TODAY SUCKED! x( didnt really have the mood to talk. kept quiet almost the whole day. but not very quiet, but not as talkative as i was everyday. uhh. jus dunno why. yeah. During chapel, when the reverend/pastor was like praying, someone was like there luffing and playing. yeah. and tt person was ONCE a christian i think. yeah. and i tot tt it was quite rude luh. ya, she wan to play. but tt was like the time to worship God? Ya,,, and after las sun's lesson at church, suddenly felt very scared. we had lesson like Jesus Intercedes For us, He stands Between God and man, He stands between the living and the dead.. etc..
And then we touched on the topic like when God comes, he will come from the place where he rose, and he will judge the living and the dead. and, the teacher told us tt when God comes, the christians will suffer the most. The bible says tt there will be famines, pple claiming themselves as God , and pple will be SINNING, and the CHRISTIANS will be tortured or smth liek tt. yeah. and i asked my sis if the torturing was similar to WORLD WAR. And she said tt it IS WORSER THAN TT. OMG! i cannot imagine it. the world will soon come to an end. And God will reign VICTORY. but before he comes, we, christians will suffer, yeah! and im VERY scared ok. Pple will like catch u, and ask u if u're a christian. den if u say yes, u might get tortured. AND TT IS VERY PAIN! x( but i dunno if i will say im not a christian. MOST PPLE WILL SAY TT THEY WONT SAY TT THEY'RE NOT CHRISTIANS, BUT, when tt time reach, they might jus change their thinking. Im not sure abt me. x( Im very scared of the touture. but i cant jus say tt im not a christian. He died for all of us, and he leads us to the right way, leads us out of darkness, and he listens to our prayers, jus like many pple say, tt he is the bestest fren. :D ya. But there are still many pple tt are not christians. haiis. dunno wad to do den they will believe. ITS REALLY SAD TO SEE PPLE NOT WANTING TO BELIEVE. uhh. dunno how to say. and this is like the first time i write the teachings and CHRISTIANS stuff in blog. i feel weird. but jus a sudden urge to say things out. TMR IS WHOLE DAY ENG, I HATE IT! x( AND FRI HAVE GZ. EXTRA FOR ME! x( uhh. nvm shall end here. long post eh? :D