Tsk, idk what's wrong wth blogger nowadays. It feels so weird blogging. Doesn't seems right. Can't change the size of font also. Tsk! Nevermind then. Suddenly just remembered the chorus of this song:

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You

My eyes have been like that for 2 months plus, if anyone realised. I haven't went to see a doc since the last time after i went. Cos i knew i can't possibly go to a doc when my eye becomes like that. Let me emphasize on it again. IT IS NOT THE CAUSE OF CONTACTS. The reason why i refused to go to a doc, is that.. I am waiting for my God to heal me.I have been waiting for 2 months, and idk why. Sometimes i really feel very helpless, like when it becomes red, i couldn't do anything, except to face everyone like that. All i could do was to pray and pray and pray. But sometimes, after I pray, it gets worse the next day. So i really am confused and doubtful of God, during times like that. But here i am saying now, I WILL WAIT TILL THE LORD MY GOD HEALS ME.Lord, you said that if i had faith in You, just as small as a seed, i could move the mountains. I jest realised that i didnt have faith in you, that we so tiny as a seed. How useless can I be.

I had so much to blog about. But right now, i dont wanna elaborate on it. Maybe some other time. (: It's really so discouraging. Well, all i wanna say is that,

People don't mean what they say. Is this HUMAN NATURE?

I just realized that i haven't been blogging for soo long. Hahaha. Close to a month. :D Well, im blogging now, though. Hahhaa. Can say that many things happened. Ohh, and my aunt went for operation last wed, i think. She's all right now. Hahhaa. But not sure whether her cancer cells got spread anot. Haven't got to see her yet. Soon, i think. (:

Went to church today. They have this ladies' night andthe guys' night coming on soon. Hahaha. It sounds damn fun lah! At the ladies' night, the guys will prepare the things and plan then they like entertain us. Hahhaa. Same goes for the guys' night. But i wanna go for the guys' night. Cos can be waitress, then like very fun. Got tailor-made costumes for each committee. Hahaha. So cool right? :D But im not sure whether im going yet lah. Hahah.


Idk why. During these few days of sch, i have seen a lot. How people change. Some for the better, some for the worse. I can't possibly tell them straight to their face, telling them that they have changed for the worse, right? I bet most of them can't accept it. Haha. That's human nature. Some people have really been nice to me. I have been with them for quite long, and i didn't notice until now. Hahaha. But some people's attitude changes so fast man. Just like a chameleon. Unpredictable.

Okay, i find that i am just crapping about. And i realised that when you have no one to talk to, God is really by your side. I have experienced this. Doesn't mean having a lot of friends/ being popular makes you great.