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Friday, May 30, 2008Y

just went back home, and i snatched the com from my sis. HAHAH! havne bathe yet lehh. see how excited i am to post abt today? yeah! ((: hahaha.

today, went to IKEA with valerie, ru yuan and wai yee. heh. they're funny to the max mann. HAAHH! ((: met up wif them at sch bus stop, and went to IKEA! but my stupidd dumb ez-link got no money, so keep using 55cents. TSK! waste my money luh. ._. okay. den, by the time we reached dere, it was like 0925am. LOL! AHHH CRAJIII! reach soo early luhh. hahah! den we went to the eating place ar IKEA, and bought some light stuffs to eat, except wai yee. she ate a chicken pie, which cost $2.80 and val, ru yuan and me shared a plate of french toast set, which consists of 2 french toast, and 1 sausage. ahha. yupp. den we taLKED till 1030am and went to eat our REAl lunch. WY and RY went to buy fish and chips, while valerie and me went to buy spaghetti with meatballs. haha! and, we got s free frink from 1 auntie. yess. so we went to take 7-up! then it taste " heavenly". HAHHA! ITS LIKE EWWWWW! disgusting okay. the water taste worser than chlorine water. LOL! dunno what kind of water is tt. den we tot is the ice, so we pour away the ice, den take a new cup of SODA. LOL! this is soo funny, den WY went to drink the soda the first. den she like choked, and she said:" wahhh! what is this?! why taste like tt one?!" hahah! and we were all laughing, cos she choked on her water! HAHAH! and the way she does her expression is kUA ZHANG AND FUNNY LUHH! ((: yeahh. den we all tried, it it taste like plain water with gas?! LOL! rubbish luhh! okay. den we went into the IKEA shopping centre, and we looked arnd, without buying anything. hahah! funny la. we go there play more like go dere buy things for sec 4s. hahah. yeahh. the pics are at valerie's cam. wait till she uploads it, den i'll go COUP it from her! :D :D ohh! and we took 80 pictures. like WOW! but when you see, its like soo little only.ahah! but valerie will have trouble uploading it mann! xDD

let's talk abt guzheng. ( shortcut to the main point! ) lao shi fen us properly into our zhengs, and im like sitting at the 4th row okay, when valerie, ruyuan, tracy and peijin are ALL sitting at the third row luhh. i felt soo sad okay. tsk. like wth. but yeah, i have to accept it! IM SITTING AT 4th ROW! so didnt really feel like talking when having break. yupp. kinda sad. :(( and i feel soo left out okay. im like at the 4th row?! actually 4th row is okay to me, but i dun have frens at the 4th row?! HELO?! irritating. F. and when lao shi called the pri sch students to go home first, den i was the only one left at the 4th row, and im the only secondary person sitting at the 4th row, and everybody else is like sitting in front of me. and i felt soo.. im like damn embarrassed okay. but when Ry asked me to move up, i dun feel like moving up. its like im angry for dunno what reason okay. i think i angry lao shi for letting me sit with the row where i have no frens, worse! no sec student. im really damn angry okay. I HATE IT! FFFFFFF YOU! :'(((((((((((

tsk

ends at Friday, May 30, 2008

Thursday, May 29, 2008Y

its been a few days since i last posted huh. yeah. so i came bak to post! haha. whatever. ._.

Tuesday :
went to food expo or smth like tt. yupp. went to some robinsons sales at dere. and bought clothes worth of S$132 plus. LOL! but dun have mine, cos i dun really have anything tt liked? yeahh. but tt place is really big. DAMN BIG! okay. den after tt went to the food expo, the food dere is like, wahh. LOL! really very nice to eat. hahah. and my family and i ate arnd 17-18 food items. haha! but i didnt eat all 17/18. some only luhh. ((: yess. and tt made me real full. cos their food is really very very nice! :D :D yeahh. so tts all for tues! (:

Wednesday :
ohh. ytd was a fun day, i must say. hhaha! ((: actually planned to go gym with valerie and ruyuan, but we didnt go, cos there were tooo many people, and its quite embARRASSING, yeah, so we went to the library. which was great fun. ahahh! the thought of it makes me laugh okay. :D went dere to look for cooking books, some huan zhu ge ge book, etc. OHH! AND WE SAW this book called : BLACK BEAUTY. HAHAH! and we were laughing like hell, cos the title of tt book is someone's so called nickname i guess. haha. and the picture on the book, refers to a horse. ahhaha! DAMN FUNNY! xD den we went to read THE UNCOMMON BEAUTY. tt is valerie's favourite book. LOL! and she is sooo mean okay! i tell you, she keep laughing at the woman's speech and when she got hurt. like how the man make her and all, and she laughed at the woman's speech, which i think is direct translated from the chinese one. which was like quite brokeb. hhahahh! yeah, i laughed at the speech too. and i feel soo mean okay. cos she woman so pitiful. den ruyuan will say : "why you all keep laughing? very ke lian leh. you all still laugh." ahhaah! yess. cos valerie was the one tt keep laughing, for dunno what reason. and she made me laugh, cos when she wan to laugh, she will try to control her laughter, so she oinched her nose to stop herself from laughing. den when i saw her doing tt, its like soo funny okay. cos like got no effect. she is STILL laughing. ahhaha! AHH CRAZYY! LOL! and yepp. wai yee came later, and she made us wait for soo long! den we went to drink oreo ice blended. AHAH! it was the first time i drank tt, and it was quite okay at first, but when i drink till half, i feel like vomiting alr. LOL! cos so sick of it. yes. and homed ltr. ((:

