Im blogging once again! Hahaha, like every sat. (: And my blog is getting dead, but i dont care, as long i can talk to myself in it. :D HAHAH! Okay, im gonna blog about today! The first gz prac on a sat of the year 2009. Hahaha, whatever, but still!


Okay, so we stood for quite a long time today. But not as long as the 3 hours one. HAH! My parents were right lah. I should have listened to them and knew that he didnt really want us to get GWH. He just wants his name to be well-known. Freaking hell. Damn angry that hemade us stand today. Hahhaa, idk what's the problem with me, but im just very very angry. Almost scolded the F word out, but heng i controlled! HHAHA! :D Was really hot in the hall. Was perspiring very badly. More worse than PE. ): Then idk what reason,was ignored. -.- But i dont care okay. Anw, the main point for blogging today, is that, i feel that i am really the MOUSE SHIT or whatever shit that laoshi said to Zheng I. Although he didnt say toZheng III, but i really feel im the one lah. I seriously feel that i dont even have the rights, and deserve the rights to sit at the front row, and lead other fellow Zheng III in doing actions. ): I keep playing wrong notes and can't really play well lah. I dont even think i have any thing in me that can make me sit at the front row. ): I think other people also can play better than me lah. Just take today for example. Laoshi keep making Zheng III repeat that A3, once is me make them repeat, cos i played the wrong volume. )': I HATE IT.


I am beginning to feel the stress. Idk whether it's SYF's stress, or studies. Cos somehow, my studies have deteriorated. Maybe because of gz practices or what, idk. But it's quite obvious lah. Cos even now, Cheryl know how to do math better than me. ): I dont mean that she's dumber than me, or what. But she really does know how to do better than me. ): BYE.