HELLO EVERYBODY! Im very happy! HAHAH! :D
PLGT GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!
Everyone was great! :D We've made God and the school proud. :D
Mrs Lee and other teachers that came to pray for us were nice at that moment too. Mrs Ding told us that ytd, when we were playing, Mrs Lee was inside her office praying for us, Guzheng Tuan. When the teachers wanted to see her, she told them 5 more mins, and we'll be finish our songs. So it's really very nice luh. Didn't expect anyone to do that. (: Thanks You.


Through all the many many many hardwork and times we're gone through tgt, we've finally come to this day, clinching GWH. I know, it's not easy. Cos we, PLGT of batch 2009 have been through a lot. The scoldings we get from laoshi, the punishment we got from laoshi, the scoldings we got from teachers, etc. Although we might be angry, like me, at that time, but we know that all these scoldings and punishments were worthwhile. Rmb the time that we stood 3 hours at gz room, and stuffs. Our backs were very pain, and complaining after that. Most importantly, Zheng III, we were scolded quite badly for quite a few times, and one of them was when we were in the hall, A3 part. ): But we still did it. If you guys have not practised at home, or what, we'll not have played it like what laoshi wanted it to be. :D

I know the Zheng III leaders wont be reading this, but still, :D :

Guofang:
Thank you for leading Zheng III for the past few months ever since we started practising for SYF. I know at times, you want to give up on Zheng III, cos we always talk and play gz whenever you're speaking, and you feel quite irritated most of the times, but you still beared with us. (: Thanks you for leading Zheng III from what we were, a bunch of players that didnt really care at first, to today, a bunch that really cared. I know you've also tried many strategies (IDK how to spell tech-nic. HAHA! ) to make Zheng III's actions bigger, get into the song, and play with emotions. I can still rmb the toilet game you and pj suggested, it was quite fun actually. Thanks you for cracking your brain to think what'll make Zheng III improve. :D


PeiJin:
Hello Peijin. :D HAHA! I know you wont read this, but i'll still write. :D You and Guofang have been really nice these few months. You guys made me realise that we can still play well, without getting much scoldings. You have been bearing with us, and reminding us about our actions, and 大小声. Although some of the Zheng III members make you angry, you'll not pick on them, but continue to help them in the mistakes they made. I know, sometimes you might've also wondered why Zheng III is like that, and stuffs. But you also, didnt give up on us. :D You also cracked your brain to think of strategies to make our actions bigger, get us into the song, and looking at laoshi. Although you dont know how to sing out the notes, but you still tried your best. HAHA! Thanks you for all that you've done. :D


THANK YOU GZ TUAN, FOR WORKING SO HARD FOR SYF! Our efforts have finally been paid off! (x

Damn, you know! After ytd laoshi called us not to get sick, cos SYF is coming, like in 6 more days, which is less than 1week, but more of 5 more days. Haha. ): Im super scared luh. Okay, back to the point man! I got sick today. Im having a bad sore throat now. Tskk. So unlucky! Okay, im gonna drink lots of water to get it off! Im not going for SYF like that! Haha.


Changed seating arrangements ytd. Haha, i moved quite a bit. Sitting beside cheok and chacha. Haha, and shivohn moved behind ama! She doesn't seem that happy though, HAHA! But im okay luh! Who ask her mom complain! HAHHA! :D TOo bad luh, shi! :D


Ehh, anybody going for symphony of praise II? Nobody wants to go luh! >:(

Okay, let's talk about ytd. Hahah, it was my birthday ytd, and at first i thought ytd was the worst birthday i've ever had. Because, freakin' MrsRa picked on me. She saw that i didnt take out my notes, so she purposely called me to ans the ques to make me take out my damn notes. -.- And i am very angry. So, i showed her smelly face luh. Who cares man. Then after that, it's break. Then chinese. THE STUPID MrsPa L saw me sitting down, and thought that my skirt was very short, cos i folded it into my thighs what. That's what majority will do. And idk what's her fucking problem. She asked me to stand up and see my skirt, and use her she-think-very-cool-and-sharp-nails to cut my thread. So i was like, HUH? And so, you all should know that i cry very very easily in school. Haha, so yeah. Felt like crying, for idk why. HAHA! But i didnt cry. Then she still continue joke with us and think she's very funny. TMD.


So yeah, these 2 freaking things made my morning bad like shit. Until 4d2 ( chinese banded class ) sang happy birthday song for me, which was obviously unexpected, and before LIM caught me. -.- And after that, 4D1 sang for me again. Hahaha, then other lessons was all right. Then after tt met gz people for NAPFA test! Hahah, knew they had a birthday surprise for me luh! Cos i heard wai yee saying change plan! SO OBVIOUS! And Dora saying quick go canteen cut cake. HAHA! And i pretend i didnt hear! AHA! :D Then i told them they're very obvious, then wai still come and act say what where got? Dont have and stuffs! AHHA! Then we did NAPFA, and after tt, redo sit & reach, and standing broad jump, like usual. HAHA! Then went up to gz room, then saw Tracy and ah bao ran into the gz room, so i was like wth did they run in. HAHAH! So after that, i went in, and it was dark, with a cake and candles on the floor, with quite a lot of guzheng-ers sitting there. I REALLY AND SERIOUSLY didnt expect them to make it like until so BIG luh. Haha, so it was quite embarrassing luh! SO MANY PEOPLE! So paiseh. Hahaha. Then he zou-ed and they forced me to bring the cake home, but i haven't ate! Will eat soon! And thanks ruyuan for your letter!