Today :
actually today is like.. nth much. ._. and my sis just told me tt, she saw the notice board in gz room, and they said tt those people's name tt are in bold, is the changed luhh. and my sis said tt my name was in bold, and i was changed to zheng III . and i was like omg. like change NOW?! when we going to perform like 1 mth later?! aiya. i dunno luhh. i dun feel like moving the zheng III, although its quite slack, but i prefer zheng II? haiya. forget it. i hope its not real? :(( shall see if they got say anything anot. i dun wanna move! :(((

ends at Thursday, May 29, 2008

Monday, May 26, 2008Y

today was a okay day. ((: went to eat lunch wif my mum. and we ate pizza! HAHA! SOO nice okay. so long nv eat pizza. LOL! ._. okay. den after tt went to cheryl's house and gave her the clothes tt she needed to lend from me, plus her present. ( farewell present. ) hahah! ((: yupp. den homed. and cheryl jus smsed me tt she was very touch, and she almost cried. haaha! ohh. i feel so happy! cos she liked the present tt i gave her! ((: i spent soo much time on it. hahah! :D yepp.

ohh! and WELCOME BACK, MEGA CAMPERS! :D and, tmr will be farewell, solo-ers? HAHAH! but i shall say it today. cos their flight is like arnd 0115pm, and my parents dun allow me to go, and i dunno how to go. SO, yes, please pardon me. haha! yupp! so, FAREWELL, SOLO-ERS! hahaha! i feel soo fun. ohh. and im gonna miss solo-ers! 8 days lehh. :( 3 june they coming back. dunno whether wan fetch them anot, cos tmr i not sending them off tmr. :((( aiya. TSK! TSKKK! i feel soo sad, i wanna send them off! ARGHH!

wed is gym day, gonna go gym with wai yee and vah la leh! :D HAHA! gonna exercise mann! cos hols will make me go fat, as i eat A REAL LOT at home! haha. i going bak to solo topic! BROOM!

Bon Voyage to Cheryl, Joanne, Deeksha and Hazel! ((: and other solo-ers. dun ever get burnt by volcano! HAHAH! i will miss you guys okay! :'( Y

ends at Monday, May 26, 2008

Sunday, May 25, 2008Y

hello hello! (: im backk again. im like using my OLD virus com. hah! (: and its usable! :D church was all right today. (: and its like first time im so attentive listening to the sermon. hah! something's not right wif me! but its a good sign, cos im listening to the sermon! :D

ohh. and i bought smth for cheryl cos she's going solo, and im not sure whether she likes it anot. LOL! bt she doesnt know what is tt. but i dun think she will like it. TSK! ._. but nevermind! she will be forced to like it! :D uhh. took a pic wif my sis today, dunno why. LOL! i look like im not smiling. soo ugly. HAHA! so i shall not post it up! ohh. i dunno what's gonna happen, if cheryl and i havent made up before she went to solo trip. i think she will fall into lots of traps mann. HHAHA! ((x ohh! and i wont be able to give her, her present! :D HAHH! so cheryl must be feeling soo happy, and not tinnie winnie little bit happy! :D I BOUGHT HER SMTH! 'last minute'. cos i tot she going tmr, so i faster go and buy jus now. den in the end she going on tues. HAHHA! but nvm! i bought early, and i helped her to wash it. hahah! can you see tt word? hope you cant! LOL! cos tts somehow a hint! :D ALL RIGHT! STOPPING HEREE!. HOLS ARE BORING!

sun-tanning anyone? :DD OHH! i wanna suntan! COME SUN TAN WIF ME, someone? ((:

ends at Sunday, May 25, 2008

Saturday, May 24, 2008Y

ohh. im gonna tell you a secret. my mum's like crazy these few days. you noe she jus bought a jay chou dvd . ( his concert in tai wan in 2007 ) jus to listen to his songs. HAHHA! doesnt tt sound mad? ohh whatever. and you know what?! she like keep farting all day long luhh. damn smelly okay. im like cannot stand it. gonna die of air pollution! OMG! someone help me? LOL! its like really luhh. puuut! den the air polluted alr. damn stink okay. smell like sai. okay. i feel soo mean saying her here. LOL! but its really damn funny and stink. hahah! ((: all right ( ms loh ) I SHALL STOP SAYING HER. :D

tmr, have church. siannnzxzxzxzxz! im doing the offering bag again. and yeah. bought a blouse during the public hol on mon. yep. i'll try taking a photo wif my sis and show you. haha! ((: its soo nice. cos its blue in colour! xDD whatever. LOL! ._. tmr is sian. unless have mass learning. im soo yearning for mass learning! omg. can we have mass learning every week, please? :(

ohh! im sooo loving this Yheart here! hahaha.
YYY
ohh. whatever.. so ugly fugly. ahaha!

ends at Saturday, May 24, 2008

Friday, May 23, 2008Y

so many people are so fake. one hand tell me i can trust her, another hand go tell everything tt i told her. lucky i didnt tell her all. if not i long ago died. (; HENG! omg. i didnt noe tt H is soo damn fake okay. until bush told me everything. she says she dun blame anybody, the other hand still angry them. like what she says and do is 2 diff. thing? wth she doing and toking. and she actually said me gain sympathy. i didnt do anything to her, and didnt say anything abt her! like what was she saying tt for? FUCK UR OWN ASS luh. you dun say anything abt me when i nv say you okay. do i even look like i will gain sympathy by crying? im not so low-down okay. only you will do this kind of thing luh. cheap!

