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Thursday, May 27, 2010Y

大山可以挪开,小山可以迁移,但我的慈爱必不离开你
以赛亚书54章10节

ends at Thursday, May 27, 2010


My mood is damn bad. HAHA. I think im beginning to have mood swing. Im angry cos my parents didn't bring me out to my dad's shop. Come on, i haven't seen how my dad's shop looked like ever since he put all the machines inside and stuffs. Tsk. Not only that lah, im not happy staying home and study chinese. I like to sit in the car. I LIKEEEEEE. Tsk. Then since they didnt bring me and my sis go, means i can't sit car. TSKK. Walao lah. Shit ass. At first my mom said everyone go my dad's shop then now my dad said dont all go. :( Going to my grandma's house to eat steamboat for dinner later. At least, i get to step out of the house.

It's so ironic. I wanna do well for my Chinese. I wanna get the results i deserve. But i dont wanna study. Haha, so stupid right. I keep thinking that i must study and get an A. But im not trying my best. Yet. I feel damn stupid lah. Everyone's dying to study their chinese, yet im trying to get away from chinese. I only read like 2 bao zhang du hou gan yesterday. It's like = to not doing anything. -.-

Oh lord, please help me. I really wanna do well. Please stop Satan from affecting what im thinking and doing. Please help me to control my temper. Lord, i really need your help to do well in this examination. Please let me not be distracted and affected by the things that are happening in class, and everywhere. I really need to do well. Please help me to study wisely. Even though there're some things that i do not feel good about, Lord, please help me not to think about it, and concentrate in studying. Lord, i wanna beat the people that have not been treating me well, looking down on me, as well as those who dislike me. Please help me. I wanna prove that im not someone who gives in so easily and someone whom they can bully so easily. Thank you Lord for everything. In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!

ends at Thursday, May 27, 2010


I thought we were in the same boat.


Yes,imjustasmallfry.You donthavetocareaboutmyfeelings,youreallydontneedto.'Cause,youneveronceusedtoanyway.

ends at Thursday, May 27, 2010

Thursday, May 20, 2010Y

Sorry, just wanna know more about my eye condition, so i copied it here for future viewing. :)

Blepharokeratitis is a chronic external ocular and adnexal inflammatory condition marked by erythematous and edematous lid margins, lid margin crusting and scaling, meibomian gland inflammation and inspissation, and conjunctival hyperemia. The associated keratitis usually involves the inferior cornea and is characterized by punctate epithelial keratopathy and marginal stromal infiltrates. The inflammation sometimes leads to corneal thinning, scarring, and vascularization.

Blepharokeratitis is rare and is often associated with severe ocular and psychosocial morbidity. Treatment of youths may be problematic because of poor compliance with lid hygiene and therapy that includes drops and ointment.


ends at Thursday, May 20, 2010


Well, okay. I think it's kinda expected that I'll blog about my MYEs results. This is the lousiest results I've ever gotten okay, in my secondary school life, i think. Freak man, i failed 3 subjects, mainly ENG, geog and MATH.

Wow, great man. My results really suck to the max x10. HOWW? I don't dare to tell my dad man. Come on, I failed ENG. I still expected at least a pass. You know, PASS. Damn it, how can i fail my Eng? Omg, sorry, i just can't accept the fact that i actually failed my Eng. English.

Other subjects barely just pass. How pathetic. I think im gonna get into a much more serious scolding this time. :( I needa mug harder already. Omg, i really hate studying. But i did study and tried my best for SS. I studied for it man. F.

Anyway, im really disappointed with my results. Haha. My brain is getting rusty. This is not getting my anywhere. I have to work harddddddd. Harder, at least.

I just came back from the appointment from TTSH. The doc said that this was a good news; my eye 'got better' in a sense. That's what they said. Good news. I can stop all my steroids and antibiotic eye drops. But sorry, i beg to differ. This is no longer a GOOD NEWS to me. Sort of more like a 'neutral news'. Cos that was what they said the last time. Stop all eye drops, except for washing my lids and tears naturale eye drop. But what happened? My eyes went back to SQUARE ONE. It's not that i don't believe them, but I've been through it. Once. Although i really hope that my eyes are really kind of healed, but i just think that it will go back to square one. I hope i really am wrong this time.

ends at Thursday, May 20, 2010

Friday, May 14, 2010Y

Why, is there a problem thinking of going into a JC? I do have the requirements man. Plus i've not even decided whether i wanna go poly or JC,, which is the craziest part. I can't decide, come on.

So irritating, my sister didnt wanna go out and buy the dinner just because she wanna bathe and cos she just came back from teaching tuition. How lame can she be, HUH? She thinks she's very big or what, throw what temper. I was the last one to buy with my brother okay, damn person. Wth.

Tsk, my dad's mood has been bad these few days, cos his shop is kinda opening soon, june i think. So he's very stressed up and stuffs, deciding what drinks to sell then people will like and stuffs, people reading please suggest if you can. :) And deciding how to design his signboard, and whether too separate the pictures of the drinks with the stall name or not. Yeah, really many things to think about. Have to buy the sugar cane machine too. Aye, really very vexing.

Intensive chinese revision these few weeks, before the real one comes. It's really quite tiring and stuffs, but i really do wanna get good and acceptable grades for my chinese. People think that it is impossible for me to get at least an A2, but i want to, and I'll work hard anyway. My chinese is not as bad as you thought, asses. Also, not anywhere like ah lai, duh.

ends at Friday, May 14, 2010

Thursday, May 6, 2010Y

Chem paper sucks, totally. I never study finish leh. The paper is really damn screwed. :'( I am gonna get my single digit. First single digit for my chem paper. :( Or i'll just fail. This paper i surely fail. Not faking, really surely fail. :( Then how i pass my comb. sciencessssssssss. Tsk. I'm doing bad for mid-years.


ends at Thursday, May 06, 2010

Sunday, May 2, 2010Y

Whoo, mugging math for like shit today. Since after coming back from church. :( I did the school A paper 1 and i only like got 19/75. Wth, how to pass math you tell me. Another paper i got 20/72. Walao, no where better man. How how how. If this goes on, i'll need to go for tuition. I dont wanttttttttttt. I dont want tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. And i feel really stupid not mugging harder when i have the time to. Always doing some last minute work. ;((

I really deserve to fail math, don't i? Haha, yes, i really think so. I need to work hard! Harderrrrr, at least.

ends at Sunday, May 02, 2010