I was told that i couldn't wear contacts forever and ever. ): Is this what i deserve? I am feeling so.. idk. Indescribable. I have to continue living and wearing my damn specs like forever. Idk how did things worsen that i have to live with my specs like every minute, and second. Just because the doc made a careless mistake at that time, i had to bear the consequences, of not wearing contacts ever again. i know how i look like wearing specs, okay. It's duper ugly. ): To think that i have to wear it forever. Even changing specs means wearing specs, so it doesn't make any difference to me. What am i to do now? I really can't accept the fact. CAN'T. Seriously, it's very unfair.
Lord, can you feel and understand what i am going through now? There's no one i can turn upon to, because everyone thinks that this is such a minor thing, and i am making a big fuss out of it. Lord, the things that i have gone through in the past 6 months, i know you understand. But i really couldn't figure out, how perfect this is for me. Lord, please give me the wisdom to understand that all these are for my good. No matter how unwilling i am, i have to accept it. Lord, i am really very unhappy that things turned out this way. Help me, Lord. Please don't ignore me. I can't afford it. Really, cannot.