what's with this world mann

ends at Friday, May 23, 2008

Thursday, May 22, 2008Y

today's post is for diff. people. if you think you are included, den its you. dun ask me who it is okay?! =.=

Y




----------- you said tt she badmouthed me to hazel, and she said me change attitude. but i dunno whether to believe you anot. but you as a christian, you shouldn't like break ur promise so easily luhh. jus because you like tt person more, you tell her all those secrets tt ur fren tells you? if you do this, and ur fren finds out, do you think she will ever still believe you and trust in you again? the impt thing in friendship is TRUST. if you cannot even let people trust you, how then can people trust you? if you waver jus because of such trival things, like FREN A asks you to tell her, and you liked FREN A more THAN FREN B, YOU'RE SUCH A FAILURE. I KNOW YOU WILL BE VERY SURPRISED OR MAYBE SAD tt im saying this about you. but this is what alot of ur so called good frens think abt you ALSO. they didnt tell you, i dunno whether is it they dun dare or what. you can go ask them. this is the fact. i really thank you for being there for me, and trying to cheer me up. but if you really didnt do this as above i stated, im sooo sorry tt i accused you. ): but i dunno the fact. we can still be friends if you want to.





-------------if you really did badmouthed me, and said all these things tt are untrue of me, den i dunno what to say to you okay. i dunno whether i really matter to you anot. and you once even said tt i didnt bother to care abt this friendship with you. do you really think i dun bother abt this friendship with you? there are many things tt are concerned abt you, tt i didnt say out cos i noe tt you will be angry. you cannot just judge things by its cover you know, how you noe i didnt care abt this friendship? i really care soo much abt this friendship okay. if you dun think so, den too bad. what makes you think i dun cherish this friendship? its really very sad to see tt you saying me dun care abt this relationship okay.


but right now, i jus wanna noe the fact of whether ^ she is saying the truth, or are YOU saying the truth . i dunno who to believe right now. im sorry for all the harsh words tt are written in this post. i mean no offence, i just wanna clarify things out. if this had made you more angry, den close it. thanks you,





school so not rocked today. yepp.things were screwed up as you see above, and i cried in sch. i actually cried okay. in front of tess they all somemore. but tess was really kind to comfort me. she kept calling me to cool down, and dun cry. cos she was the one tt asked me what happened, and she was surprised tt i was involved in the " dun friend" thing. yes. and this was the first time i cried in sch okay. F-I-R-S-T !and it was again ___ . this year, i only cried for the quarrels we have had, it is really very saddening tt things became like tt, and im called to be the one making it worse. 3d1 doesnt have anybody tt i can trust with ( ONLY includes people i know quite well. ) now, the people i can trust now is only gz clique, mainly ru yuan and valerie, and wai yee, and pj. and rachel. they are the real ones tt can keep secret and comfort you. esp when they are the same religion as you. im not saying tt non-christians cannot comfort, but im jus meaning tt they share something common with you, and somehow understand you more, cos we have the SAME GOD. the great and awesome God, who created everything and anything in earth and in the whole universe.





im soo surprised tt i cant control my tears from rolling down. i have controlled for soo long all these days, during the quarrels. but i jus let it down today. i broke my own record of crying in sch first time.
Did i really make things worse, and was i really LAME enough by posting some of my feelings in MY blog? Tell me.
ohh god. i nid ur strength and guidance to guide me through this obstacle, please guide me through in all my trials in life, and please let me put all my trust in you, and have faith tt you WILL guide me through, and what is happening now is all for my own good. :-)

ends at Thursday, May 22, 2008

Wednesday, May 21, 2008Y

:D that's cookie's pictures! arent he cute? HAHH! he's only 1 years old plus okay! :D CUTIE! urghh, im gonna watch ye man nai nai! here i come, ye man nai nai! ZOOOOOOOOOOOM!








ends at Wednesday, May 21, 2008


sch was all right today. ((: Im so happy tt i can survivie? HAHa! :D and, come to realise it, GZ CLIQUE is really the best people you can find okay! they're damn nice, as in they comfort you when you're sad and all, and you feel happy jus talking to them. they dont talk bad abt you, and they joke wif you like ANYTHING AND WHATEVER! AHAHH! <333!

OKAY. lastly, the main purpose of this post:

you THOUGHT tt i was the one who looked at your hp . but do you even know the truth? truth is tt , i wasnt the only one tt strted seeing ur HP! it was __________. i was sitting beside her, so i looked with her. and she went to PICTURES, not INBOX OR SENT MESSAGES. she only went dere after _________ said she wanted to see ur MSG! and they looked looked looked , i told them you WILL angry, and asked them to stop looking luhh. but they didnt care me? btw, i also did look, cos they were also looking. ((: and by the time you came back, we only looked for awhile can. and after tt ah shi used to take people's unglam?! and when ____ said you were coming, they all put the phone at the table and left it OPENEd! and i was the one tt closed it, and HID it underneath the POUCH! so please do not judge everything as it is in ur THOUGHT, and jus by thinking. you only angried me and some other people, but did you angry HER?! you dun even noe can! ._. last day of sch for the term, and it ended up like this. FISH!

ends at Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Tuesday, May 20, 2008Y

