this one nearest to me, so should be mine, but in the end is Dora's! HAHA, return her next time. Dont know who took mine luh! In short, the sec3s were very nice,sec 2s also. Wah. The sec 1s the best luh. They thought they screwed up their performance, so they bought pizza for us. SO NICE RIGHT! Omg, last time when we were in sec1, we don't even care if we screwed up anot luh. This batch gave me an impression that they are very responsible, and will make up a good batch in future. :D

Sec2s gift was PAD. HAHA. So useful! :D

Yeah, so, THANK YOU EVERYONE IN GZ TUAN THAT MADE THIS FAREWELL A SUCCESSFUL ONE! :D <33

2009-09-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

Wah,suck man, blogger. Everything so messy! Shen jing bing! N levels Chinese, SS and Eng have officially ended. And tellyou what, i am going to fail my ss. Now i cannot depend on my combined humans to go sec 5! Must depend on POA, chinese, combined sci. If any of these cannot make it, i AM DEAD, really. Tsk, SS damn wasted lah. I very scared just because of ss then will pull down my lit marks, then i cannot go sec 5, cos the marks not enough to go, if i fail my poa or sci. ): Tsk. Preliminay marks was acceptable. HAHA. They rounded up to a whole number, as long as you have a decimal, regardless of less than 5 or more. HAHA. So nice right! That's why i JUST NICE can pass N level, with the score of : 19! HAHHAHAH! I WIN CHERYL! Actually supposed to retain. But i got 19 cos of the decimals. OKay, gotta go now. Blog somemore another time.

2009-07-27T04:46:00.000-07:00

Tsk, idk what's wrong wth blogger nowadays. It feels so weird blogging. Doesn't seems right. Can't change the size of font also. Tsk! Nevermind then. Suddenly just remembered the chorus of this song:

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You

My eyes have been like that for 2 months plus, if anyone realised. I haven't went to see a doc since the last time after i went. Cos i knew i can't possibly go to a doc when my eye becomes like that. Let me emphasize on it again. IT IS NOT THE CAUSE OF CONTACTS. The reason why i refused to go to a doc, is that.. I am waiting for my God to heal me.I have been waiting for 2 months, and idk why. Sometimes i really feel very helpless, like when it becomes red, i couldn't do anything, except to face everyone like that. All i could do was to pray and pray and pray. But sometimes, after I pray, it gets worse the next day. So i really am confused and doubtful of God, during times like that. But here i am saying now, I WILL WAIT TILL THE LORD MY GOD HEALS ME.Lord, you said that if i had faith in You, just as small as a seed, i could move the mountains. I jest realised that i didnt have faith in you, that we so tiny as a seed. How useless can I be.

Human Nature..

2009-07-24T22:51:00.001-07:00

I had so much to blog about. But right now, i dont wanna elaborate on it. Maybe some other time. (: It's really so discouraging. Well, all i wanna say is that,

People don't mean what they say. Is this HUMAN NATURE?

2009-07-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

I just realized that i haven't been blogging for soo long. Hahaha. Close to a month. :D Well, im blogging now, though. Hahhaa. Can say that many things happened. Ohh, and my aunt went for operation last wed, i think. She's all right now. Hahhaa. But not sure whether her cancer cells got spread anot. Haven't got to see her yet. Soon, i think. (:

Went to church today. They have this ladies' night andthe guys' night coming on soon. Hahaha. It sounds damn fun lah! At the ladies' night, the guys will prepare the things and plan then they like entertain us. Hahhaa. Same goes for the guys' night. But i wanna go for the guys' night. Cos can be waitress, then like very fun. Got tailor-made costumes for each committee. Hahaha. So cool right? :D But im not sure whether im going yet lah. Hahah.

Idk why. During these few days of sch, i have seen a lot. How people change. Some for the better, some for the worse. I can't possibly tell them straight to their face, telling them that they have changed for the worse, right? I bet most of them can't accept it. Haha. That's human nature. Some people have really been nice to me. I have been with them for quite long, and i didn't notice until now. Hahaha. But some people's attitude changes so fast man. Just like a chameleon. Unpredictable.

Okay, i find that i am just crapping about. And i realised that when you have no one to talk to, God is really by your side. I have experienced this. Doesn't mean having a lot of friends/ being popular makes you great.

2009-06-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

Hello, im not gonna blog much, cos i have nothing to blog about. Just updating. Hahah, if not xiaowan will complain. Omg, i hate the hol homeowork luh, suck like hell. Hahaha. Okay, im off to pee. See, i said i'll not blog much! Will blog again when smth happens to me! :D

2009-05-27T01:32:00.000-07:00

Well,I've just deleted a post, cos i felt damn bad scolding. Hahhaa, sorry. I really feel damn mean. I shouldn't scold that much next time.

Okay, today is a bad day. I just got scolded by my dad for my results. I am really very sad now. Dont feel like talking to anyone. Scolded me damn badly. Wanted to cry, but i hate crying in front of him. I feel like im acting pitiful, but i am not. I hate it when my parents despise me from the words they say. Last time, if my dad said like that, i would long ago have cried. For some reasons, i am angry. But i am also disappointed in my results. I wanna pour everything out in my blog. But for some reasons, something is stopping me. I really hate being despised and look down on. I HATE IT. I FUCKING HATE IT. Just now, as i was reading TKAM, and thinking about what my dad scolded about me, i did teared. Not really teared, but got water. I didnt let it drop though. Just sorta wiped it away. I dont want to cry because my dad scold me. I hate my dad for scolding me, even if he was right, cos he always talks so harshly. I think he did thought of my feelings, but he wasn't aware that i really did my best in studying. But not in the timing lah. But he dont even know that this is my first time getting so high for lit and SS. I passed SS for the first timein my whole SECONDARY school life okay. He asked if i was stupid. I said im not, but he said he didnt want to say me stupid, but im alr in NA. ANd im going to fail Ns, and i spent 4 years studying in NA, just to fail my N. Well, it's okay lah. Sometimes i have to keep things to myself. He also didnt know that i did sooo well for my ENG last term. He also didnt know that my chem got damn high for the first time in history, ever since i remembered.

Damn everything that goes wrong and doesn't go my way. Fuck you.

2009-05-16T00:17:00.000-07:00

Okay, all right.Im back to blogging after mid-years. Hahaha, so happy. Im relaxing here! :D I GOT QUITE USED NOT USING COM FOR 2 WEEKS. HAHAH. So didnt really feel anything, But TV is damn tempting. Hahah, but anw, thank God mid-years are over, I can just die from it! ):

Hahaha, i have so many things to blog about that idk where i should start from! HAHA,okay! My eyesare back. ): My damn infection. It's super irritating, cos it's the second time.That time i went TTSH to see a doc, and my dad spent 80 bucks in total. Like wth luhh. -.- For just a damn doc leh. And im not gonna see another doc this time. Im just gonna let it stay like that until it heals. Well, if it doesn't heals, then i dont care. I might just dig it out or smth. Not going back to waste that damn 80 bucks okay. It's damn ex, and my family is not so rich. I AM DAMN ANGRY WITH MY EYE OKAY. Wanted to go buy the eyedrop the doc gave me last time, cos it expired, and it worked last time. But the damn person said i can't purchase it directly. I needa get a doc's prescription ( sp? ) . So im damn sad lah. It is quite pain when i blink. ): I want it to heal faster, but it can't. I know normal people like you guys dont have these eye thing. But it's damn frustrating, and pressurising okay. You all dont understand how i feel. Nvm. And it's not the cause of contacts uh. Thanks.

[Edited] I kept thinking abt something these few days, and during mid-years. I have been left out, and it's okay, cos i always have been. It's time i get used to such things,and not get sad with. And i guess it's time to know my limitations, that i am me, and i can't change the things in me, and they way i communicate with people. I should know that when people prefer others than me, they will ignore me. I have been experiencing all these since i was in sec 1. I should learn to be alone, cos i am meant to be. This is not specially meant for anybody. I am just saying what i really think. Not angry with anyone.

There are really some nice people out there that sometimes do carefor me. They are real nice, but im not close to them. (:

I really had so much things to say, but i forgot. Ohh, i kinda and sorta went out with ama and joanne ytd. Cos they wanted to go TP1, but too late, so they accompanied me to TTSH, and went to novena to shop and look around. So, i went with them, since they sacrificed their time to accompany me. Haha. I shared the korea rice cake with joey. :D I think it's quite nice, cos it's a lil' spicy. HAHA! :D

Okay, i shall stop here now. I think i must learn to put my faith in God, and let him guide me through. I really want God to help me through this problem. I dont want it to happen again. But i just can't seem to put my trust in him.): I really need help. I want him to heal me. But i kept blaming him, and crying out to him, why am i the one having this damn red eyes. I think i am beginning to go further away from him, because of this. I know i shouldn't. But idk why i am doing this.): I am very unhappy.

2009-04-22T05:33:00.000-07:00

HELLO EVERYBODY! Im very happy! HAHAH! :D
PLGT GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!
Everyone was great! :D We've made God and the school proud. :D
Mrs Lee and other teachers that came to pray for us were nice at that moment too. Mrs Ding told us that ytd, when we were playing, Mrs Lee was inside her office praying for us, Guzheng Tuan. When the teachers wanted to see her, she told them 5 more mins, and we'll be finish our songs. So it's really very nice luh. Didn't expect anyone to do that. (: Thanks You.

