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Sunday, December 27, 2009Y

Omg, school's starting soon, and gz tmr. Tsk, i am really dreading gz soooo much you know! Like i really can't wait to get out of gz tuan now. I can imagine how life is, in gz without the sec4s. ): Now we fen zu i feel damn lonely please. Got no one to talk to. I WANNA GET OUT OF GZ NOW. I HATE GZ LESSONS. How i wish i can just not go for performing grp lessons, and just go there for attendance taking man. )':

ends at Sunday, December 27, 2009

Saturday, December 5, 2009Y

I was told that i couldn't wear contacts forever and ever. ): Is this what i deserve? I am feeling so.. idk. Indescribable. I have to continue living and wearing my damn specs like forever. Idk how did things worsen that i have to live with my specs like every minute, and second. Just because the doc made a careless mistake at that time, i had to bear the consequences, of not wearing contacts ever again. i know how i look like wearing specs, okay. It's duper ugly. ): To think that i have to wear it forever. Even changing specs means wearing specs, so it doesn't make any difference to me. What am i to do now? I really can't accept the fact. CAN'T. Seriously, it's very unfair.

Lord, can you feel and understand what i am going through now? There's no one i can turn upon to, because everyone thinks that this is such a minor thing, and i am making a big fuss out of it. Lord, the things that i have gone through in the past 6 months, i know you understand. But i really couldn't figure out, how perfect this is for me. Lord, please give me the wisdom to understand that all these are for my good. No matter how unwilling i am, i have to accept it. Lord, i am really very unhappy that things turned out this way. Help me, Lord. Please don't ignore me. I can't afford it. Really, cannot.

ends at Saturday, December 05, 2009

Friday, December 4, 2009Y

Man, it has been so long since i last blogged, right. Hahaha, gonna get busy the next week! ;D finally! HAHA. I have been lazing around the house for the past month. -.- SO BORING! HAHA. And, im gonna sew the christmas hats this sun! HAHA. kill off time! >:)

Anw, the reason why i wanted to blog now, was because something started off, just because of me. Yes, i gues every gz-er reading my blog will know. ( sec 4) Now i really wonder if i have did the right thing. Things are not getting better anyhow, and it's even getting worse. Well, i just hope to say sorry to everyone for starting off something like that. I really didnt mean to. I just wanted to help. I am really sorry, for doing something like this at this moment, when we are not be able to see each other every week after school reopens. Never ever the same again. we will never be able to play gz and have lessons the same again. Because what has to go has gone, and what's left behind have to stay.

Hmm, i guess i dont wanna make this a really sad post, so i'll blog about something. Uh! im really scared for taking back N level results. It's getting nearer and nearer. And i am totally not sure whether i can do well enough to PASS. ): Anyway, i am quite excited to sew their names on te christmas hats! :D HAHA

ends at Friday, December 04, 2009