OHH MYYY GOOODNESS! valerie how can you be soo sad! :( dun be so sad luhh. CHEER up! :D HEY! these are all God's plans! ((: rmb God will give you the best he can give you? :D this is one of God's plans for you. HAHA! :D BE STRONG! xDD ohh my. i dunno what i toking. nvm! i hope this will help to you cheer up this tiny winnie little bit yeah! :-) <33


didnt had LESsONS! ((: but had to take care of the horse, cos of CIP or dunno whatt, sch really loooked like some funfair. HAH! yupp. but thankfull the horse didnt shit, i think. (: and many people can to see the pony- BANDIT! :D he's quite cute, but kinda big for tv's horse / pony! HAHAHAhH! (x yupp. TOOK VERY LITTLE PICTURES! (: and! OMG! i took back my ic. shall post up the pic someday. look kinda okay. but also look ugly. dunno leh. all the person's fault luhh! ask me make my fringe like tt. WTH! ._. SHEEET YOU! but it still look okay in some ways. HAhH! okay. 2 pics! ((:


LOL! THIS IS DAMN FUNNY! SAID BY: SHIVOHN NEO, AND TING WEN HUI! :D

ohh! isnt tt joanne, deeksha and ME?! HAHAH! ((: lame. ._.


BYE BYE! i jus got another small scolding from my DAD!

D:D:D:D: --
it depends on how you see this. it can be smiley faces, or sad faces to you. the choice lies with YOU, and YOU alone.

tuesday 9:34pm


ends at Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008Y

jus came back from uncle's new house. ((: and met cookie. HAAH! he's still as cute as ever. and for dunno what reason, i couldnt upload is photo! TSK! i PROMIsE I WILL upload it someday! he's really very cute okay! :D yupp. den watch tv the whole evening there. kinda boring, but with cookie, it wasnt tt boring! haha. and cookie actually rmb us . cos last year, he satyed at my house for 10 days during nov or dec hols. xD and he's CUTEEE TO THE MAX! he doesnt bark okay, even though it doesnt noe you. ((:

urghh. i got nth to say alr luhh. so boring. you better dun stalk her okay! LOL! STOP IT! ( ms loh ) HAHAH! ((; okay. i shall stop here. cookies pic are up for the next post! :D :D

ends at Sunday, May 18, 2008

Saturday, May 17, 2008Y

urghhh. today's kinda ruined. cos of MORNING. ;[[ yepp. got scolding. ._.
cos my parents bought each of us a pair of shorts luhh. ( my sisters and i only ) den we didnt want to change into them to let them see luh. cos its like flowery and the colours kinda bright. so we were like looking which one we wan la. cos my dad going to angry alr.. tt time my 2nd sis at sch, so she wasnt dere. yupp. den i was STILL looking den my dad said: wen hui, you wan tt orange one right? okay. go wear! " den i said i haven even choose yet. den i rolled my eyes. but i dun think he saw luhh. so we quicly choose and yupp. i chose the not so bright one. dull green like this colour with WHITE flowers. . =.= den the 3 of us go change luhh. den we dun wanna go out of the room until my he call us out. tsk. den he called me go let him see luh. cos i was hiding behind the wall. so i bu shuang alr den i jus go out all the way infiront of him. den he say: very ugly meh? ( in chinses ) den i said : uhh. without thinking. ._. useless. LOL~ okay. den he strted with all his reasons and all. and he asked me go change into the orange one, which i didnt choose, and was for my 2nd sis. yes. so i was forced to change into it luhh. den when i was changing, i heard my dad saying me giving him face. den he said he ren to dun beat me alr. he can easily cane me luhh. den i was like okayy. den i tried not to show face. LOL. i find myself quite act. -.= den yupp. he ask me what i say about the shorts and all. den i say its very ugly la. den after tt he scold scold scold. den he like ask me to wear it for 7 days a week. den i was like dun be crazy la. den i say back : like tt den how to wash?! den he lose luhh. den he say next time i wan to see you wear huh. never wear den die. yupp. den he called my smaller sis and my smaller sis didnt say anything abt the shorts, but she was forced to say. LOL! den she said very ma fan. den my dad was like: hen ma fan huh? den chi fan ma fan ma? like he keep saying all those kind of no link one? den in the end he say if ma fan den dun wear shorts luhh. LOL! this part is damn funny okay! den my dad say next time i dun wan see you wearing pants ar. you only allowed to wear panties. AHAHAHHAH! DAMN FUNNNNNYYYYYY! lol. yupp. den it goes on and on. until my 1st sis. okay. she's damn ... i dunno luh. she talked back until like siao can! if im my dad, i surely cane her alr luhh. she's like omg luh. damn whatt leh. make my dad so angry, although i was also part of it. yupp. and my dad said tt he next time wont care anything abt her and he was controlling himself not to hit her, cos he will ask God to punish her. cos he cant talk her out of it. and yupp. sounds scary. den it all ended here. and she was kinda angry or smth.

my bro, 4th sis and my 2nd sis are SHIT! i heard my 4th sis saying this to my 2nd sis: neh, wen hui lor." den i was like: " WHAT!" cos i didnt hear all. den my 2nd sis strted saying:" walao eh. ni bu xiao ar! (unfillial) den i was like wth? den i very angry tt they toking abt me, i think they saying tt i strted all thses luhh. den i said:" what la. FUCK YOU. " DEN my 2nd sis damn dumb she say:" F LA. F you la. " she only say F. lol. cos she doesnt want to be influenced by me. (: you noe whatt? all the vulgars were strted by me. :D when i strted saying fuck all these, den my 4th sis and vro strted saying also. LOL! dunno why also. once you strted saying vulgarities, you like wont stop one luhh. like will scold whenever you're damn angry. but i realised smth. i have been scolding lesser vulgarities these few days, and i have never scolded any friends vu;garities in front of them, but i think soon i will. cos ____ keep saying tt i ah lian. like wtf. im not and do i look like i do? jus becos of 1 pencil case? =.= **** la. she think i dun dare scold her is it. im like controlling it okay. ._. LOL! cos i dunn wanna add more sin to my sins. (: yes. i shld strt controlling it, and stop falling into temptations.