Through all the many many many hardwork and times we're gone through tgt, we've finally come to this day, clinching GWH. I know, it's not easy. Cos we, PLGT of batch 2009 have been through a lot. The scoldings we get from laoshi, the punishment we got from laoshi, the scoldings we got from teachers, etc. Although we might be angry, like me, at that time, but we know that all these scoldings and punishments were worthwhile. Rmb the time that we stood 3 hours at gz room, and stuffs. Our backs were very pain, and complaining after that. Most importantly, Zheng III, we were scolded quite badly for quite a few times, and one of them was when we were in the hall, A3 part. ): But we still did it. If you guys have not practised at home, or what, we'll not have played it like what laoshi wanted it to be. :D

I know the Zheng III leaders wont be reading this, but still, :D :

Guofang:
Thank you for leading Zheng III for the past few months ever since we started practising for SYF. I know at times, you want to give up on Zheng III, cos we always talk and play gz whenever you're speaking, and you feel quite irritated most of the times, but you still beared with us. (: Thanks you for leading Zheng III from what we were, a bunch of players that didnt really care at first, to today, a bunch that really cared. I know you've also tried many strategies (IDK how to spell tech-nic. HAHA! ) to make Zheng III's actions bigger, get into the song, and play with emotions. I can still rmb the toilet game you and pj suggested, it was quite fun actually. Thanks you for cracking your brain to think what'll make Zheng III improve. :D

PeiJin:
Hello Peijin. :D HAHA! I know you wont read this, but i'll still write. :D You and Guofang have been really nice these few months. You guys made me realise that we can still play well, without getting much scoldings. You have been bearing with us, and reminding us about our actions, and 大小声. Although some of the Zheng III members make you angry, you'll not pick on them, but continue to help them in the mistakes they made. I know, sometimes you might've also wondered why Zheng III is like that, and stuffs. But you also, didnt give up on us. :D You also cracked your brain to think of strategies to make our actions bigger, get us into the song, and looking at laoshi. Although you dont know how to sing out the notes, but you still tried your best. HAHA! Thanks you for all that you've done. :D

THANK YOU GZ TUAN, FOR WORKING SO HARD FOR SYF! Our efforts have finally been paid off! (x

2009-04-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

Damn, you know! After ytd laoshi called us not to get sick, cos SYF is coming, like in 6 more days, which is less than 1week, but more of 5 more days. Haha. ): Im super scared luh. Okay, back to the point man! I got sick today. Im having a bad sore throat now. Tskk. So unlucky! Okay, im gonna drink lots of water to get it off! Im not going for SYF like that! Haha.

Changed seating arrangements ytd. Haha, i moved quite a bit. Sitting beside cheok and chacha. Haha, and shivohn moved behind ama! She doesn't seem that happy though, HAHA! But im okay luh! Who ask her mom complain! HAHHA! :D TOo bad luh, shi! :D

Ehh, anybody going for symphony of praise II? Nobody wants to go luh! >:(

2009-04-14T05:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, let's talk about ytd. Hahah, it was my birthday ytd, and at first i thought ytd was the worst birthday i've ever had. Because, freakin' MrsRa picked on me. She saw that i didnt take out my notes, so she purposely called me to ans the ques to make me take out my damn notes. -.- And i am very angry. So, i showed her smelly face luh. Who cares man. Then after that, it's break. Then chinese. THE STUPID MrsPa L saw me sitting down, and thought that my skirt was very short, cos i folded it into my thighs what. That's what majority will do. And idk what's her fucking problem. She asked me to stand up and see my skirt, and use her she-think-very-cool-and-sharp-nails to cut my thread. So i was like, HUH? And so, you all should know that i cry very very easily in school. Haha, so yeah. Felt like crying, for idk why. HAHA! But i didnt cry. Then she still continue joke with us and think she's very funny. TMD.

So yeah, these 2 freaking things made my morning bad like shit. Until 4d2 ( chinese banded class ) sang happy birthday song for me, which was obviously unexpected, and before LIM caught me. -.- And after that, 4D1 sang for me again. Hahaha, then other lessons was all right. Then after tt met gz people for NAPFA test! Hahah, knew they had a birthday surprise for me luh! Cos i heard wai yee saying change plan! SO OBVIOUS! And Dora saying quick go canteen cut cake. HAHA! And i pretend i didnt hear! AHA! :D Then i told them they're very obvious, then wai still come and act say what where got? Dont have and stuffs! AHHA! Then we did NAPFA, and after tt, redo sit & reach, and standing broad jump, like usual. HAHA! Then went up to gz room, then saw Tracy and ah bao ran into the gz room, so i was like wth did they run in. HAHAH! So after that, i went in, and it was dark, with a cake and candles on the floor, with quite a lot of guzheng-ers sitting there. I REALLY AND SERIOUSLY didnt expect them to make it like until so BIG luh. Haha, so it was quite embarrassing luh! SO MANY PEOPLE! So paiseh. Hahaha. Then he zou-ed and they forced me to bring the cake home, but i haven't ate! Will eat soon! And thanks ruyuan for your letter!

THANK YOU GZ-ERS! ILY ALL! :D

THANK YOU 4D1 AND 4D2! ILY ALL! :D

Now, let's talk about today. THE MAIN POINT LUH, cos this is a damn long post! HAHA! :D Today, Zheng I and Zheng II played tgt, without asking Zheng III to play with them tgt AGAIN, So guofang told me like usual. Hahaha. So both of us were super angry. It's like forever luh. I know Zheng III is not the melody, and doesn't seems that impt for Zheng I and II, but please at least know that we're also inside the gz room. We're not transparent, although WE ARE ALL SKINNY! YAYYY! :D HAHHA! So me and Guofang ownself played our own things, and didnt 合 with them. After they play finish, they were lke wth they playing that kind of thing. So i was even angrier, and Gracious keep asking me to cool down. HAHA! So funny luh! Then they asked us to play yao zu. See, that's the freaking best evidence to show that they only realise that we exist when they need us. -.- Freaking hell luh. Then at first we dont want, but still started on our own after that. But Zheng I and II thick skin go play tgt with us. HAHA! So there was a internal conflict luh! And GuoFang and i was super angry. Hahaha. Then SIAN LING keep saying 'so annoying' idk whether she's saying about us. But i felt like scolding her. Keep acting leadership and stuffs. Super irritating luh. Think she very big, but she doesn't have a role. Thanks. (:

Since im posting this post up, im not scared of any gz-ers saying bad things about me, and spreading rumours to the names and tuan mentioned above. (: Thank you. If you're angry, just say. Dont gossip behind my back. There'a a tagboard here. Please tag! >>>

2009-04-12T03:48:00.001-07:00

I am wondering why did things even became like this. I am hating gz practices more than before. ): Idk why. Used to enjoy it quite a lot. Hahaha.

WHY.

2009-04-08T04:21:00.000-07:00

All right! Sch has been the same lately. Hahaa, i really like lit, when Mrs R goes through TKAM with us. :D So interesting to study it luh! Somemore i can concentrate today, cos xw not here. HAHA! Kidding, i think.

SYF is coming soon, in 2 weeks' time, with 6 practises left, I THINK. Really stress and scared luh. Today's BAND's SYF. Wondered what they got. Wanted to sms ah shi, but i think i dont have her number. HAHAHAH! Nvm, shall ask her tmr thennnn! ): Have been having a bad mood in sch these few days. Easily irritated too. Like seriously, little bit thing irritates me. Especially what people says, and how they talk. Can really be thick-skinned sometimes. And can really hurt people luh. But i must forgive them. Trying to. (: Gz tmr again. FZ. ): But i think i needa leave earlier, cos i need to go church.

Many things came rushing to me so quickly these few days, that i really dont know how to handle. It's not really big things, but through all these small little things, it adds up to a big thing, so im really stressed these few days. Idk what, But just stressed. And getting more emotional these few days.

Wated to blog things out to de-stress, but i'll offend people that reads my blog. So, i'd rather not. ): Goodbye.

2009-04-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

Okay, so my old com spoilt today. So im using my sister's labtop now. Haha, everything doesn't seems to be going my way. Especially this week. School hasn't been that great. Often left there to 自生自灭 if that's how you write it. Hahaha, but i dont care alr. If it's like that, then so be it. Im not gonna walk around the class to find people to talk to me. If no one talks to me, then it's fine! (: I am used to it luh. Have been experiencing these freakin' shit for so long. So a few 10 or 20 more years will still be okay.

Idk why, i have been hating my church since young, and was hoping to change it like soon, after i grow up. How i wish i could change my church, or just migrate immediately, and leave this fucking place. On Sun, i have finally realised i dont have any friends in church. Not even half or quarter that can talk to me. Haha, shocking isn't it? I have grown up in that church since young, but know none of the people there. I think im the best. Dont you all think so? Okay, idk why the F hell im talking about all these , but i need my blog to rant, even if anyone sees this and get pissed or whatever. My classmates in Sunday School are just SHIT. A PILE OF SHIT, Sadly to say. I dont blame them for not talking to me, cos i dont even bother talking to them. But they seriously.. FORGET IT.

Im having mixed feelings now. IDK what i am talking about. I dont care if my church people sees this, or what. I am not happy and that's all.

Tmr got gz. ): If we fa zhan again, im gonna get angry again. Super angry. And idk what I'll do. Haha, just scold for all i want here! Stay tuned for the next scolding post! Bye.

2009-04-04T04:55:00.000-07:00

Im blogging once again! Hahaha, like every sat. (: And my blog is getting dead, but i dont care, as long i can talk to myself in it. :D HAHAH! Okay, im gonna blog about today! The first gz prac on a sat of the year 2009. Hahaha, whatever, but still!

Okay, so we stood for quite a long time today. But not as long as the 3 hours one. HAH! My parents were right lah. I should have listened to them and knew that he didnt really want us to get GWH. He just wants his name to be well-known. Freaking hell. Damn angry that hemade us stand today. Hahhaa, idk what's the problem with me, but im just very very angry. Almost scolded the F word out, but heng i controlled! HHAHA! :D Was really hot in the hall. Was perspiring very badly. More worse than PE. ): Then idk what reason,was ignored. -.- But i dont care okay. Anw, the main point for blogging today, is that, i feel that i am really the MOUSE SHIT or whatever shit that laoshi said to Zheng I. Although he didnt say toZheng III, but i really feel im the one lah. I seriously feel that i dont even have the rights, and deserve the rights to sit at the front row, and lead other fellow Zheng III in doing actions. ): I keep playing wrong notes and can't really play well lah. I dont even think i have any thing in me that can make me sit at the front row. ): I think other people also can play better than me lah. Just take today for example. Laoshi keep making Zheng III repeat that A3, once is me make them repeat, cos i played the wrong volume. )': I HATE IT.

I am beginning to feel the stress. Idk whether it's SYF's stress, or studies. Cos somehow, my studies have deteriorated. Maybe because of gz practices or what, idk. But it's quite obvious lah. Cos even now, Cheryl know how to do math better than me. ): I dont mean that she's dumber than me, or what. But she really does know how to do better than me. ): BYE.

