sch was alright today. jus as normal, had no one to tok to. ahha! but im slowly used to it. jus tt now im treating or slowly treating cheryl like a stranger to me. cos i havent been toking to her, so, the friendship distance between cheryl and me is farther now. (: but its okay. now tt she's the one angry me, i guess i will be used to it SOON. yeah. soon. :D btw, i just wanna thanks gladys, and xiaowan! they are the ones tt tok to me, although i noe tt they preperred ah tan more than me. but i really appreciated that . thank you gladys and xiaowan. (: and gladys was like :" omg. ah woon! why are you so sad?" den i shook my head and tried to smile to her.lol. den she say you and ah tan FIGHT ar? den i was like. yar/ no la. nv fight . is quarrel. HAHA! den she was like :" ohh. why?" den i tell her nth la. nth much. jus quarrel lo. den she said :" nvm! got anything come find me. dun so sad okay?" ahah. and i expected her to go tok to someone else. but she sat at ah tan's place, which is beside me. and she talked to me, and she gave me a mentos sweet. HAHHA! ((: first time she so good to me. LOL. :D
and xiaowan talked to me when no one was talking to me, although i also noe tt she preferred ah tan than me. (: but i dun blame her. haha. but just veh happy tt the one actua;;y cheer-ing me up, and toking to me would be xiaowan. ahah. (: can really see the true colours of many classmates whom i often go recess wif, through this incident mann. they dun really care abt me. HAH. they jus followed ah tan and have fun. wll, maybe i shouldnt blame them. (: they find me not worth to tok to? HA! i dun wanna talk abt it anymore. really. HYPOCRITES. .

i've just done wmth for my mortal, and my handwriting sucks can. LOL! but i noe my mortal will still liek it. but i think she noe who's her angel alr luhh. dunno whooo go and sayy. first day give present den she noe alr. somemore i still asked my sis to help me wirte can. LOL! but this time i ownself write! (: i hope she will like it. i spent time doing it. and i realise tt im spending the most xin si and time on this mortal man. but i also veh good to arabelle tt time okay! (: at least i bpught present for her. ahaha. :D alrightssssss. common tests are coming. FRII. ._. i scarred i dun have the time to study mann. is someone kind enuff to tell me the exact story of TKAMB?! xDD i'll be veh happy if someone do. ahah. but i bet no one will. im not sooo loved by my frens man. no offence. but its the truth. (: TKAMB IS KILLING ME. NOT EVEN 1 PAGE, and i feel like sleeping, JUST READING IT!@ FUCK YOU MAMA.

thank you for cheering me up. but this kind of things is cannt be cheered up. to think tt i cried for 4 times jus becos of this thing. for dunno what reason okayy. im jus a cry baby.or mabe a cry teen. ._.
CHILDISH@! WHY DID I CRY WHEN THERE'S NTH TO CRY ABOUT?! haih. its no use shedding my tears for this kinda thing. trival matters. T.T but it became so bigg. jus becos OF ME. IM A TROUBLE-MAKER.

THANKS YOU GUZHENG FRENS! (: you guys made my day, even though you all didnt noe anything abt this, cos i didnt tel you all. HAH! but still, thank you all! ((: - VALERIE, RUYUAN, WAIYEE, PEI JIN, RC, TRUCKY. (: im glad to have frens like you gals. xDD
really thank you. :D CHEER UP, RU YUAN AND VAL! OHH! POOOOOOT! there goes the FARTTY! HAHAH! FART huh. LOL! xDD

okay.,.im in a damn bad mood no.w cos i jus went to cheryl's blog.and obviously, i wasnt very happy wthf her post luh. i think i shall reconsider on whether to still work in mac with her. im sorry, but im really very angry okay. okay luhh : im sorry for venting my anger on you. im sorry for not understanding you. im sorry for not putting myself in ur shoes. im sorry for not asking you anything and argue with you. im sorry for wad i did to you. but, i really do have my reasons okay. maybe, you can dun be my close friend. cos, when im close to you, i expect you to be like more understanding and reasonable. yeah. not really expect luhh. but its just.. yar, i really do expect more of you, cos u're my close fren. but if you're not tt close to me, you wont have to see me venting my anger on you. seriously.. maybe you should consider tt. its okay wif me. themost, i'll jus sit at my place everyday and tok to no one, and trust me, i can do tt, but i'll be veh sad la. well,forget it. its getting nowhere. im just venting my anger here. you guys can just IGNORE IT. okay? .. be glad tt i didnt scold vulgarities. becos i controlled. thank you lord for controlling me, and stopping me to scold vulgarities, although i still say them in RL. (:

this week really sucked. i hate it man. i miss hannah. MATH- RUINED! i had no one to tok to, cos hannah went to NY! but im glad she came bak. (: i just realised tt im just a nobody in class. things will still be the same, no matter where i am, cos i just mean nth to many of my classmates. im such a failure. FUCKING FAiLURE. things really remains the same, even if im absent from anywhere. be it in gz, sch, lessons, church, or anywhere.