ohh. talking abt tmr, my siblings and 1 will be taking the offering bags and give the people to put offerings, kinda scared. LOL! only 5 of us. cos normally nid 6 or 8 to go. den 5 somehow enough alr. den sometimes when holy communium den my whole family go. LOl. kinda funny. cos ... aiya. you wont undersrtand. TSK! aiya. whatt should i wear tmr?! TELL ME. TSK! im damn irritated for dunno what reason. ah ha! i think cos of my bro. this afternoon use whole afternoon leh. den jus now evening i wan use also dun let me use. walao luhh. den now den he let me use, after he played his damn maple. ._. aiya. STOP HERE ALR LA! IRRITATING FREAK!
i should stop sinning whenever i can. :( what im doing does not please God.

ends at Saturday, May 17, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008Y

mann. damn bloated now. ate 2 dinners. LOL! 1 bowl of rice and 1 bowl of fried kuay teow. ._. TSK! all my mother's fault. ask me to eat the rice! SEE la. suffer from indigestion! TSK. i very sad. quickly digest leh. i dun like to suffer from indigestion! like last time eat sushi w guzheng frens, the FORCED me to eat. cos they claimed tt i ate very little. so i ate abit more, and for the next 3 days didnt eat dinner. LOL! also dunno why. INDIGESTION! and im now eating honeystars! AHAHah! but not the one my angel gave. my home one. HAH! caselyn give one haven eat. but i ate 1 toblerone and 1 chocolate. AHAH! i <3>

okay. let's talk abt today's guzheng :
sec fours came back for practice. HOHOHO! YAY! (: but got scolding from jin le. but not really scolding. AHAHA! the way she scolds is damn funny luh. its like she wan control her laughter or smth. ahah. but its kinda serious luhh. so i kinda controlled my laughness by not looking at her. AAhAHH! yess. and miss wong is damn funny okay!
MS wong: what you all doing?
JL:scolding them..
Ms Wong : ohh. why they standing?
JL: punishment! they keep talking and playing during lessons.
Ms Wong : den Fiona leh? punishment also ar? okay dun talk!
HAHH! ITS DAMN HILARIOUS OKAY! COS MISS wong dunno what happening. haha! (: okay. guzheng today was all right. lao shi's mood was DAMN good. LOL! cos some sec 4s came bak, and pri sch come and play wif us. ahha. the small girl in pri sch damn cute, and their action was like WOAHHH! LOL!

OKAY. IM LIKE EATING MANGO SALAD NOW.. ._. I SCARE LTR I VOMIT MANN. BUT ITS LIKE DAMN NICE. lol! SHIT. I CANOT CONTROL; BUT IM STILL SO BLOATED!
OH MYY. SOMETHING IS JUST SO FUNNY! ahahah! OKAY I SHALL END HERE. SO MA FAN! OHH MY GOSHES! I GOT BACK GEOG AND SS TODAY AND EL!
MY RESULTS:
EL: 62. SOMETHING /100
CL: 64.6 /100
GEOG: 14 /25
SS: 6 /12
COMBINED CHEM: 15 /45
COMBINED BIO : 19.5 / 40
MATH: 44.SOMETHING / 100!
THAT'S ALL FOR MY RESULTS!
BYEBYE. :D


ends at Friday, May 16, 2008

Thursday, May 15, 2008Y

HAHAHHA! DAMN FUNNY! valerie and i are doing something so funny! cannot be said! AHAH! secretive! ((: hmm. got back chem today. AND OBVIOUSLY I FAILED! but didnt expect myself to get so low. HAH! but nvm! i noe i will fail! (: actually not veh sad. cos expected! :D

aiya. actually nth much to post abt. but im jus kinda hapyy tt i can memorise HUAN LE JI XIANG, but not very shou. but i scared tmr go gz then forget eveything when i see lao shi. he's damn scary when he's angry can. i scare he angry. LOL! i scared i forget leh. spent aso much time memorising can!

and today! omg! damn funny ! ______ was covering her face with her notebook when we were saying tt she stepped jellybean. HAHAH! DAMN FUNNY@ den she gave tt kind of wan smile wan act fierce. HAHAH! and she's damn mean okay. _______ let hazel clean the whole block's classroom, and like say :" excuse me, can i clean ur rubbish pleasE? im punished tts why i have to clean." LIKE wth can. damn embarressing can. LOL! but hazel like never not happy leh. if me i alr roll my eyes, scold ___ all those words alr la. LOL! yupp.

