jus talked to my eldest sis about our friends and all. which was like really LONGG! sorta first time for talking soo long. hahah! and she was like saying tt my friends weren't really true to me. tt kind of thing. and sometimes i jus feel that way lah. and i jus realised tt all her poly friends are damn mean okay. i hope i dont go to tt kind of poly. cos her friends(A) was like criticising her another friend(B) when (B) broke up with her bf. and i was like thinking why is dere such people in the world mann. i dont know what will we become when we leave PL. i think many people will change lahh. )): and i dont know who will still be my fren then. maybe we will ALL drift apart. and i jus felt tt its really nice to talk to ur siblings and all lahh. cos they wont leak out ur secrets and what bad things you say about ur frens and stuffs, ahahaha. and its really like WOW. cos they will comfort you, and give you advice tt kind of thing, especially my eldest sis-experienced. and we both concluded that: WE DONT LIKE TO GO WITH THE CROWD. as in we dont like to go breaks with the popular bunch of people. although its like fun and all, but WE just cant get into the conversations and stuff. and WE both prefer the kind of clique that is NOT POPULAR, and ordinary people in it. ((: cos i dont really feel comfortable in tt kind of popular clique, you WILL be abandoned. which i am NOW IN, so yeahh.
i hope my friends dont feel offended by this post. cos i didnt really say about you guys. some friends only. 1 or 2. the mean ones! HAHHAH! joking! :D i haven bathe yet! AHHA. but i still smell so FRAGRANT! LOLLLLL!
church at 7:30am tmr! going to sing for youth sunday-service. ohh my gawd. so early! HELP! ): bye, im off to take out my contacts and BATHEEEEEE! :D
hahaha. after 1 hour or smth, im like back, and i haven take out my contacts, even i had bathe. LOLL! im too lazy. i jus wanna say tt i cannot stand my damn break out. how can i have a break out when im not having menses?! STUPIDDD! irritating. i alr look so ugly with this hair, and this stupid breakout is making me worse! and and, my muscles ARE ACHINGG! OHH MY GOSHHHH! im so happyy. tt means my muscles are growing! HHAhAH! YAYYY! :D the right hand especially! hahaha. my legs are also having, for goodness sake! LOL! dunno why leh, hahaha. left hand too! :D YAYYYY! BYE! HAHAH
