hais,i dunno why. these few days very easy angry. T.T ytd night i was very angryat cheryl. cos i drew smth tt was ONLY FOR HER, and she didnt want to save twhei asked her to. its like only for her? haiya. maybe i shdnt blame her. D; cos i too easily anger alr. though its not perfect, but its still passable, and i've learnt my lesson not to draw smth tt ONLY FOR HER! D:

today was scolded by my dad. JUST becos of lunch~ its quite complicated though, but my dad just scolded me for being calculative with my family members. i'm sry, but im like tt . if you cannot stand it, den you shldnt have born me out at first. T.T but it really wasn't all my fault what, fine, nvm. i dunno why la. i've really changed alot. Is it becos everybody tt are in NA will become naughtier? i dunno why . i wasnt like this last time. i didnt even dare to argue with my dad in the past. but now i dare. wads wrong wif me? i keep scolding vulgarities in my blog. and i didnt even dare to say it in the past! omg. is it really true tt you will become naughtier when u're in NA or NT? i once tot tt i could still remain as well-behaved as in the past. but now, it was impossible.
I HATE STRESS! its stressing me out.
what has happened to me? God, pls help me to overcome the difficulties tt i cannot overcome. D;
cheryl also said tt she didnt have many frens in her blog, but theperson tt didnt have many frens is me luh. im far more worst than her can.. UHH. i hate this. im the one tt doesnt have any frens. i really hate this, GZ is stressing me out.