aiya. so boring. ending here! (: HAPPY FRIDAY TO ME PLEAsE~ :(

ends at Thursday, May 15, 2008

Wednesday, May 14, 2008Y

ohh. soo mnay days never post alr. haha. shall post today! many things happened. LOL! today! had lessons and all. den got back our bio paper. and guess how much i got? 19.5/40. F! i almost pass okay! but i still pass overall- 27/50. LOL! worst bio results! den had chapel. was real sleepy! REALLY VERY SLEEPY OKAY! almost slept. LOL! but heng i controlled. xDD but i still slept when the pastor was praying. omg luh. how can i do tt? LOL! but i was really too sleepy. was almost late today. woke up at 6:25am. LOL! and its a miracle tt i can put my contacts, brush teeth, waer uniform, wash face, eat breakfast and all for only 25 mins! LOL! broke record mann. :D :D den when i sleeping when the pastor praying, i even dreamt of dunno who. LOL! forgot. den dunno what reason, i can still hear AMEN! LOL! and i woke up can! LOL! mus be God asking me to wake up. omg. i feel so bad luhh! i can even dream during tt time. LOL! im mad! HAHAH! okay. den after chapel, met up wif wai yee and went to GYM! (x first time went to Gym to REALLY EXERCISE. AHHA! and it was kinda okay luhh. just tt the instructor teached us to use the track mill for so long. haha. but its alright! i know how to use alr! ((: and i tell you huh, i cant run on the mill mann, LOL! running so slow! even slower than wai yee when i have sooo much longer legs. LOL! and wai yee! very irritating! SHE STRTED FEW SECONDS BEFORE ME, AND THE CALORIES TT SHE BURNT IS LIKE....... 307 plus can! and the calories i burnt is like 207? LOL! im damn angry wif her okay! burn so many for whatttt! haha! yupp. and went to com lab to do some stuffs and homed! ((:
ohh! and i bought the milo ice thing from gift shop, and when wai yee went in, this was what she said when i asked her whether oreo was nice :
ME: ei. this oreo nice anot?
wai: i dunno. you nv eat before meh?
ME: never.
wai: aiya. ei! the TOPICA very nice to eat leh. where is it ah? THE TOPICA?
haha! is real funny. only gz frens understand it. AND! omg. i realised wai yee has a secret, AHHAH! you wanna noe? ((x

wai yee was wearing a half swinwear top for sb today! AHHAAHHH! i cannot stand it. damn funny! and she told me not to tell anybody. and i said i wont, cos i will tell the whole world! (x hahaha! too bad if you cant see! blame it on ur eyes! ((:

okay. i think i shall end here. omg! i realise i like to write small small words. damn nice can! smallest plus italic. lol! veh nice leh. xDD okay. ENDING HERE! (: ending here! :D

ends at Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Saturday, May 10, 2008Y

1.At what age do you wish to marry?
hmm. maybe 23-26. (:

2.What do you want the most now?
able to memorise and play gz scores? haha!

3.Who is the person you trust the most?
my siblings, cheryl, rachel, ruyuan and valerie. :DD

4.Do you think you have enough confidence? for?
erm. no. NO CONFIDENCE IN EVRYTHING!

5.If you had a dream that would come true, what would it be?
MANY MONEY TO BE SPENT, and happiness everyday. :D

6.Are you satisfied with yourself?
erm. not really.

7.What are you most afraid to lose now?
i think i have nth to lose now. HAAH!

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
not really. LOL!

9.Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
OBVIOUSLY NOT! xD

10. what do you like most about yourself?
my prettiness! AHAHH!

11.What are the requirements that you wish for the other half?
good-looking and able to communicate? AHHA! (: and true feelings! NO LUST! HAAHH!

12.What feelings do you hate most?
all the negative feelings.

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah. OF COURSE!

14.Do you believe in god?
YES! I <3 GOD! xD

15.Who do you think is that most important thing in your life?
EVERYTHING, except stress! AHAH!

16.Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my good friends, and family members.

17.What do you regret most in your life now?
cant really think of any. (:

19.What are you doing currently?
DOING THIS LUHH. DUHH. ._.

20.What do you like doing most?
listening to music, and talking to someone who is able to communicate with.

Instruction: add in a question to make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list.List them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessing from them all ;
1. wen xin
2. wen yun
3. xiaowan
4. rachel
5. valerie ( if she has made her blog. )
6. yeek
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i have to do this cos of cheryl tan hwe kee and tan ru yuan. LOL! but actually was quite fun to do this. LOL! (: tmr's mother's day! and im so bored. there's church tmr. howww. dun feel like going .

ends at Saturday, May 10, 2008

Friday, May 9, 2008Y

School :

today sch-ed as normal. got back math paper. FAILED. kinda expected it. HAAH! ): but wasnt really tt sad. as i said, kinda expected. haha. and i actually got 18 / 40 at first, but ltr i gained 1 mark! AHH! cos mrs kmc didnt give me 1 more mark, so i go ask her! :D :D and yes! i gained 1 more mark. which is 19 / 40. haih. I STILL FAILED! LOL! even if i pass this CT paper, i will stil fail overall, cos i only got 8 for class test. DAMN! LOL! but nvm luhh. sec 3.,, haiya. i think this term gonna fail lotsa subj. i mean real lot! really. cos they are getting harder and harder. ): ): ):

and today, during SS! the funny part : cheryl wanted me to guess the meanings of this 2 dates --> 10th april and 8th may. LOL! like no link la. but i knew what she was trying to mean, cos, her SMILE betrayed her. tt kind of smile. omg, so obvious can. LOL! i alr noe la! den i go asked her to confirm it, den i got correct. LOL! den noe what she say to me?
OMG! ah woon, you very clever leh! how you noe! OMG! you really very clever leh! say until like dunno how mnay times! LOL! cos she only wrote 2 dates. HAHA! omg. cheryl is so lucky to have a fren like me tt know her so well man. i think she dun even noe me SOO well till this standard can! HAH! (: cheryl, you must feel honoured! if not you 10% also wont get ar~ xD