i think this week's gonna sick mannnn. okay. lets talk abt tues first. haha. on tues, no seafood and meat day. but its still okay. i doesnt matter to me! HHAH! (: yeah. but there's still hotdog and egg. :D den after tt had GUZHENG. it sucked. i cannot play luhh. but i really did practice hard during the weekends cann. so i got fa zhen. yupp. was very hot. first time perspiring so much during GZ! haha. den went home. okay. WED!

didnt have fan today. from strting of sch till 11:40am! but still okay luhh. cos im the type tt can do without fan. ahaha. wasnt tt bad luhh. only asfter 2.4 den i went up to class, den realised tt i frogot to bring my bag down. so i went down again. AND ! MY BLISTERS ARE KILLING ME CAN! VERY PAIN LUHH! had POA test. was quite okay luhh. but cheryl.. she like copy from ama den like nv let me see lor; she changed the ans also nv tell me. and she kept talking ( not asking questions! ) when she havent do finish.. quite irritated. but its okay. she talkative. (: ITS THE FACT! and i seripusly can dun talk for any hours you dun wan me to talk. SERIOUSLY! :D but if later you ask me to talk, i wont talk sooo much, cos dun feel like talking alr. HAHAH! xDD today was quite okay luhh. THURS tmr... siannnn! everydat is so siannnnnnnnnnn~ YOU PANG SEH-ED ME. ._.
i'll stop here. BYEEEEEEYEYEYEY!

hah! went to hougang mall AGAIN! this time, we studied. i ate you mian, and i couldnt eat finish can?! LOL! left half or more. HHA! den after tt i said tt i was very full, den this stupid joey go say i tell you this mian will PONG one, you dun believe! i tell you will PONG one, tts why i dun like this mian. HAHA! den after tt ama asked wad PONG?! den i said orh.. the mahjong the PONG la! HHAH! den they strted luffing, when it wasnt tt funny la. LOL! cheryl lor. strted luffing first. haha. den everyone luffed. luff until i stomache. HAH! very funny. REALLY! den in the library cheryl and joey on music and listen through ear piece, den joey one very loud lor. LOL! even i can hear. den CHERYL! hah. damn funny. she was singing IMISSS YOU! haha. so loud somemore, as you noe the library is always so quiet, so everybody can somehow hear?! HHA! den we were luffing at her, when she didnt even noe. LOl. she still dare to ask wad HAPPEN! LOL! funny la. and we did SS! wahh, it totally sucks like pig okay! really la. damn hard can. now still got lit to do, and i haven read the damn book! LOL!

haihhhhhh. i shall end here! haven bathe. ahah! and im still so NICE SMELLING! xDD byebye. SAY BYE! xPPP HAH!

today was quite OKAY! :DD mdm zalinah was on some child mc, yeah, and she booked the com lab for us, and we did our " IDPW" ! ((: yupp. den went to music, the teacher taught us song, and went bak to com lab. used com almos the whole day man. haha. cos dere's 3 periods empty. :D yupp. went out and study wif chow, hazel, cheryl, arabelle and charlene! :DD went to eat at KFC, but cheryl at first intended to eat at the kopitiam upstairs, but MAJORITY WON! :D haha. and she gave in, and we ate KFC, and we ALL ate bandito. haa! so funny. den went to library . the first thing we went in, we heard :' SHHH! " LOL! the auntie called us to keep quiet! lol. den we walked in sat down, and kept chatting, cos of cheryl AND CHARLENE! didnt noe charlene so talkative! HAH! and her laughter is seriously contagious! :D haha. den she was talking quite loudly actually. ahha. den in the end we didnt really do much la. LOL! cheryl tan hwe kee yan keep asking for pple's hp to steal some songs. ahh! in the end, nv learn anything, but hazel helped me and cheryl to copy the chem thing, haha! and herself! so nice. :DD haha. yupp. and homed, had fun with them man. but at first cheryl chatted wif hazel so happily den left me. haha. but i controlled! :D PRAISE ME! i can control my EMOTIONS! ;DD haha. but cheryl saw through me. but there's one part tt i didnt angry, but she accued me angry! >:( haha. but its okay! ((: ohh! the impt thing. DAMN FUNNY! :D

today me, cheryl, justina and ama went to http://www.blogthings.com/ and test how stupid are you. LOL! and guess wad? this is the funny part! we did the test, and I GOT 4/10 QUESTIONS CORRECT, WHICH IS quite stupid, CHERYL AND JUSTINA GOT 3/10 CORRECT, and lastly, AMA GOT 1/10 CORRECT! AHAH! so damn funny, cheryl and jus also quite stupid, and ama one is very stupid! HAHA! the questions damn hard la! I THINK anybody reading my blog shold try it. www.blogthings.com/areyoustupidquiz haha! go try! :DD

okay, tts all for today! going to study tmr again. hope it'll be a success! xDD

im damn sad now! ru yuan just asked me to shut up in msn. hey, im somehow coforting her caN? T.T she just said :" SHUT UP! " like tt leh. so SCARY CAN?! ruyuan dun be like tt can? damn scary leh. LOL! i will cry one you noe. ((: WTF IS WRONG wIF MY COm. GOT VIRUS AR? STUPID PIG!

