Okay, so my old com spoilt today. So im using my sister's labtop now. Haha, everything doesn't seems to be going my way. Especially this week. School hasn't been that great. Often left there to 自生自灭 if that's how you write it. Hahaha, but i dont care alr. If it's like that, then so be it. Im not gonna walk around the class to find people to talk to me. If no one talks to me, then it's fine! (: I am used to it luh. Have been experiencing these freakin' shit for so long. So a few 10 or 20 more years will still be okay.
Idk why, i have been hating my church since young, and was hoping to change it like soon, after i grow up. How i wish i could change my church, or just migrate immediately, and leave this fucking place. On Sun, i have finally realised i dont have any friends in church. Not even half or quarter that can talk to me. Haha, shocking isn't it? I have grown up in that church since young, but know none of the people there. I think im the best. Dont you all think so? Okay, idk why the F hell im talking about all these , but i need my blog to rant, even if anyone sees this and get pissed or whatever. My classmates in Sunday School are just SHIT. A PILE OF SHIT, Sadly to say. I dont blame them for not talking to me, cos i dont even bother talking to them. But they seriously.. FORGET IT.
Im having mixed feelings now. IDK what i am talking about. I dont care if my church people sees this, or what. I am not happy and that's all.
Tmr got gz. ): If we fa zhan again, im gonna get angry again. Super angry. And idk what I'll do. Haha, just scold for all i want here! Stay tuned for the next scolding post! Bye.