Guzheng :

guzheng was bad today. was actually sitting at 2nd row, den yee tin called us to move to the front row, and we were like reluctant? cos sitting front row = lao shi looking at you play! so we were like huhhhhhh. but huhhhh also no use. still moved up! den ltr, practised, first time ying jia leading the whole gz tuan, and yupp. she like played so fast and all. yes. but she wasnt so successful in leading. ahah! but she still okay luhh. den lao shi came, and after playing ma bang, he called us to close our SCORES, and play! LIKE OMG! me, ru yuan and pei jin was like. "huh?!" we didnt even memorise can! LOL. den i was like damn pek. cos i cant play. and i haven even memorise! OMG. den pj dunno what she doing. laughing throughout the WHOLE ENTIRE LONGG SONG! ahah. dere tou xiao! haaha. funny la. den after tt , at the end of the song, have to say HUAN LE JI XIANG! but EVERYTIME NO ONE SAY! haha! so, he called us to say. yes. and he called me to shout HUAN LE JI XIANG CAN! den i was like ohh my goshhhh! level 1 the volume so loud alr can! LOL! den 1st time i shout, not loud enuff. den i shout 2nd time. TSK! very irritaiting leh. lol. den after tt was kinda embarressing. cos everybody looking at you. den ltr. level 3 tt time, he called me again. LIKE wth?! LOL! den i shouted again! embarressing can. ahah. den when lao shi called ru yuan to shout, she shout till so funny and loud can! LOL! den stupid valerie shout louder than me, then lao shi sAY she skinnier than me still can shout louder than me. HAH! yes. was quite pek throughout the whole lesson! cos i cant play moreover playing without looking at the score. ohh man. how am i going to memorise the score mannnnn. ):

today was a boring day! sch was boring, everything was boring! was tired after gz ended, and didnt really bothered to tok to sian ling they all. ahah. was real tired. first time. urghhhh. help me someone? i cannot memorise! i dun wanna sit at the 2nd row!


i love my ex-angel! ((: which is glenda. HAHA! she's like the nicest angel so far ahah! cos previously, first angel : LAI TENG! LOL! 2nd angel : hazel chow! 3rd angel : glendda! and she gave me the most things. lai teng and chow ONLY GIVE ME 1 THING! ): and today restarted angel and mortal. and my mortal is ____
. now i dunno wad to buy for her. lol.

urghhh. i wanna get back all me results! SO EXCITING, but thinking of gz, makes me feel so stress. thinking of memorising the scores. OMG! 3 songs okay! 3 ar! no kidding. D:
hiah. i think me post kinda long, so shall stop complaining here! (:

goodnight everybody! today is a boring and tired day! ;[[



50-50, you are left with no choice!

ends at Friday, May 09, 2008

Thursday, May 8, 2008Y

ohh. today was quite fun at PE. HAH! played floorball. haha. and so many things happened during tt floorball period. as in funny things. haha. first, i hit the ball in between sama's legs. LOL! cos her legs are so wide open, and the ball was in between her legs, so i was like HIT! LOL! den almost hit her _____. HAHH! but heng nv hit until. if not ltr she cannot reproduce den i guilty forever. AHAH! den she was like OMG! haha. den got another time, sama was squatting down dunno laughing at who, den liwen go hit the ball until sama's butt dere! LOL! and guess whatt? the ball was bouncing at her butt! AAHAHHAAHAH! can you imagine tt? AHH! under her butt, and bouncing. LOL! den i think i was the only one tt saw, so funny can! LOL!


today was quite okay. sc-ed as normal. tmr have gz, and i haven practised. omg luhh. now we're practising without the sec 4s and gz tuan became so slack. haih. tmr he-zouing i think. i think i'll die somehow? you're no longer sitting at the last row, wen hui!

ohh goshes me. its 10:17pm. haha. shall go slp now! goodnight everbody! (:

ends at Thursday, May 08, 2008

Wednesday, May 7, 2008Y

ohh my. got no mood to post. haha. so i'll just come and say HELLO! and,
BUH BYE! ((: hah. CTs are finally over! and we're getting back our results soon! :D SO EXCITING! HAHAHH! (: and cheryl, mus rmb 50-50. if not 100-0! YOU DUN HAVE! HAHH! (: ITS A MUST OKAY! 50-50!

buh bye! ;]]

ends at Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Sunday, May 4, 2008Y

i have no mood to post. cos i cant concentrate on my damn studies, and i haven EVEN strted on my sciences, even though its 2 days ltr. but there's alot of things to study can. i think i will have not enuff time to study man. its killing me. i cannot concentrate! its like 7:09 pm now, and i haven finished studying goeg from sattill now. omg. just what the hell is wrong wif me mann. IM GONNA DO VERY BADLY THIS YEAR. TRUST ME! ohh my gosh. im damn worried for my math. cos if i can pass, im gonna get a pencil case from my tuition teacher. heh. but i somehow think tt i cant pass manzxzxzxz. is does geog. 0% confidence. i bet i wont pass like last year.

ohh my. today was ruined. it was supposed to be a happy day, but cosof my studies, and me and my damn stupid mood, the whole day is ruined. ohh! i got smth for my mortal. KINDER BUENO! :D :D haha.