oh goshes me! tuition sucked today. as in me. LOL. i cant do the questions la. and i keep dun understand. Shit mannn. hai. but now i noe alr la. lol. im damn bored now. can someone tok to me PLS?! D: im bored.. tmr's church. SIANNN. i really dun look forward in going to church okay. as in the people there. yarh, I HATE EVERY SUN. SUCK TO THE MAX! F! >:((

i noe you mus see my pretty face den can one, HAHA! (:

UH! okay today was okay. the only thing was tt-- i HAD LEG MUSCLE ACHES AND STOMACH MUSCLE ACHES! LOL. damn pain can! i sit down den the leg muscle so pain! stand up aslo pain!. LOL! tt shows tt my musces are growing! (: HAHAHAH! had guzheng today. he zou-ed. was quite okay luhh. chatted with val before gz. ahah. yupp. tts all. and Ry and me shared smth in common . - WE BOTH HAD MUSCLE ACHES! LOL! PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnn. goshes me. haha.

ann thanks you ama for giving me my b'dae present! - a soft toy and SUSHI! :D ahha. thanks you AMA! :DDDDLOVE YOU! (:

okay. tuition tmr. i mus do my HW! byeeeeeeeee. HEY YOU! TAG! :D

oh my gosh! today was NAPFA. before napfa, didnt eat lunch. haha. wasnt ungry at all, moreover, i had a stomache! LOL. yupp. den after tt cheryl and justina also have. HAH! den they blamed me for transferring the stomache to them. HAHA. xDD den had napfa. wah. STANDiNG BROAD JUMP REALLY SUCKED! ._. i cant jump la. i tried arnd the 5th time den i passed?! first time la! ._. hhaa. but ms Intan is quite kind actually. she let me re-try 2 times. :D after standing broad jump, my leg MUSCLES aching larh! OMG. damn pain. pain until i cannot walk la. AHHA. but walked eventually. (: yupp. den drank osmanthus green tea woth joey and xiiaowan. :D den homed. haha. sat with nabilah, and we didnt really talked! :DD haha. yupp. tt somehow all. (: tmr's HE ZOU! :D hah. but tmr's timetable is DAMN BORINGGGG! oHH!

and today! during chem tt time i keep wanting to shit la. LOL! i like strting of chem den ren until pe den i go toilet larh! :D den i even wrote i wanna POOP at my chem notes. HAH! so funny, and i didnt really pay attention, cos i wanna GO TOILET! but mr lee dun allow, cos he said we just had our break. yupp. :D haha. okay. tts all for today! (:

val and rc's present ( INNER CASE! ) haha. :DD



val and rc's present ( outer case! ) :D




btw, CHEER UP CHERYL TAN! :D

hey hey, im back. HAHA! and nobody tagged. so sad huh. ._.
haha. but nvm guess wad happened today? lol. my gz frens are SO SWEET ! okay. let me elaborate. HAHA! xD first, we were supposed to go out to do sec 4 farewell things. then after tt we filmed outside some jap sushi reataurant, and inside, before we eat. ahha. den we ate alot can? ESPECILLY RC! haha. she's so funny la. she havem eat finish her cold noodles, den she say she dun wan. den after tt still eat ice-cream! HAH! okay. let me continue. the filming was the fun part la. LOL! btw, we went to novena. :D den so funny la. PJ and WY! haha. den val, ry and me were luffing at 1 side la. HAHA. luff till stomach pain! HAHA. shall upload it after sec 4 farewell, which is in JUNE! :DDDD haha. yupp. in the end, the cost of the sushi in total is $53++. LOL. quite cheap actually. hhaa. den we split up the MONEH. :D den after tt they said tt they were hungry, den val and RC got buy BEN AND JERRY! :DD so nice luhh. quite big tub also. lol. they're damn rich luhh. den they suddenly sang me a brithday song when i didnt even noe they were singing to me luhh! LOL. den i was like :" sing to who? whose birthday?" LOL! so funny. den they luffed at me. haha. den i so paiseh, dunno wad to say. HAHA. den they gave me presents. HAHA. THANKS YOU ALL! :D haha. i'll post up the pics. AND!