2009-03-28T02:53:00.000-07:00

Okay, so ytd was sports day. HAHAHA, was okay actually. Like usual lah, bored and hot. Haha, i didnt get to drink any MILO this year's sports day. Wth okay. But whatever. Sat with gz people instead of classmates. They said wanted to sit tgt then i didnt sit with my classmates lah, then in the end.? -.-

Met up after taking attendance and we actually wanted to go LJS to eat. Which was long decided. But the damn sports day ended late, which might make us late for gz, so i told them not to go hougang mall's LJS alr, cos obviously got no time. But they insisted on going. So Valerie and i was like huh, that kind of thing. Then i told them surely wont reach sch in time, but idk whether they ignored or didnt hear. So i got pissed and shouted really loud at them in the public, which was really loud, cos they can't hear what. So, after much thinking, we finally went to srg macs. Saw many PL Lites there, and there was obviously no space, so valerie suggested going to the coffee shop and eat. Cos it's too crowded.But this time, they dont want again. But we still went. Then RC was angry, cos she didnt like the 2 extra persons that met with us. And wai was also angry, cos she didnt wanna eat coffee shop food, but there was no choice. So, through this small little thing, it made almost everybody quite pissed luh. Including me. Hahaha, i admit that i do have a bad temper. :D

Ate and stuffs, then all 8 of us squeezed into valerie's mom's car. HAHHA, which couldn't really fit us, but we still squeezed inside. But we're ALL quite skinny. Cos 8 managed to squeeze into a 5 seater car, i think. HAHHA! Super funny on the way to sch lah! Valerie's mom was like:

"Wah, the taxi behind see alr also shock!"

HAHHA! So funny! And i was laughing at almost every single thing,that pj, who was sitting on my hip bone, asked me to stop laughing, cos she can feel the vibration, and veh pain or smth. HAHHA! So i laughed even more. And then, during the ride, RY asked wai better not fart, cos she's sitting on RY's leg. HAHHA! DAMN FUNNY! Then after 1 min or so, she farted. HAHAHA, and she whispered to me that she farted, so i was like OMG, then i started laughing, and say very loud that wai farted. HAHA! Then she asked me why i say so loud! HAHAHA! Then after that, which was not long later, she farted AGAIN. This time got sound okay! SO DISGUSTING! HAHH! I also saw her squeezing the fart out of her ass. HAHAH! Was super hilarious! Then when the car door opened, everybody was like, WAH! Then PJ sorta rolled out of the car, cos she very squeezy. HAHAHHA! Was so funny! :D Ending off!

Okay, this is a very very long post. I love reading long post, but i know many dont! :D

BYE!

2009-03-21T02:28:00.000-07:00

Actually, i had many to blog about, but somehow, after i opened this thing, then dont feel like blogging alr. HAHAHA! Ytd, stood for 3 hours for gz, cos we didnt do action while playing, or rather very small, so he made us stand, and many seniors came back. After that, i did do action. And it was super big, that peijin laughed at me. HAHAH! Wth luh! But it's okay lah. Better than getting scoldings from laoshi. Somehow, everyone thinks that no, quite certain that we'll get bronze. But i think we'll get silver. Idk what's wrong with our batch know. ): How come like that. D:

Im very scared on Mon! Leaving class earlier for SYF rehearsal at RP. Laoshi surely scold one lah. It's a sure thing. ): I hope Zheng III will get better. ):

School's reopening, and i dont plan to do any homework, and i haven't started on any yet. Hahah, so too bad! These 13 days is gonna be totally different from usual. ): Hope we can manage well! :D BYE!

2009-03-15T02:04:00.000-07:00

Tsk. Not in good mood these few days cos of my damn eyes. I did QT last night. And the verse was like saying dont worry that kind of thing. I knew God was kinda talking to me. Cos i was really very worried about my eyes ytd and today. Cos it has been 1 week and all. And it got redder and pain ytd. ): So im very scared lah. But people dont understand. They dont really see a big deal out of it. But it's really a big deal. But whatever, so i told myself not to be worried and place my trust in God. But i still can't stop myself from worrying, so i went a doc today, and got medicine. Hahaha. But it was seriously getting from bad to worse. I even got an MC from the doc. She asked me not to go school. Btw, it's not contagious okay! -.- But i wana go, cos i dont wanna miss out then idk how to play when it's he zou on tues and stand! ): But if i go, i scared my eyes will be very pain. Cos when i blink, then it'll be pain now. ): Last time not pain and no feeling. Aye, I'll decide whether i wanna go tmr. Idk how to play pet society. Can someone teach me? Hahah! I just go around people's house and kiss! HAHAHAHA! :D BYE!

2009-03-06T21:24:00.000-08:00

Yeah, photos on wed. Ytd sucks quite abit. But nvm. Dont wanna talk about it. Gz stuffs again luh. Bye.

2009-02-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

All right, so apparently, today totally sucked. As in lesson was still all right, xiaowan sleeping throughout El and stuffs. Hahha, and i was listening attentively to lit. :D HAHA! (: The main point for today okay. Sports heats was cancelled, and made PeiJin and i walk up 4th level and down 2 times. Wth. Okay, but it's okay. Hahha.

Later, Pj scolded the whole tuan. And it wasn't tt bad either lah. Then after tt mrs ding and other teachers in charge of gz tuan came up and scolded us again, because of our attendance, and stuffs lah. But i think we deserved it. Okay, nvm. Then after all these, she checked out skirts, cos they wanted to catch pearlyn and eunice. So, they mentioned to her, and everbody was to stand immediately, so tt she can check out skirts. And she caught mine. You know, mine is not that short lah. The partly reason she caught me was because, i was wearing a low belt skirt. -.- When my skirt is not sooo short please. There are so many people with shorter skirts than me, please. And so, i felt super innocent, angry and wronged, so i was giving the bu shuang attitude, and was trying to control my tears. And i know i kept rolling my eyes, cos im not happy she catch me what. So after that, when i went back to my place, i kinda like wanna cry alr lah. Cos i keep thinking abt it, then other people never get caught, and im caught cos of low belt. That was quite fair. And so i slowly burst out luh. I know this kind of thing shouldn't cry lah. Cos it's like sooo super small thing. LIke what rc said, pinafore only. Hhaha. And i cried. Cos i was super angry. Can you believe it? I so easy cry leh. ): And at tt point of time, i was like:' God, please help me. Dont make me cry. ' Then i cried. Hhahaa. Wth okay! Then after tt i ran to the toilet and cry then went back. Then people kept starring at me.

Yeah, it was super embarrassing man. How can i be such a crybaby! Then WY, RY, V, & RC came and find me at the toilet. Then that's abt it lah. There goes my day for today. ):

Was actually looking forward to gz evertime there is, cos i'll be able to spend time with my good friends in gz know. Then today, like totally spoilt. ): Was really in a bad mood. Idk if i've made anybody angry just because of my freaking bad temper, but sorry everybody for causing such a big trouble (if there's any)! Thanks for comforting. Bye. I hate today.

2009-02-20T05:31:00.000-08:00

Yay, in finally blogging lah. Hahaha. Everybody's blog kinda dead. Tsk. Ths year i work so hard for CT, like one of the FEW times, but i think i'll do super badly lah. ): Freaking shit. )': I concentrated too much on other subj, and neglected another one. >:( So far, the paper i found hardest is math, then bio, then chem, geog, then ss, finally lit. But i have no confidence in passing them all. Not even any okay! I concentrated too much on chem, and lit. ): Now, i am so dead! Tsk. Piece of shit man. ): I am sad, but i'll not cry. Cos dont really worth my tears huh. HAHAHA! (: I've never cried because of studies before. Mostly stress then i cry. Cos studues is like.. IDK! HAHA! Whatever lah.

You all know, im running for sports' day lah. Hell. I dont wanna run! You know i can't run! I fail my NAPFA mot of the time okay! Tsk, such an ass. ): Me and pj went in when we ran somewhere the last. Is serisouly the LAST okay! How they choose one! I last ran for sports' day was when im in pri sch. Wth, i dont wanna run! So embarrassing! HELL! I'll surely lose lah, i tell you. ): I really and seriously cant run, come on! >:( I am angry lah. Tsk. LEE SUCKS! :D Thanks you. (:

One more paper to do- POA. (: HAhaha, i dont understand, but i shall ask my 2nd sis to help me, since you guys dont wanna meet up, for at least revising and not waiting only for chalk to teach us. Miss Han alr go through again today what, so can at least revise? Well. forget it man. I shall stay at home and ask my sis. (: This time dont really feel like getting back the papers. Everytime also wanna get back even though i did badly. Cos got the EXCITEMENT man. Hahah, but now i think i did toooo over badly, till dont even wanna get. ): BYE lah. Everything's not going smoothly man. I hate this year. I hate staying in PL.

1 more year to go man. cm'on wenhui. ):

2009-02-13T05:20:00.000-08:00

And so, this was the presents received by my dear classmates and gz people. (:

Right, so today received quite a number of presents lah. :D Hahaha, gave out my presents too. Ohh, i forgot to took a beautiful picture of it! :D HHAH! So nice and creative leh, mine! :D Haha, kidding lah. And im really guilty of not giving Vic and Lin presents. Cos i didnt have enough, ): Im sorry Vic and Lin. )': Dont really feel guilty not giving ah shi. but maybe a bit lah. Cos she keeps complaining to me and other people tt i didnt give her presents, when she only gave me a small candle? Like no point lah. Forget it. Nvm!

Today just finished 2 tests. No, maybe counted as 3. Chinese full paper, El summary and bio! ): Really very sian to do tests papers lah. Especially Chinese and El. So long papers! Bio still interesting. Cos i like bio. :D HHAHAH! (: Then gz-ed after lessons. SYF arrangement was out. Then took committee picture and off we go! HAHHA! :D

My sis and i was sooo bored at home, tt we camwhored a little. :D HAHHA! BYEBYE! (:

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

2009-02-06T05:29:00.000-08:00

Well, apparently, the thing tt i can rmb clearly now, is that i sort of scolded or whatever to CRYSTAL LAVINGE. Hahaha, idk why i did that manzx. Cos wai yee was like purposely saying abt C in front of her, and she purposely pretend she didnt hear, still purposely cut through us and walk in front of us leh. Freaking hell. So i was super angry, and i shouted :" Walao, she's damn act leh. " Cos i was seriously very angry and in a bad mood just now, ): Then wai and others was like asking WHO? Then i shouted like again, CRYSTAL LAH! And im sure she heard it okay. Cos you know, when i shout, it's really loud, especially in sch. :D HAHHA! Whatever, but i really felt a bit too much lah. I know i shouldn't do that lah. But at that point of time, and when she refused to come for extra when leaders of zheng asked her to, she really do deserve it. What kind of attitude is this man. I wonder how she'll survive next time when she grows up man. m~~aybe not flirting with guys with all her might?~~

Okay, drop the topic of C! :D Today's gz sucked. Zheng III got fa zhan for the longest, compared to zheng II. We haven't even played till that part lah, then he's like dont ask me any questions, or whatsoever. The score's like so unclear please! And so, i was really angry when gz ended, and didnt really talk, till wai was talking rubbish, which was real stupid and funny. Hahaha. (: I can't play lah! Ohh, Pj said the arrangement for SYF is out. I know im not sitting in front lah. :D Cos my gz is not tt good. Hahaha. And I can't play. :D So i think most probably is Gracious? She's better than me in everything! :D HAHHA! (x This new song that we're learning is hard and at the same time easy. ): Im gonna have difficulties memorising it. ): Going for extra on tues! Hahaha. Performance on Mon. Uhh, have to do hw tmr. ): I hate today's life. I want to cry.