cheryl: was quite happy tt you sms-ed me. but trust me. you will be very angry or sad when you read my replies. cos so was i. and i replied few hours before i post. but i jus wanna say tt some sentences i was kinda harsh. so yeahh. sorry. (:

ends at Sunday, May 04, 2008

Saturday, May 3, 2008Y

CHERYL:
you left me there, sitting ALONE, while you're there happy chatting wif ur frens. and i didnt expect you to LEAVE ME there, ALONE.
in fact, the people tt cared abt me was joey, ama, li wen and ah shi. even though they knew tt i waas abandoned by you, they still bothered to ask me who's grp i was joining. but in the end i still joined xiaowan's grp. yes. and 1 last thing i wanna say. you still dared to ask me whose grp i joined. at first, you asked me who's grp i joining, i said i dunno, and you just stand dere for awhile den you JOINED grp wif hazel. hah. i knew hazel was more impt than me mann. COS SHE'S POPULAR? (: haih. so i joined xiaowan's grp. and at least they adopted me. (: i noe you angry me now. but i really didnt mean it. i didnt mean to ' nv bother to look at you' okay! cos i was in a bad mood luh. but i tried to not so angry? yes. and i faked smiled when you asked me whose grp i joined, and fake smiled all the way till you said both ah shi and ah wen also not happy. how to make them happY? I FAKE SMILED TILL THERE! when you siad this, i was controlling. PLEASE, dun do this to me, will you? i dunno when i can control till okay. i really cannot take it anymore. IM SORRY IF I HAVE OFFENDED YOU, IN THIS POST. BUT IM VENTING MY SADNESS AND ANGER. im not trying to les wif you, cos im straight.

the end of the post of cheryl.

TODAY, SAT:
had tuition. understanded more abt math, (: yupp. got more confidence in math, but not confident to get so high. confident to pass? but i really nid to concentrate for math man. cos i noe its not gonna be easy. studied goeg today. read earthquake, and maritime thingy. but cant absorb alr, cos LIT AND SS are taking up the damn space in my brain. GET OUT YOU DAMN! LOL! i cannot absord! but i can absord math. ahha! (: hmm. nth much to post abt alr. i noe by posting this post, things WILL get worser, i had thought abt it, and had decided.

you left me there, alone.

ends at Saturday, May 03, 2008

Friday, May 2, 2008Y

i just reached home, and ate. and guess what? i forgot to bring home my math and goeg tb and notes. FUCK MAN. ltr, i'll make another trip back to sch to take them, or else i just no nid to study mannn. shit la. dun feel like going. why AM I SOOO FORGETFULL MAN! tsk. hmm. i shall wear my gz tee and FBT shorts! (: HAH! DUN BE MAD! xDD

HAHA! i jus remembered tt today.. my angel gave me a note! <33! xD ahah. cos today we re-strted the game mah. den she immediately gave me a note. heh. so nice huhh. i finally got a NICE ANGEL! ((:

had SS and LIT today. ohh. my hand write the essay until so pain can! LOL! but this time i cleverer. i wrote faster. and this time, got ENOUGH TIME! :D ahha. felt quite happy abt it. THE TIME IS JUST NICE! lol. mm. dun really had much confidence in it. but not say got no confidence. but i dunno lehh. aiya. going bak to sch!

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

ends at Friday, May 02, 2008

Thursday, May 1, 2008Y

ohh! number 100th post! AAHA! (: okay. shall post about today. LABOUR DAY. so had no sch. so, obviously stayed at home to study, study and study, zzz im like soon gonna die okayyyyyyy. i sooo cannot concentrate luhh. from morning 9 plus study till now. i cannot tke it alr. lol. but i got tou lan alot of times luhh. hAHA! :D omg. and guess what?! i read TKAM first thing in the morning, and by the time i read finish, i cannot concentrate till now. nothing seems to be going into my brain. maybe all my brain juices are used to understand the text of TKAM! haha; really luh. cannot concentrate! omg. help! SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE?! lol. ohh, im mad. i studying SS now luh. cannot go in. and im trying my best to SQUEEZEEEEEE! but its doesnt seem to work. ohh wells. i think i'll just fail this 2 subjs okay. seriously. no kidding. :-( i cannot squeeze.

and! the weather is damn hot okay! the fan beside me has been o-ed from morning 9 plus till now. - 6 plus! OMG. but i cant help it. the weather really veh veh veh HOT. urghhhhhhh. i haven study finish SS. cos i kept reading the notes again and again, cos i dunno what im reading. den read again, dun understand. omg. i cannot stand iiititititititit. from 2 plus till now still haven suck anything in yet. STUPID BRAIN! hAHH! maybe i didnt drink enuff water. HAH! so it cant produce too many brain juices huhh. xDD ohh man. can someone please help me? LOL. and and, i think its not a good idea to read storybook in the morning. it takes up ALL, note the word ALL the space in ur brain. LOL! SERIOUSLY! haha. okayy.

i shall stop here? and continue torturing myself mann. ohh my, tmr going to sch via BUS! cos my dad forever not fetching me and my sisters to sch alr. cos last week his blood vessel near his nose broke, and yupp. blood flow until like running tap. REALLY. LOL! jus tt the colour diff. imagine ur blood vessel break mann. scary luhh. LOL. okay. i will STOP HERE! im going to sch early to study. ohh. please help me to suck all the info into my LARGE brain! ((:

BYEEEEE GOOD LUCK FOR THE CTs,EVERYONE! (: JIA YOU! me jia you also. HAH! xD

ends at Thursday, May 01, 2008