Just got nailed by my dad again. Like usual. But this time is not scoldings. He asked me about tt again. Cos ry sent me a christmas card cum letter, and he tot it was sent by. But it wasn't, like duh. But idk why does my siblings and dad don't understand. I said it wasn't sent by means not lah! Freakin' hell. They don't believe me know. I alr told them is my gz friend. GUZHENG FRIEND. Idk what's wrong with their brain. Express dont understand these 2 words?! Even i NA also know lah. -.- Then my dad asked me to go his room just now, and he asked me who sent tt letter. I told him gz friend, and i think he tot is Valerie. But not even her lah. STUPID. Doesn't mean gz friend is only valerie right? I still have many other gz friends. Then he still ask me whether really is gz friend send one. FF hell. Was soo angry. Then he asked me where valerie lived. Like, whatever. They don't even trust me. I dont give a damn whether they trust me anot okay. But since they asked me, and i said is not sent by means not lah. Dont trust then dont ask. That's it. So, my dad asked me whether i liked ry - my gz friend. And i said no, feeling fuckin' pissed. And he asked if ry likes me. We both are straight lah, okay? He keeps asking this kind of question know. Can't i have very good friends? it's only sending of 1 letter to me. It doesn't mean that im les okay. Then i was so angry, that i cried. (: Like finally. Then he asked me to go out. Nice one, wh!
Then before i went into my dad's room, my second sis and fourth sis were suspecting that it's sent by . But my fourth sis didn't say anything, cos she know i'll scold her, and i'll win! Then my 2nd sis asked me who exactly sent tt letter. I knew they didnt trust me. So, i didnt answer them. Dont feel like answering them. Then she started laughing. I was so angry. What kind of reaction is tt? It's not funny at all. Hate it when she's like that. Then she said it's sent by right? Then i said no. Then she said if not then why dont wanna show us? I've learnt from the previous incident at 4th oct '08. There's such a thing called privacy. So i just dont wanna care them, let them continue think tt it's sent by . It's fun not to let them know. Cos they're quite curious i think. So, from the start till now, they don't even trust me. I can see how great this family is. Really hate it.