2009-02-05T05:08:00.000-08:00

Yeah, so these are some of the pictures from zoo on Sat. Hahah! I couldn't even find tt damn shutterbug? Come out dont know is what! Can anybody tell me how to go?! HAHHA! :D Nth much to blog about lah. These few days go gz very bad mood. Idk why. ): Super bad. Dont even feel like talking! Hahaha, but i think tmr will be worse, cos learning the new and hard song. )': Hate tmr and Mon of all the days. Suck. Really suck! ): Need to do zuo wen tmr. My gosh! Please let tmr pass by very fast! Thanks you! Bye.

2009-02-01T04:29:00.001-08:00

Blogging again. Hahaha, i have nth to blog about leh. Churched today, and yeah. Like usual lah. Sunday sch and service. Know what? I hate people that come to our church because SHE thinks tt some particular person is funny or what. IDK. But she doesn't give me the idea of cos she likes the way we worship God or what. She's like here for friends? This sec3 girl from normal acad came to my church for many weeks alr. And at first im okay with her, since we're all worshipping God. But she kept starring at my sis and i. And im like WTH?! She think she very big or what, just because she has a few freaking friends? -.- Kept starring and starring leh. Please lah. People got limits to their patience one, okay? You have your limits too. Although my 4th sis and i are VERY pretty, dont need to stare like that, because i can see that you're super ugly. If i see her starring at us again, i'll definitely stare back. F-ing shit.

Okay, guess i have nth much to post about. Ohh, yeah. Here's some of the hundreds pictures we took. HAHAH! No lah. Not so exagerrate till hundred! :D BYE. Will upload more when the people uploads! :D

2009-01-28T05:35:00.001-08:00

THIS YEAR'S CNY IS TOTALLY SCREWED. SUCKED LIKE HELL. Seriously, suck balls.

Well, apparently i was being caned on the second day of CNY. Morning, before visiting. Im too lazy to explain now. Ask me lah. Freakin' shit man. Im super angry, till now. But until now, bathe 2 or 3 times alr, still haven't see the mark at my ass! :D HAHAH! Cos i forgot! So, i think it's going to be gone soon! Who would ever get caned DURING cny man. See, i told you. CNY is always against me. ): Forever smth bad will happen before, or during CNY. Not the first time okay. My dad still say what cannot cane, but he must cane me. What shit man! If cannot cane, then he still cane? My gosh. It's just a matter of whether you wanna cane during CNY anot. Do you even know what's the real meaning of CANNOT? Cannot mean BU KE YI, cannot hit! But if you hit alr, means KE YI, CAN! IDIOTS! Whatever, no point scolding here. I should kinda get over it soon, huh?

Uhh, many tests are coming up soon. Like tmr, fri and all. ): Just realised that i dont have much time to revise alr. CTs are reaching real soon, but i just can't get my hands to carry my books home, from my desk, and my eyes to open bigger to stare and read the informations, and my brain to function prefectly! ): SEE! Stupid! Even my dad says im the foolish one. I think i am too. :D HAH! I think i'll go mad when i grow up. Cos i can't take stress. (: Really! Hahaha. Okay, i dont wanna blog anymore! GO SLEEPPPP! Now is 9:48pm! I lack of sleep luhh! >:) HAHA!

BYE!

2009-01-21T00:36:00.001-08:00

HEH! :D Hello everybody, ( if there's even anybody looking at this ) But nvm! :D HAHAH! (: Finally blogging again, after super long! Cos im too lazy to go online these few days! Please pardon me! Found a picture in Cheryl's lj, i wanna upload ti liven my blog up! But i think this old computer cannot upload. Stupid bro using new com! >:(

All right, sch has been okay lately. :D Still able to cope. Just tt Maths totally ruined my day today. >:( _ keeps picking on Cheryl and I. Cheryl still got caught for HP, cos she didnt off, and got the toot toot toot sound in the speaker, so she checked everyone's phone, and i managed to off it in time. But cheryl's one too slow off. Then yeah. She scolded us for talking too. We were talking, cos she wasn't teaching then. She was also chatting! WTH. -.- Damn super irritating. I think im getting more and more disrespectful towards teachers. Haha! You think i care? No lah. kidding! :D

Tmr got gz. Till 6:30pm, and fri is till 7:30pm. I dont like so late leh! Everytime alone in the bus when reaching interchange. ): Very scary. Having performance on fri for CNY concert. We're the first item i think, and we've to leave class earlier! HAHA! :D So happy! Okay. That's mad, but nvm! :D An very very big ant just came into the room, and my bro and I was trying very hard to spray it with insect repellent, but i managed to make it fly out! Yes, i win! Hahah! :D Whatever, im being too crazy! Okay, im super hungry now. I've been skipping lunch these few days, and i eat junk food when i reach home. Healthy huh? HAHA! xD

Tsk, got caned by my dad ytd. Cos he and my mom quarelled. ): I tell you all a secret okay? Btw, Im not being superstitious by saying this. Everytime before CNY, during tt 7 days before CNY, we always got problem. Like this time, my parents quarelled. Then before tt continuously, my parents caned us on chu xi. It's continuously one hor. That's why. IDK what's wrong man. )': Ohh, and my mom made us high waist skirts ytd. :D Very nice! Hahah! :D

All right, time to end off this long post huh. Haha, i hope everything turns out well asap! )': Hate ytd! Bye!

2009-01-10T04:01:00.000-08:00

Tsk, never come online! Right, my sis is like shouting like again. -.- SICK AND TIRED OF IT! Hahah, okay nvm. :D Im soo hungry. It's 8:12pm now, and i haven't ate dinner. Haha, cooking maggie now. :D Okay, let's talk about cca fair!

Firstly, we didnt get to take any pictures, cos i forgot to bring my camera! ): Hahaha, but nvm lah. Was really busy in the morning. Got my sis to wake up, and tied my hair for me, then waited my parents for super long - that made us late by a few mintues. >:( But its okay lah. :D Haha. Cos Valerie was even later than me! :D HAHA! xD Went up to gz room, and started practising for a few seconds, then passed wai yee the speech thing from val's bag. Hahaha, i also got write another copy leh! But val's one was more edited, so use hers. :D Then, helped waiyee practise her speech, and all. Then re-edited the speech again with valerie. Cos it sounded kinda weird. Then Valerie and i were very busy editing the speech, and finding the pamphlet and stuffs. Then later laoshi came, so yeah. Started practising. :D Then blah blah blah. The new guzheng was super extremely heavy. Haha, i know im saying this again, but it's REALLYYYYYYY ..!

Okay, now, im going to scold someone! Haha, not going to say who she is! But she's damn irritating plus disgisting man! >:( She was supposed to carry the gz, cos she reached gz room earlier than Valerie and I. Then she purposely stop in front of the gz, and was starring at me and Val hinting us to carry it know! Like, wth?! Then she said you carry the gz, i carry the zheng jia. Then i said no, you carry the gz. Then she rolled her eyes at me. ROLLED! Then in the end, valerie went to carry the gz, cos she told yt that we were bullying her. -.- So, moral of the story is, some people can really be this annoying. You can't help it, but to hate her. :D

HAHAHA! Okay, i've taken a very long time to blog, and i think i should end here! I wonder what Cheryl's house is like now. :D Hahhaha! (:
Well, bye!

2009-01-06T02:12:00.000-08:00

Okay, so im blogging again. Hahah! The font look super big in this old com. But i dont think it'll come out so big, right? (: Heh, haven't been blogging for very long. :D And here i am, after doing finish my book review. I hardly read, and you know! I have difficulty finding books to write about. Hahah! But it's settled lah. Performed during sec1 orientation today. Yes, and i played quite a few wrong notes, especially when i haven't memorise till very very very ripe. Will forget some parts one leh. )': Somemore i sitting first row, super scary, and i play quite loud leh. ): Cos zheng III only got 4 people. Tsk! Stupid me! Okay, then yeah. The new gz is very very OMG heavy, i must say. ): I dont have enough muscle to carry. Very heavy leh! Tsk!

Okay, then i missed a couple of lessons, and yeah yeah yeah. Im soooo very happy, cos i did finish my POA, and el hw which is due tmr. I find myself so duper! Hahah! I can persevere. Anw, i think i must buck up alr lah. I've really been slacking a lot during the hols. I dont wanna fail my Ns! ): There's nth on tmr afternoon, so i hope tt i can get home SOON, and sleep! HAHHAHA! :D Woke up at 5:45am today and reached sch at 6:45 leh! Cheryl still tot i late. Walao eh. Okay, bye. :D

2008-12-31T01:15:00.000-08:00

Heh, i think something's really wrong with my com. ): Siao siao one.

Right, so i've just recovered from food poisoning. It's really very 心苦 to have this kind of SICK. Hahaha, sounds sooooo weird, but im lazy to rephrase it. (: Like, you keep feel like vomitting, and nobody can feel how you really feel at tt time. Hahaha. Really very very very happy and glad tt I've finally recovered from it. But i dont wanna take the medicine, cos it's super gross. ): I got sick on Mon midnight, and couldn't get back to sleep then. I even sat on the kitchen's chair for idk how many hours you know. Cos I kept feel like vomitting. )': Really very unbearable. I sat there from 6 plus all the way to 9 plus in the morning. Then sat at my sis' bed for awhile, and she asked me to eat PO CHAI PILLS!　Ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｔ　ｋｉｎｄａ　ｗｏｒｋｅｄ　ｌａｈ．　Ｂｕｔ　ｉ　ｈａｖｅｎ＇ｔ　ｇｏｔ　ｗｅｌｌ．Then had diarrhoea from morning onwards. ): Guess how mnay times i went to the toilet! HAHAH! It's 15-19 times. Can you believe it! So many times, but my ass's not paiN! AHAHHA! FUNNY!　Ｍａｎ，　ｗｈａｔ＇ｓ　ｗｒｏｎｇ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　ｃｏｍ？！　Ｔｈｅ　ｆｏｎｔ＇ｓ　ｓｏｏｏ　ｆａｒ　ａｐａｒｔ，　ｍｙ　ｇｏｏｄｎｅｓｓ！　ＨＡＨＡＨ！ Forget it. -.- Then tues still not okay yet. That night's midnight i couldn't sleep well. Kept waking up, cos i feel like vomitting again. I didnt sleep the whole midnight. Seriously. Was awake. Then on tt day had gz, i can't go. So i needa see a doc to get mc, if not gz will not let me off! >:( Just because of gz and i had to spend tt 31bucks and 45 cents. Hahah, had 3 packs of medicine. And guess what? I only brought 30 bucks down. Hahaha, see the convo!