THANK YOU GZ-ERS! ILY ALL! :D

THANK YOU 4D1 AND 4D2! ILY ALL! :D


Now, let's talk about today. THE MAIN POINT LUH, cos this is a damn long post! HAHA! :D Today, Zheng I and Zheng II played tgt, without asking Zheng III to play with them tgt AGAIN, So guofang told me like usual. Hahaha. So both of us were super angry. It's like forever luh. I know Zheng III is not the melody, and doesn't seems that impt for Zheng I and II, but please at least know that we're also inside the gz room. We're not transparent, although WE ARE ALL SKINNY! YAYYY! :D HAHHA! So me and Guofang ownself played our own things, and didnt 合 with them. After they play finish, they were lke wth they playing that kind of thing. So i was even angrier, and Gracious keep asking me to cool down. HAHA! So funny luh! Then they asked us to play yao zu. See, that's the freaking best evidence to show that they only realise that we exist when they need us. -.- Freaking hell luh. Then at first we dont want, but still started on our own after that. But Zheng I and II thick skin go play tgt with us. HAHA! So there was a internal conflict luh! And GuoFang and i was super angry. Hahaha. Then SIAN LING keep saying 'so annoying' idk whether she's saying about us. But i felt like scolding her. Keep acting leadership and stuffs. Super irritating luh. Think she very big, but she doesn't have a role. Thanks. (:


Since im posting this post up, im not scared of any gz-ers saying bad things about me, and spreading rumours to the names and tuan mentioned above. (: Thank you. If you're angry, just say. Dont gossip behind my back. There'a a tagboard here. Please tag! >>>

I am wondering why did things even became like this. I am hating gz practices more than before. ): Idk why. Used to enjoy it quite a lot. Hahaha.


WHY.

All right! Sch has been the same lately. Hahaa, i really like lit, when Mrs R goes through TKAM with us. :D So interesting to study it luh! Somemore i can concentrate today, cos xw not here. HAHA! Kidding, i think.


SYF is coming soon, in 2 weeks' time, with 6 practises left, I THINK. Really stress and scared luh. Today's BAND's SYF. Wondered what they got. Wanted to sms ah shi, but i think i dont have her number. HAHAHAH! Nvm, shall ask her tmr thennnn! ): Have been having a bad mood in sch these few days. Easily irritated too. Like seriously, little bit thing irritates me. Especially what people says, and how they talk. Can really be thick-skinned sometimes. And can really hurt people luh. But i must forgive them. Trying to. (: Gz tmr again. FZ. ): But i think i needa leave earlier, cos i need to go church.



Many things came rushing to me so quickly these few days, that i really dont know how to handle. It's not really big things, but through all these small little things, it adds up to a big thing, so im really stressed these few days. Idk what, But just stressed. And getting more emotional these few days.


Wated to blog things out to de-stress, but i'll offend people that reads my blog. So, i'd rather not. ): Goodbye.

Okay, so my old com spoilt today. So im using my sister's labtop now. Haha, everything doesn't seems to be going my way. Especially this week. School hasn't been that great. Often left there to 自生自灭 if that's how you write it. Hahaha, but i dont care alr. If it's like that, then so be it. Im not gonna walk around the class to find people to talk to me. If no one talks to me, then it's fine! (: I am used to it luh. Have been experiencing these freakin' shit for so long. So a few 10 or 20 more years will still be okay. 

Im blogging once again! Hahaha, like every sat. (: And my blog is getting dead, but i dont care, as long i can talk to myself in it. :D HAHAH! Okay, im gonna blog about today! The first gz prac on a sat of the year 2009. Hahaha, whatever, but still!


Okay, so we stood for quite a long time today. But not as long as the 3 hours one. HAH! My parents were right lah. I should have listened to them and knew that he didnt really want us to get GWH. He just wants his name to be well-known. Freaking hell. Damn angry that hemade us stand today. Hahhaa, idk what's the problem with me, but im just very very angry. Almost scolded the F word out, but heng i controlled! HHAHA! :D Was really hot in the hall. Was perspiring very badly. More worse than PE. ): Then idk what reason,was ignored. -.- But i dont care okay. Anw, the main point for blogging today, is that, i feel that i am really the MOUSE SHIT or whatever shit that laoshi said to Zheng I. Although he didnt say toZheng III, but i really feel im the one lah. I seriously feel that i dont even have the rights, and deserve the rights to sit at the front row, and lead other fellow Zheng III in doing actions. ): I keep playing wrong notes and can't really play well lah. I dont even think i have any thing in me that can make me sit at the front row. ): I think other people also can play better than me lah. Just take today for example. Laoshi keep making Zheng III repeat that A3, once is me make them repeat, cos i played the wrong volume. )': I HATE IT.


I am beginning to feel the stress. Idk whether it's SYF's stress, or studies. Cos somehow, my studies have deteriorated. Maybe because of gz practices or what, idk. But it's quite obvious lah. Cos even now, Cheryl know how to do math better than me. ): I dont mean that she's dumber than me, or what. But she really does know how to do better than me. ): BYE.