Ohh fuck. Im sooooooo angry now. Okay, maybe i'll be fine after a few mins. Im not going to write what i just saw. Its damn friggin' irritating. Ohh FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!
I've no mood to post now. I think i need to be more careful with what im blogging here. Cos there might just be someone keep viewing my blog, and RAT on me after that. Who knows right? (: IDK. Ever since that incident, I haven't been talking to my parents in a 'right' manner. IDK. i just dont feel like talking to them. Like forever? haha. I just hate staying at home. Doing nothing. SO boring you know. And you expect me to talk to my siblings? My god. That's impossible. So what if im quiet at home? I like to be, and so be it! Why must i even tell you all what im feeling and stuffs? Sorry, i dont even bother to talk to you all, what more telling you guys? Yes, I've changed. I've really changed okay?! A few minutes have passed, and my anger has yet to be GONE.
I know you all have provided me with food, money, everything i need. But i dont know why. I just dont wanna talk to you all. It's true that i find you biased against me at times. Cos im always the one getting scoldings- more often than my other siblings do. I can get a few scoldings in a day, and others get none. Yes, you say that im rebellious. Then you refrain me from going out with my friends, and saying that you wanna be more strict with me. Okay, fine then. I'll see how long i can stay at home. And by the time i cannot take it, I dont know what i'll do. As you've said, im rebellious.
Okay, the more i say, the angrier i am. I know i'll be dead if my dad reads this post. He might give me counselling or even cane me. Im sure. (: Ohh well, should i post it for 5 mins and delete it? Or let it stay dere forever? HAHA. I have no idea. I REALLY DONT KNOW, F. This is damn irritating. I know my words have been too harsh for this post, so i did not really mean it. Im saying it in a fit of anger. I dont know what are the consequences of posting this post, but im just going to POST it. BYE.