OMG! today is sucha good and B-A-D day, mother, )): im ike damn sad and happy now! D': let's talk abt the good thing, celebrated a super early birthday for Mr Eugene Lim Keng Soon! HAHH! our co-tutor plus BESTTTT POA TEACHER EVER! :DD prepared the cake and big styrofoam board during recess and waiting for him to come down canteen,but when jus called him, he was like in tanjong pagar, -.- LOL!ytd he said he would be free and in school! so we all faster keep the cake and board, cos we attracted too many attention, so faster hide back cos veh embarrassing, haagahhahah! xDD yeahh. and bought food, had math, and was dismissed earlier, cos we have to cut thecake and farewell thing for Mr LIM! hahaha. so we skipped 30mins of math! :D and farewell-ed him. LOLLL! he was like damn gay, imust say., hahhaha! so funny lah! then he and MR GO hugged cos its his last day here,so yeah,. hahahah! they seriously look DAMNNNN GAYY! HAHHAHHAHH! SOO FUNNY LAHH! didnt eat the cake, cos i dont feel like. hhhal. tt's the good thing lah- everything went on smoothly. and today was friday, so, its the last day of THE WEEK! so kinda happy.
the unhappy thing was: we had guzheng today, im beginning to hate every FRI. )): im seriously damn stress for guzheng. today during bio, i keeptelling cheryl tt im having gz later. KEEP! cos im very worried abt tt lah. and imdamn scared okay!)': then i shall cut short! - had gz, rc, pj, and waiyee can go out and practice their own, cos they learnt all the songs alr. so, left ruyuan, me, valerie and tracy. which was like damn damn pathetic lah! so small class leh. omg. then im like wthhH! and i know imlike the noobest in tt class and in the 4 ofus lah. )): then xue shan huan ge, i cant play kuai ban, and i really tried my best. cos i didnt play before what! then he jus immediatey call us to play like tt. then yeahh, i cant play smoothly lah, so he said:' wah, wenhui hen cha ah.' and im like... )): so we continued to play, and im like the ONLY one tt dont know how to play like tt, im seriously damn disappointed in myself lahh. i tot my guzheng would have improved. but it seems like its getting worser and worser, i seriously need to practice more lahh., ): just what's wrong with me mann! everything just doesn't seem to go MY WAY! but God's way. -.- whatever, lame. yess, and lao shi is going very fast that i feel like just ending mylife okay, i cannot imagine myself can play tt song okay. )': im very sad noww. i have to try my bestest best nowokay, i cant afford to fail in the kao ji at dec. D': how? i hate fridays, especially next fri, and coming andnext coming and all! cos we have to bei sai ma already! and memorise snow mountain's kuai ban, and prac fish porridge, omgg. how is ting wen hui going todo that? she willjust fail and come back every thurs, and lao shi said tt:' i'm not sure whether you can go for next year's SYF if you continue like tt huh.' OMG! can you imagine tt lao shi said tt to me?! tsk, why am i SO DUMB! i cant even play guzheng well. what am i supposed todo now? no matter how hard i practice, it just doesn't make any big difference. )): what should i do? i cannot make it. I CANT. )))))))': F it. stop talking abt this anymore. itsstressssss, first lesson and haveto bei alr. OMGG, >:'((((
another happy thing is , imgoing to tmr's musical at PL! wih guzheng clique, and i can wear my coolest RED WATCH! HAHHA! :D so happy.i seriously think tt imhaving mood swings lahh. irritating wen hui. you just suck in everything. you dont have any talents! GO DIE,