val, rc and Ry bought me something related to FLOWERBEAR. LOL! cos they jus too LOVE flowerbear! xDD haha. thank you guys for spending time to plan all these, and buying my present. :DDDD okay. present's PIC! :DD

okay, i'm now going to vent my anger here. LOL! ._. okay. first, dunno on which day, dunno wth is the problem with NG HUI YING of 3D1 la. she was walking towards my table, and she saw my pencil case, which looks like a pouch. YUP! and she was like. ei, wen hui, this pouch very nice leh, where you buy from?, etc. den after tt, before she left my table, she said this: " but ar, this pouch is for ah lians one." yarh. and im damn angry. WHAT THE FUCK OKAY! who's the real ah lian, who's the one wanting to buy now? you got no brains is it? den after she said tt, she said me :" cao ah lian." and im damn angry okay. i almost pointed middle finger at her. but for the sake tt she's stupid, and trying to act ah lian, i gave her some " FACE". FICK la. im damn angry okay. she said me cao ah lian. CB man.

on another day when we had bio lesson, at the lab. den we were having lessons la. den this VICKI NG MEI QI of 3D1 dunno wads her prob also. she suddenly said to me :" wen hui very ugly." den i was like wadever, and i said :" prettier than you can liao" then she replied to me :" NO! wen hui very ugly becos her forehead very high." okay. den i was angry alr la. i wanted to say tt she was jealous of me cos she wasnn't a tinnie winnie little bit of pretty. and she likes to act prettty. LOKK AT HER FRENASTER PIC CAN ALR LA. ZI LIAN UNTIL DUNNO LIKE SOME SAI! ._. yup.. the two of them, really very irritating luhh. but i must learn to forgive luhh. cos God says tt we must forgive other pple's sins, before he can forgive ours/ yeah. so i hope the two of them will change for the better? but i still cant forgive them la. i really very angry. but i'm trying to forgive them! :D


okay. today.. had bio right after SL. and the teacher didnt come lab, dunno why. and we waited dere for 2 whole periods. yupp. and den when we were walking towards the bio lab, den i wanted to sit beside ama. but cheryl didnt sit dere, so i sorta followed her . yupp. den ama said ah breast, u dun wanna sit wif me ar? den i was like no, den i sat beside her . den cheryl sitting somewhere else la. yupp. den after tt i wanted to go toilet, den i said this to cheryl : cheryl, go toilet! " den i dunno whether she pretend nv hear or really nv hear la. cos she was like looking somewhere at my direction. yeah. den she didnt reply la. yarh. den i angry alr. cos i tok to her she nv reply, and she nv come tok to me, and most of all, she's toking to hui ying. yupp. so i just went toilet wif ama, shana and ah shi. (: after tt went bak outside bio lab, and ah shi was getting mad alr. HAH. xD so funny la. xP den after tt cos ah shi very hot, den she called me and shana to go wif her library which hazel, li wen and joanne is. yupp. and ONCE AGAIN i said to cheryl :" cheryl wan go library? " and guess wad? no reply again. ._. so i just went without her. den after tt in the library, hazel was asking me wad i want for my birthday, den i said i dunno la. den she said :' orh. okay. ah wen wan G-STRING!" HAH! DAMN FUNNY LA! den i said i wanted red one, which was just JOKING OKAY! xD haha. den they all luffed at me! lol. and they even wanted to buy bikini for me! xD HHAH! (: yupp. den after tt i saw cheryl , walking to the cafe with huiying they all. yupp. den i was even angrier. (: so i didnt care abt her alr. until chapel, i sat with cheryl, and i didnt tok to her. cos i was angry, and i nv tell cheryl i angry her, cos i YING SHUI SI YUAN! xD and i ren until now, which i didnt tell her la. and when chi compo tt time, i wanted to ask cheryl the format for gong han. but i didnt ask, cos she TT TIME look like she wont tell. yupp. den if she tel, den i get correct, den she will say tt see, i help you leh. but when i helped her, i didnt do tt, always hoping tt she will stop doing tt. (: but its okay to do. HUMAN SIN! :D yupp. and in the end, i didnt ask anybody, and i got the formatting ALL WRONG. and im damn sad can. T.T hai. nvm, its over, and im sure i WILL fail. wanna bet, anyone? :D

cheryl, you cannot be angry for wad i wrote here, cos this is all my FEELINGS, (: cannot angry okay? SORRY! :D dun ever say me nv say sorry to you. i might slap you! AHAHH! xD see, i ying shui si yuan-ed! (: so cannot say me anymore! :D

thanks you cheryl tan hwe kee yan for buying a earring for me! xDDD

ENDING HERE! (: BYEEEEEEE

having napfa test soon! OH MY FATTY! HAHA. :D