Woman: Okay, total is $31.45

Wenhui and 4th sis: *Whispering* Shittttt! Only 30 bucks leh, how?! Walaoo!

4th sis: Tsk! Just not dad wanted to give us 10 bucks more, you say no need!

Wenhui: Tsk, (Thinking how! )

Woman: Are you paying by cash or Credit card?

Wenhui: Erm, cash. *paused* But i only brought 30 dollars leh. ( Laughed ) (4th sis covered her face!) I go home and take for you can? Sorry.

Woman: Orh, nevermind lah! So sick alr still need to go home and take. It's okay lah. Dont need. You just give me the 30 dollars, i give you discount!

Wenhui: Huh? Ohh, okay. Sorry.

Woman: Nah, it's okay lah. Dont need to feel sorry.

Hahah! Was super embarrassing! Lucky the woman was very kind. :D HENNGGGGG! HAHHA! Then tt day i went to see doc in the morning, ate the medicine when i got home, and never touched it EVER AGAIN! HAHHA! Means, i only ate 1 time! HAHAH! So funny! Then today, i got well! Omg, was really very happy, and i thanked God like immediately after i wake up. Cos i was praying ytd to ask God how come i like tt then my sisters never, then asked God to help me and kinda stuffs. And, YAYY! (: Hahha, see how God can be so true at times? They're not coincidential (sp?) know! Trust in him! :D Hahaha.

And i shall talk about today, briefly! Man, such a long post! Hahaha. (: Nvm lah. :D Pj and wai called to ask us to go buy some gold paper thing from pop at kovan, so i stopped and met val at plmc to go kovan faster. But her piano ended so late! AHAHA! Made me wait soo long. But nvm. I was pressing the thing waiting for the green man to go, then after tt, a msg came, and it's from cheryl. Then i was busy msg-ing, tt i didnt see the traffic light go green. And then, Valerie called me, telling me tt i have to cross now, but it's alr 2 sec when she told me. HAHHa! Omg! Super very embarrassing lehh! Idk if the motor laughed! >:( Stupid! Then i had to wait for another LONG time before the traffic turns green again! HAHAH! Then Valerie keep scolding me dumb.

Then bought the stuffs, got back to sch and they're almost done. Only helped them to wrap up and go. Like only a few mins. And Miss Wong was there keep talking. Hahah. From there till bus stop. Went to collect bagpacks from Cheryl's house! Then, went to HL mall, with wai, pj, and val. Then drank iced milo. Wanted to drink my coke! But i scared later my stomach got problem, so to be safer, i drank MILO! Haha, talked, and felt very bloated and uncomfortable. ): Then homed with pj! Hahaha. Haven't took out my contacts yet! Lol, soon lah, lazy! ): All righht!

All those going for countdown today, have fun all right! :D Dont ever get molested ( for hose going crowded places) Hahah! Many lechers out there! :D WATCH OUT! HAHAH! Kay, bye! (:

2008-12-27T04:02:00.000-08:00

I've blogged! :D

Hahaha, im really sorry to the people that always read my blog! Cos I haven't been having the mood to talk to my blog yet! :D HAHAH! SORREHH! (:

2008-12-24T06:34:00.000-08:00

SHUT UP. Blogging again. (: It's her again. So irritating. Okay. Today's my dad's birthday. Hahaha. He was supposed to work today, but my grandma gave him a day's break, and he's having another break tmr. It's quite amazing how God does things. My grandma has never ever let my dad have breaks during Christmas and having a continuous break of 4 days. (: Amazing yeah? :D Hahaha. Aunts from both side coming to my house tmr. Did lotsa area cleaning and stuffs. Wrapped presents at night, in that cold weather. ): Was really cold, especially me living at the 16th floor, the wind keep blowing leh! Cold until cannot. Hahaha! (: But finally wrapped finish. (:

Went to deliver clothes to 4 people and 5 clothes were sold today. :D Hahaha. So busy during the day! Went meeting people at diff. places. Luckily my dad fetched us there. :D Went to jurong east, tampines, bukit batok i think, and my sis took train to orchard. Cos it's very crowded there, and so my sis took train. Ohh, my eldest sis is back from caroling. :D Hahaha. Okay, shall stop blogging alr lah. Gz is on friiiiiiiii! Wish me luck!

Back to coloured text again! :D

2008-12-23T02:49:00.000-08:00

Just shouted at my sis for the bagpacks, cos she couldn't make a decision, which make me really very very irritated, plus Valerie didnt reply my msg at msn, idk why i can't see her replying. Something's wrong with her or my com. Then i was really very angry, then i shouted at anyone who talked to me. Im still very very angry now. Suddenly felt very guilty for shouting at her, but still feel that she deserved it. Was really in quite a bad mood today lah. Cos laoshi scolded us very harshly, and he shouted alot, and stuffs. Which really made me day soo bad. ): Gonna buy christmas presents for A tmr. :D Haha, idk what to buy. Tsk. I am angry, so dont talk to me thanks.

Thanks you Cheryl for making a trip down to PENIN to buy the bagpacks. Really appreciate it. Sorry for the trouble, and thanks. (:

XH and JL said that i've grown taller. :D Maybe cos i ate A LOT of things this hols. :D BYE.

2008-12-21T01:38:00.000-08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite long. :D So, im blogging now. Hahaha. Yeah, got back my gz grading exam results, and i got distinction for the first and the last time. Hahaha, i tot i wouldn't get any distinction from sec1-3! Haha, nvm. Laoshi's been in a bad mood these few days. Really scary.

Went to coffee shop instead of sunday sch with class. :D Was really quite fun though. Although i didnt talk, but they played games, and took turns to ask the whole class questions. The class' really funny. HAHAHA! They keep matching shimin and norman tgt. And then everytime they talk, they'll link back. HAHAH! (: Idk why, but im just not close to them. Haha. Yeah, dont feel like blogging anymore. :D BYE

2008-12-16T22:10:00.000-08:00

Just got nailed by my dad again. Like usual. But this time is not scoldings. He asked me about tt again. Cos ry sent me a christmas card cum letter, and he tot it was sent by. But it wasn't, like duh. But idk why does my siblings and dad don't understand. I said it wasn't sent by means not lah! Freakin' hell. They don't believe me know. I alr told them is my gz friend. GUZHENG FRIEND. Idk what's wrong with their brain. Express dont understand these 2 words?! Even i NA also know lah. -.- Then my dad asked me to go his room just now, and he asked me who sent tt letter. I told him gz friend, and i think he tot is Valerie. But not even her lah. STUPID. Doesn't mean gz friend is only valerie right? I still have many other gz friends. Then he still ask me whether really is gz friend send one. FF hell. Was soo angry. Then he asked me where valerie lived. Like, whatever. They don't even trust me. I dont give a damn whether they trust me anot okay. But since they asked me, and i said is not sent by means not lah. Dont trust then dont ask. That's it. So, my dad asked me whether i liked ry - my gz friend. And i said no, feeling fuckin' pissed. And he asked if ry likes me. We both are straight lah, okay? He keeps asking this kind of question know. Can't i have very good friends? it's only sending of 1 letter to me. It doesn't mean that im les okay. Then i was so angry, that i cried. (: Like finally. Then he asked me to go out. Nice one, wh!

Then before i went into my dad's room, my second sis and fourth sis were suspecting that it's sent by . But my fourth sis didn't say anything, cos she know i'll scold her, and i'll win! Then my 2nd sis asked me who exactly sent tt letter. I knew they didnt trust me. So, i didnt answer them. Dont feel like answering them. Then she started laughing. I was so angry. What kind of reaction is tt? It's not funny at all. Hate it when she's like that. Then she said it's sent by right? Then i said no. Then she said if not then why dont wanna show us? I've learnt from the previous incident at 4th oct '08. There's such a thing called privacy. So i just dont wanna care them, let them continue think tt it's sent by . It's fun not to let them know. Cos they're quite curious i think. So, from the start till now, they don't even trust me. I can see how great this family is. Really hate it.

2008-12-13T04:34:00.000-08:00

Right, so COOKIE left alr, and i'm very SAD! ): Shan't blog any further! :D

2008-12-12T05:17:00.000-08:00

It's 9:17pm now, and i wanna see NYONYA, but im taking this time out to blog. ): About cookie. Haha, i know it'e weird, but nvm! :D

COOKIE JUST VOMITTED. Cos my sis and bro gave him eat nuts. But they said he begged and cried for it. And my sis and bro gave in to him. And he looked really sick. Manzxz, he's going home tmr. D: And, im gonna miss him. But that's not the MAIN point. He looks really sick now. IDK what to do leh. He's like, hiding under the chair. )': God, help! Tsk, how how? Im really very worried for cookie.

2008-12-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

HEYYY! Just came back from the Guzheng BBQ. :D Hahaha, was quite fun though. Didnt wanna go at first. Idk why also. Just dont feel like. But i still went in the end. :D hahaha, where shall a start? Hmm, took train to YCK, and wai kept calling me to help her buy super glue and all! Hahha, make until my phone no MONEY! ): But it's okay lah. Hahha, gonna take my phone back from servicing tmr! :D After gz though. D:

Played cards when just reached there. No lah, was watching them play. Until they were playing cheat. Hahah! I cheated to many times and they didnt catch me! HAHAHA! Which was soo funny! :D And, Valerie does not know how to CHEAT! She does not have the TALENT to! HAHHHA! :D Just kidding lah! xD Then wai later asked us to play 'POWER UP' which was created by her. Hahaha! Damn funny! Cos no one gets it at first. But i didnt play her game lah. Cos i went toilet. Then the sec4s left after a few games of PU, and we sat there, waiting for food. AHHAHA! But we went to help in the end lah. :D Was really tired from standing. Hahah! I hope my hand grows some muscle out, after using the styrofoam (sp?) plate to fan the charcoal. (x Hahaha! Was really quite fun, with all the nonsense from wai yee. Hahah! Like, scissor, luler, magerine pronounced as ma- ge-rine! HAHHHHA! Which was quite dumb! And she was laughing at her own joke. LOLL! :D

My leg is really super tired now. And laoshi sent us home. HAHA! Yay. :D I was the first! Haha! (: Now, im bathed, and cookie just scared me by smelling my leg. Hahah! SCARE THE HELL OF ME! xD

BYE!

2008-12-09T23:27:00.000-08:00

Okay, the previous post wasn't for scolding anyone and all. So people, please do not feel offended. (: Thanks.

Another day is going to pass. And im blogging again! Gz is really getting on my nerves. Just now went to meet a blogshopper to make her payment, and my sis went to make her payment to her too. Cos my sis bought a bangle from her, and she bought sesame street hoodie from us. Okay, and we were late. LONG STORY. And i was scolding my sis like mad. And i shouted in the public. Now you can see how MAD i am when im angry. Hahaha. Then when we reached, she asked her boyfriend to come and meet us. -.- LOSER. Hahaha, idk why i call her loser. But so loser! Ownself order then ask boyfriend to come and pay, the bf like maid like that. OLD MAID! HAHHAH! Okay, nvm! Then headed to town, Wisma. Went to service my phone, like finally. :D Hahha, the woman's accent is soo weird, but i can still understand her talking lah! (x Wanted to drink starbucks, but sis didn't want, and i can't finish. Haha, so didnt buy! >:( Then went back.

Then on the way, there's this 14 year old guy came and approach us, and he was like selling 'JOSS STICKS'! Hahaha, it's 5 bucks, and he asked if we wanna buy, cos they're raising money for a job for those teens that have been jailed. And we were like, ohh, we dont have money. Sorry. Then he still come and please lah, miss. You surely have one lah. Please lah, dont like that leh. Then i was like, we really have no money! Then he said, okay, giving us the pissed look. FFF! -.- Then after a few steps, another 15 year old guy came and approach us for the same thing again! Haha, but this one's soo much better. He's funny and dumb. HAHAHHA! He doesn't look like 15 years old, but nvm! Haha, then he was talking to us for soo long! And then i kept saying no and all. Hahaha! But he was super funny! You can ask me if you wanna know! We stood there talking to him and he talking to us for arnd 15 mins. That's so long! And we bought it in the end, cos he didn't wanna let us leave that kinda thing. Haha. Yeah, so, we bought it for 4 bucks, cos he said he'll pay the 1 buck for us. :D

Then went back to hougang mrt station, and my sis had to buy smth, so i went with her. And there came group of people approaching us. Hahaha! Stupidddddd! So mnay in a day! >:( Then asked us to do survey, with stupid questions. And they asked if we were twins. Haha, like AGAIN! Nvm, but they're quite nice lah. :D One girl from VJC is quite pretty. (: Hah! Then homed!

When my sis talked to me about gz, i was so angry that i scolded her. Haha, like immediately. Cos it really spoils my mood. Went to play playground after that. :D Hahha, eventful day, indeed. (:

What am i supposed to do for gz? I really dont know. I dont understand anything.

Uhh, let me say smth more happy? So many sad and angry post is not good, i know. But can't be helped!

Cookie is soo damn cute! Hahha, who wanna see cookie?! Can come my house and see! He came here at Sat, and leaving this Sat. >:( Im gonna miss cookie! You make my day. (: <33!

Ytd when i went home with a bad mood, cookie greeted me with a extremely warm welcome at home. Haha, he was jumping arnd, and running arnd me, wagging his tail! So cute rightt! Also hugging my leg. Hahah! But his nails are very pain! Make my leg a lot of scratch mark, but it's okay! :D How good if all humans are like animals, with no scheming thoughts, purely true emotions and actions.

2008-12-09T06:45:00.000-08:00

I am blogging again! :D But after such a long time, im gonna blog a sad post, and angry ones. :D Start now!

I really can't stand it today. Gz at first was really okay. Normal. My mood was still quite okay. Cos received present from Valerie, and pj made cookies for thurs outing, which smells very very NICE. (: Until, lao shi showed us the groupings for the Zhengs. Yes, im in Zheng III. It's acceptable lah. There's a reason for me in Zheng III. But i didnt want to be there. I can't play ANYTHING. Really, and seriously. Except the starting note of all the easy ones?! Which adds up to less than 10 notes, i think. Maybe less than 20 lah. Im not exaggerating. Really. Im such a failure, loser. )': I can't even play such a thing. It's like really very very hard lah. Maybe they can't see that im really already trying my VERY best to understand it, and concentrate in such a hot weather. But while im struggling here, some other people in Zheng I and II are like so happy playing there, keep laughing and all. Yes, it's not their fault that they're having fun in gz. But it's really quite irritating for me lah. Im really having ALOT of difficulties on Zheng III. I know it's impossible to change to any other Zhengs lah, but Zheng III seriously have no melody. As in, the tune doesn't make me know how to play. It's like tuneless and melody-less. Hate it.

2008-12-04T00:04:00.000-08:00

Sighhhh My dad says that his health has been deteriorating (SP? ) Hahaha, he says he's scared that he might just die like that. Manzxzx. What's wrong with this world mann! Idk what to do lah, other than to worry. ):

Stupid world! I really hate war. I HATE IT! Just like this nyonya show! Hahha, something like war right! Yes, this kind of show is very nice to watch, but it's very scary to watch too. Cos you can imagine you're the victim of the war, and then your country's destroyed, and you're on the run? Like, it's reallyvery very scary. I really hope that there wont be another world war III. Ireally dont want it to happen. But somehow, it seems that war is coming nearer and nearer. FREAKING ASSHOLE! I just restarted the com, and it didnt save my continued post!>:( Okay, let me continue. Like, seeing all those buildings getting bankrupt, people having even worse financial problems, people are very tied up now. And, imagine yourself being SHOT by a gun! OMGGGGG! SO PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! But the best is, shoot then immediately die, then cannot feel anything, but it's impossible to feel anything right! SO DUMB! AND AND, the main part! Imagine that you're caught,and then they RAPE YOU?! OMGG! It's so disgusting! LOLLL! And then,they torture you like how some people were tortured in the world war I and II? So pain and unbearable! My goodness! Why did war even exist on Earth. Why is there such a word?! >:(

If we dont have war, then maybe someday, some government are against Christianity, then they catch you and put you inside jail and torture you, till you say you dont believe in Christ! Manzxz! That's the biggest obstacle we have to cross if that day ever comes. )': Im soo scared! ):

Okay, i think im kind of mental now. Lol, scaring myself with all these things. But i really hope it wont come true. Who knows what will happen in the future right. You'll never know what happens next.

2008-12-01T20:18:00.000-08:00

Rules and regulations : Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things / habits / little known facts as well as state the rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 names to be tagged and list their names.

#1. I love talking on the phone.
Especially when there's something EXCITING to talk about! HAHAHA!

#2. I hate people who do or say something to attract your attention.
Like making weird sounds? Haha, they're IRRITATING.

#3. I love having a notebook!
Haha, not ordinary kind of notebooks! :D

#4. I hate people that gossips about me behind my back.

#5. I wear specs when im bathing!
HAHHA! I know that's weird, but im scared of LIZARDS in the toilet, although there's none seen yet! HAHAHHA! :D

#6. I can't get back to sleep once i open my eyes.
Even for only 1 sec! :D

#7. I appreciate those friends that stand by me when im low.
Thanks you, peeps! (:

#8. I have no leadership qualities.
I know that.

#9. I dont talk much to people im not close with.
Haha.

#10. I can keep quiet the whole day to people i dont know / know.
Hahaha, sometimes im really very quiet, cos i dont know what to say. :D

10 people to do this, in alphabetical order.

1. Ruyuan
2. Valerie
3. Wanting
4. I dont
5. Have so
6. Many friends
7. You know
8. ! Assholic
9. Quiz! SAI LAH!
10. -.-

2008-12-01T05:00:00.000-08:00

Hahaha, talking to bush online now. She's so mad and funny! HAHHA! :D Okay. I have to stop blogging now. LOL! I only blog 1 sentence! I needa watch tv now! It's 9pm! :D BYEBYE! Mission accomplished! :D

2008-11-30T05:17:00.000-08:00

Yeah, so these are the pictures after gz grading exam! :D Hahaha, enjoy waiyee's UNGLAMS! :D Totally soooo unglam. Hhahah!

2008-11-29T04:46:00.000-08:00

HEYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :D Hahahha, im so bored, so i've decided to blog, cos i need to help Valerie blog too! Today, i shall help myself blog first! :D

Hahahha, went to henderson waves, and walked from vivo all the way to IDK where. Anw, it's just the whole route of the henderson waves and hortpark and IDK whatt! But it's just a very very long journey. I didnt want to go okay! >:( My dad forced me to go, cos i have nth on in the afternoons. Then before going out, something happened- My bro couldn't find his ez-link card, and we were helping him to find, when he didnt bother to find with us, except to find 1 place ONLY! -.- Whateverrr! Then after tt, my mom said nvm, she has an extra ez-link card, so we're gonna go out, then my sis and i wanted to wear slippers there lah, then my mom started shouting, and said cannot, then we insisted, and she scolded us. Like wth is the problem?! If we leg pain then is our business whatt! >:( Then she shouted at us saying, you all dont wanna go, is okay! You all think you who huh! I dont need you all also can go okay! You all stay home now, dont needa go, i go myself! Stay home uh! -.- And she shouted, like purposely wanna let our dad know? So we quickly changed into SHOES! Omg, can you believe it! Shorts with shoes. That's sooo TOOT! )': Then we quickly go out, and went to find our mom, then on the way, the 3 of us were like, OMG, so embarrassing, tt kinda stuffs? Hahaha, and when people walked pass us, we kept laughing, no lah, not we. But me. Hahaha, cos very embarrassing, then like very funyy, okay. NVM! Hahaha, then i asked my bro to call my mom using my phone, cos i dont wanna talk to her. Then he tried for soo many times, and my mom PURPOSELY dont wanna listen. -.- Then after tt my bro gave me to try lah, until like the fifth time, my AUNT picked up the phone. I was like FFFFFFFFF! My mom purposely dont wanna talk to us lah! Then ask our aunt to pick up after soo long?! Dont wanna talk then dont listen! Then our aunt was like your mom very angry leh, then i dont wanna say anything, then when she asked me questions, i just answered 1 word ans, cos i was super angry. Then when my aunt saw me, she was like, eh, dont so angry alr lah. Im surprised she knew im angry. Hahaha, but i was really very very angry. Okay, you may say tt im petty, but i just dont like it, and feel like angrying! :D Im always like that. (: Hahaha, then went to walk lahhhhhhhhh! Until 5 plus, then took bus to Queestown, and eat dinner there, and homed. Not very tired lah, but perspired ALOT.

Hahaha, now, im done blogging. Now that im blogging about what happened just now, im angry again. Hahahh! Whatever! Stupid wenhui! Okay, there's pictures, but my sis asked me not to upload cos she UGLY! Heh, she finally admit! :D Goodbye. (:

2008-11-28T04:42:00.000-08:00

Uhh, I have nothing to blog about, so just wanna tell those people reading, to go to my sisters and I's blogshop! Hahahaa. (: There are many updates noww! :D Please go and see okay! (x Thanks. the URL: www.theapparelshop.blogspot.com

Thanks youu! :D No harm seeing! Gogo! xD Goodbye!

2008-11-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

Instructions:
1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish yourJournal entry.

Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know about what I (10) (11).

(12),
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee offBarefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
No The Nanny.

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burnGreece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear WaiYee:

I don't reallyknow how to tell you this, but Our affair is over. I think I realized it When I tripped on sesame seeds In your camping car and I saw you Drive out My penpal in Ghana . I'm sure you're enough to understand That your Honda sucks. I'm returning The couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know about what I Always have felt dirty before A new life as a clone.

Best regards,
WenHui
5 people I tag are,
1. Valerie
2. Cheryl
3. Xiaowan
4. Vicki
5. Rachel

Hahah! Finally done with ry's letter thing. LOL! :D So funneh huh! But i dont really understand what it means. HAHH! But i like to do these kinda things! Let me do moreee! xD HEHH! :D Went out with Ry and WaiYee today! :D Was fun to the maxzx! HAHAH! (: We were singing 'LONDON CHOCO ROLL' in DAISO! HHAH! STUPID! Then there was this man that heard wai yee burp, and you know, she burp so loud, the whole world can hear! HAHA! (: And he was staring at her, so was the baby in his hands. HHAHA! (x Had lotsa fun, because of london choco roll, and we got high after that, and embarrassing outselves without knowing! AHAH! (: Shall update the photos when RY posts it uppp! :D GOODBYE! (:

2008-11-25T04:19:00.000-08:00

Okay, finally blogging again. :D I've always been wanting to do RY's letter thingy, but then i dont have the time, cos right now, my sis is like asking me to faster, cos she wanna use. Hahah! But i have to help Valerie blog first! :D All right, gz grading exam is this week! )': Scared till hell. HAHAH! xD Today had lessons. Met wai and ry at 230pm, and went up to gz rm to prac. hahah. The door wasn't lock, btw! :D LOLL! Then, lao shi came arnd 2 plus. And called us to play all the songs tgt, and said tt he's not gonna test us, cos got no time. Then we played finish all 3 songs, and WENT HOME at 4:05pm! OMGG! So early huh! Lessons are supposed to end at FIVE! HHAH! As you all know, lao shi is never punctual in letting us go! This time, he let us ff soo early! AHAH! :D SURPRISEDD! (x HAHA! So we went to drink bubble tea. Yeah, these are the pictures after drinking bubble tea, which i am sooo damn bloated. HAHAH! (: Yeah, pictures then! :D

2008-11-23T00:23:00.000-08:00

Hahaha, just came online, and saw RY's msg on my tagboard, and i went to her blog, and tt thing was soo dumb, but funny. AAHHA! (: So, i shall do it later, when i come online at night! (: Bye! :D Valerie has gone to MALAYSIA! )':

VALERIE! >:D

2008-11-22T04:32:00.000-08:00

HMPH! Today was a boring day at home. But with DS at home, it's a lil' less boredom! :D Hahah! (: Okay! Brother john ( Valerie Tan Wei Ling ) Is leaving for malacca tmr, SUNDAY! )': Tsk! Then she'll skip Sunday School for twice! TSK! ): Okay, that's not the MAIN point! :D And, she'll be going for missions for 8 days! EIGHT DAYS LEH! )': That's like darn long. WHO MADE IT SOO LONG?! TSK! Okay, but they're there for a good thing, so i shan't say anything bad! Hahaha. Yes, im gonna miss you okay, Valerie! ): Guzheng practises especially! >:) HAHAHA! :D You better practise guzheng when you reach there, if you see any! HAAHAH! (x And and, take care of yourself there, and make up your mind between THEM! xDD I'll be waiting for the results huh! :D Last of all, BON VOYAGE TO YOU, AND ALL THOSE GOING FOR MISSIONS TMR! (: I'll miss everyone going for missions, although i dont know them, except those 1 or 2 person or uncles, or teachers tt scolded me in the church tagboard! >:( Have fun there too! :D Beware of your secrets! (: You must prevent them from seeing huh! (x Hahaha, i'll be waiting for you to be backkk! ILY. )':

2008-11-21T05:17:00.000-08:00

Heh! Went to Sentosa todayy! (: We went alone, cos they couldn't make it! ): Actually wanted to play hide and seek, but only 2 of us, so, HAHAH, YEAH! (: But we had fun hur! Well, pictures first! :D

The effect is nice! :D

SEN was written by: Ting Wen Hui, and TOSA was written by: Valerie Tan Wei Ling! (x

The PINK and BROWN slippers! ( Pink's NICER! :D )

HAHA! Okay, we took kinda little photos, but nvm! HAHAh! :D Firstly, we went walking arnd Vivo, finding a place to eat, like macs, and we realised there isn't, so we went to eat SUBWAY, and shared the bread. HAHAHH! (: And guess whattttt! :D Valerie ordered coffee for me, cos i was joking tt i wanted coffee, hahah! And she really ordered it! And the coffee smell is sooooooooo nice! HAHAH! And i think we added 3 packs or sugar! :D HAHAHah! Funny! But it's still sooo bitter, and i tried finish drinking it, until i CHOKED on it! -.- WALAOO! So, i decided to abandon it! :D HAHAH! It's like still soo full anw! (: But nvm lah! HAHAH! (: I LOVE COFFEE SMELL! :D

Okay, then went to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua. HAHAH! (: It's a really nice show, actually! :D Cos it consists of CUTE LITTLE DOGS! OMG! xDD AHAHAH! (: Then the show ended arnd 1:35pm! And then, we didnt have enough money to go to Sentosa. HAHAHH! So val asked her mom where she was, and her mom was at VIVO! HAHAH! So coincidence! :D YAYYY! (: Then we went to meet her at the mrt, and her mom gave her 10 bucks. HAHAH! And we have money to goooo! :D YAYY! Then we parted from her mom, and went to buy tix. HAHAH! The mahine gave us insufficient change! >:( And i went to ask for it after going to Sentosa! Say that i'm brave! :D I never used to DARE to ask this kind of thing! :D I've really changed! HAHAHh! :D YAYY! Lol, okay. MAD!

Then, went to Sentosa by the smally train! :D Then went to some little people beach. Hahaha. Yeah, and settled down! (: Many China people strted coming, and their poses are like, EWW TO THE MAXZXZX! >:) HAHAH! Damn gross lah! And i can't stand them. (: Hahaha, then went to play at the water, and I realised that im scared of large waves. HAhAH! Im really scared! IDK why also. Hahhha, and it was fun at the water, cos got alot of rubbish there, and we were screaming whenever something touched our legs, or coming over to us, which was funny to the max! Cos val keep screaming! AND I DIDNT! HHAHAH! (: FUNNY! And a seaweed got stucked at my feet! >:( EWWWWWWW! AAHAH! Then stayed till 4 plus, and showered, and went back to Vivo, and homed! :DDDDDD I HAD FUN, but we didnt study! HAHAHA! Funny! :D BYEBYE! Woah, long post! :D

My com's damn irritating! Every few seconds got this stupid Virus protection coming and popping out, and i have to keep crossing! VERY IRRITATING LEH! ): STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! BYE! :D

2008-11-20T07:28:00.000-08:00

Heh, im quite happy! Cos valerie said she wanted to buy the suspendes from my blogshop! :D YAYY! The first customer, after sooo long. Hahaha. But it's all right luhh! (:

Had guzheng in the afternoon just now. Was quite okay lah. Lao shi treated us to chocs, but i didnt eat. Lol. :DD Anyway, i have nothing to blog about, so that's all for today! Something's up tmr! (: GOODBYE!

2008-11-19T01:03:00.001-08:00

The rain has just stopped! Quite cold.): And im having the fan turned on! AHAHA!

Talking to Vicky online now. Hahaha! She'susing Valerie's account. LOL! And she said smth funny. HAHAHHA! She said tt she gong gong. And i asked her what gong gong was, it's shell food leh! Then she said, gong gong means DUMP lah! HAHHAH! means she saying herself DUMP! LOLL! Then i told her it's dumb. LOL! Okay, i think i shouldn't laugh at her lah! She still small! :D Playing game with her online. Haha, she's taking ages to a move, but i shall wait! :D Okay, she's moving! Hahaha, i think she doesn't know how to play, ohh wells, i should blog later! PLaying now! Hahaha, brother JOHN is in the movies now! :D

2008-11-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

Today was a funny & bad day! but mostly is funny and fun day! AHHAH! Got scolding and almost caning from my dad this morning. ): I promised him to do smth. DAMN IT! ): Very scared lah! Stressed by it! )':

After that, my smaller sis, bro, and i were making fun of each other. HAHAH! Was laughing throughout the afternoon and night! :D LOL! Was super funny lah! Let me give you an example! Maybe my sis said:" walao, you stupid lah!' Then i'll say:' orh hor! cannot say tt or later Dad will cane you!' Then my bro will say:' then you'll have to beg for mercy, Please dont beat me!' HAHAHHA! We'll then laugh tgt! It's damn funny! LOLL! We laughed for the whole day, and i laughed till stomach pain! HAHAHAHAHHA! If you dont get it, then nvm! Cos it's a siblings joke in my family! LOLLL! SUPER FUNNY! HAHHAHAH! (:

In the evening, watched cooking disc with mom and sis and bro. Hahaha. Was rather nice! Cos it caught my attention! LOL! (: As in, it helps in wasting time! HAHHA! Okay, that's all for today! BYE!

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2008-11-14T03:01:00.000-08:00

Hello! Was busy the past few hours. Cos was changing my blogskin, and then it keep coming out of place. And i was kinda pissed. So i decided not to move anything! -.-

Today was a boring and hungry day! HAHAHA! After eating lunch, i was hungry, and couldn't find anything to eat, so i was begging my smaller sis and bro to buy bubble tea for me downstairs. HAHAHAH! But they both also dont want, even though they get to drink it for free! LOLLL! (x So, in the end, i managed to beg my smaller sis, and WE WENT DOWN TGT. HAHHA! Then played playground with bubble tea. HAHAH! And cookie is coming over to my house soonnnn! OMGGG! :DDD HAHAH! He's sooo cute manzxzx! xD Heh, okay. Then after tt, left some bubble tea for my bro, and went upstairs to give him. Then, my smaller sis and i started singing like suddenly. HAHHA! So madd! But yeah, it kills time though! :DD HAHAA!

kay, gotta go! BYE! (:

2008-11-12T20:02:00.000-08:00

Ohh, i look TAN HERE! :D HEHHH! (x

Heh, these are the photos for ytd, from RY's camera! :D My leg muscles are slowly recovering. Last night, didn't really sleep well. My damn leg was very pain. It's not like the kind of pain when you get hurt. But the pain is inside the body, not outside. It's really very very pain, and i sat up and went to chui ( Punch ) my leg. Hahaha. It seems better, but the pain is still there, and the sound of my leg being boxed is quite loud, so i stopped, cos i scared later my sisters wake up. Hahaha. (: But thank God, i get to sleep after that. Stupid right leg! I HATE YOU! Nah, just kidding! (x HAHAHHAH! :D

2008-11-12T05:16:00.001-08:00

Hmm, went to Orchard today. :D With half of guzheng clique? HAHHA! (: Actually all coming, but last minute RC and PJ couldn't come. Yeah, so 4 of us went! Was quite okay lah. Rather fun though.

Watched HSM3! HAHAH! Quite a nice movie! Not badd! (x And wai yee was soooo MAD during the movie. She was screaming and shouting like for no reason?! SOO MADD! Like, a guy go scare someone, then she go shout! HAHAHH! CRAZY ASS LEH! Lol! And i was laughing at her at the strting of the movie. OHH! And we were late! HAHH! And i sat at other people's seats! Cos we couldn't see the seat number, so we anyhow sit. HAHHA! Stupid wai! Ask me to sit there! Lol. :D And, after that, was throwing pop-corn at RY and Valerie. HHAHHA! But i think didn't throw till Val. Cos she was sitting at the side too. Lol! And Ry throw the pop-corn back to me. HAHAH! FUNNEH! (: Then, when i drink the water, and my hand is wet after touching the drink, i will wipe and wai's PANTS! HAHAHHAhAH! So funny! Then when we go out tt time, she was like:" Why you just now keep wiping ur SALIVA on me!" LOLL! SOO MAD! HAHHAHA! (:

Yeah, so that was alllll! :D Took very little pictures! But, still got some luh! I hope we can go Sentosa this coming FRI, after finish doing our report! I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES OUR WAYAYYAYAY! :DDDDD NO EXTRA PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE! )': BYEEEEE!

Tsk, my legs or maybe thighs are currently suffering from muscel aches, cos of gz committee meeting, and ban-ning the gz, and kneeling down to check the serial no.! Goodness! SOO PAIN! ):

2008-11-10T23:18:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody! :D HEHH! (: If there's anyone reading this, please visit www.theshoppingmamas.blogspot.com and visit my 2nd blogshop, www.theapparelshop.blogspot.com ! HAHAHHA! Thanks! :D Yeah, bye! (x

2008-11-09T01:27:00.000-08:00

Ohh my goodness. Everybody haven't been blogging. Tsk, Im like the only one updating my blog eh? Hahaha. Going to watch HSM3 this coming wed. Lol. But not everyone in gz clique can go. so.. Yeah.

Had church today. Yeah, as usual lah. Just tt we had mass. And the topic for today was Marrriage. Quite an interesting one, with funny answers from my classmates. HHAHAH! :D

Ohh, on friday, went to church to discuss about the Sentosa thing. Yeah, as usual, i didnt talk at all. HAHAHA! All was them talking and all, except when i contributed my ides for the games. Hahaha. (: Was said in a kind of broken eng manner. LOLL! But it's okay! HEHHH! (x

Just woke up from my sleep. Hmm, eldest sis and smallest sis went to take blogshop clothes from my aunt. HAHA! I think our blogshop is gonna open soon! xD HEHH! :D Happy! Lol. I've just realised tt nobody tags my tagboard. Lol. Stupidd. -.-

Today's post are like, soo many paragraphings. HAHAH! Cos i have nothing much to blog about alr lahh. ): School hols have officially started! :D HEEEEEEEEEE! Bye.

2008-11-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

HAHH! Today was quite a fun day! Although many people PONNED the whole lesson! :D Hahhaa. Was quite empty actually. But still okay lah. I prefer it to be emptier! xDD Okay, we went to IKEA and ate meatballs and ate ice-cream! HAHHAHA! (:

Talking to 1 online friend now. Haha. She's quite nice lah. Listening to me tell stories. HAHAH! (: Drinking coffee now! I like coffee. LOL! Okay, i'll blog again when i've reached home or tmr then blog lah! Ohh, we soaked our feet in jus' house today! Insde the swimming pool! LOLL! COOL! HAHHA! And took pics. HAHAH! (: BYE!

2008-11-06T01:51:00.000-08:00

Helloo. School was all right today. School holidays doesn't seems to have started. Going to school almost everyday. )': Damn it. I hate going to school. But it's okay lah. Tmr's the last lesson of intensive lessons. :D YAY. HAHAHA. Today, ponned math. Lol. I dont think ponning these lessons are lame. (: I think it's FUN. HAHAHA. Okay, going to church to discuss about the Sentosa outing for all teens tmr. ): I dont wanna go! Cos i know i won't contribute anything, and they'll ask me to contribute, which i dont know what to say, so yeah. I dread tmr! ): It starts from 7pm -9:30pm lehh! TSKK! Then i still hae to bus home at 9:30pm. Very scary one lehh! D: Haih, i guess i can't do anything about it, right?! )': Hope it turns out well! (: And i have to bus there! ARGGHHHHHHHHH!

Hahaha. Later having conference! :D Hmm, i dont know what to blog about alr. Lessons were damn boring. After all lessons, waited for them to go up gz! from 130 to 330! HAHAH! So longgg cann! But i didnt slp lah! I was sitting in the canteen throughout these 2 hours. STONING! :D hahaha. I love stoning. It makes time pass ssooooo much faster! (x Lol. Yeah. And had gz. :D Kinda slack. Hhaha. Cos lao shi went home by the time we went there. Lent nails from peijin and homed with her. Hahahha. Pei jin was damn funny lah! She think sickkk! HAHHAH! Okay. BYE.

2008-11-05T02:06:00.000-08:00

HEYYY! Im blogging again! HAHHA! I've deleted the previous post. LOLLLL! Did anyone see that post? HHAHAHH! It was a whole lot of vulgarities! You're lucky if you didn't see! hahaha. Ohh, i've cut my hair! On FRIDAY? ahahhaa. LOL! Quite long ago lah. But i just feel like saying! :D HAHAHH! (: Hmm, quite good mood now. Cos i just letted out my anger on someone. ahahahah! SORRY! And, im gonna pon math tmr, and go for LIT and BIO! HAHAH! Jus and i! :DDD Super funny. hahhahaa. then at night i can see my show till 12 midnight! YAYYYYY! xDD Hhahaha. But Cheryl's not ponning math! Everytime i ask her to pon with me, then she dont want. )': Nvm,, Forget it. YAYYY! We're gonna watch HSM3 SOON! With gz clique. Hhahaha! :D Looking forward to it! I hope this stupid intensive lessons ends! I HATE GOING TO SCH FOR LESSONS! I'd RATHER GO FOR GZ LESSONSSSSSSSS! )': Okay, i have nth to say lehh! Stupid! Shall stop blogging soon! Gz tmr! :D aahhaa, I wasn't supposed to go, but im being KIND AND HELPFUL if i go! HAHHAH! (: Lessons tmr faster end pleasee! I BEGG YOUUUUU! >:(

2008-11-01T22:44:00.000-07:00

Okay! I just got back from church, and ate finish my lunch. Just got 3 scoldings from my dad within less than 1 hour. Amazing isn't it? Dont you all realise tt I've been blogging about how many times I'm getting scolded everday or whatsoever? You find it irritating, dont you? I FIND IT TOO. It's just damn irritating, really. These things just keep crashing into my way, and IDK how to make a way out of it. My dad said to my mom tt, among all 5 of us, Im the one tt cannot take stress. Yes, spot on! (: He still wanted to bet with my mom, cos my mom said no lah, and all. Whenever things happen to me, i just blog about it. And i can't hide it. IDK why. I just feel soo tempted to blog abt it. So, everyone who reads my blog, knows half of my secret alr. Hahaa. (:

What on Earth am I here for? I've been asking myself this. But i couldn't find an answer myself. Plus, Im a Christian, how can i not know what Im doing here? Aren't I a shame to God? I've utterly thrown the face of God, by saying this.

2008-11-01T06:41:00.000-07:00

okay! Im finally blogging AGAIN! HAHHA! Ytd was FUNNNN! (: Went out to look for jobs, cum do gz report, CUM study! HAHHAHH! Yeah, indeed a busy day! :D No one has been tagging my board, SADLY! Only nun and Hazel did! xD AHAH! (: Okay we took lots of pics i think. (: Vicky's really cute. Just that she's kinda mean with her words sometimes. hahaha. (: but she can be really nice too! :D She waited with me upstairs, when Valerie went to reply friendster comment DOWNSTAIRS! HAHAHH! (x okay. nvm! :D Yeah, we also played with nail polish! HAHH! Stupid Vicky keep putting the nail polish on my leg, to let me have DIFFERENT COLOURS OF MOLES! HAHAH! she dotted alot of colours on my leg lah! Lol! She even want me to piggyback her! Then in the end the COLOURED MOLES couldn't get off! LOL! and she rub my leg until like some dont know what! HAHHA! And it became soo red okay! And pain! And she wan telling me to bear with it! HAHHA! Okay, I shan't talk soo much anymore! In short, THANKS FOR THE FUN, VALERIE! xD

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HAHAHH! She's so funny and cute! (x

Yes! ANOTHER, ANOTHER ONE!

Another jumping shot of vicky! TSK! UNFAIR! )': AHAH!

We were preparing to jump! Didnt even took any of our jumping shots! HAHH! We were smiling, cos we knew Vicky couldn't take our jumping shots, and we smiled just in case! HAHAHH!

Tsk! She was supposed to help us take jumping shots, but in the end, i was the one helping her with HER jumping shots! HHAHA! (x

Vicky's head is BIG! HAHH! (:

Just look at what I'm doing manzxxz! HAHAHHA!

That's Victoria! In short, vicky! HAHAH! :D

Yay, NAIL POLISH! (x

2008-10-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

Tmrw's the LAST DAY of the tourism course! YAYY! Omg, quick end. Im like waiting for this day for soo long! HAHHA! (:

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