My mood is damn bad. HAHA. I think im beginning to have mood swing. Im angry cos my parents didn't bring me out to my dad's shop. Come on, i haven't seen how my dad's shop looked like ever since he put all the machines inside and stuffs. Tsk. Not only that lah, im not happy staying home and study chinese. I like to sit in the car. I LIKEEEEEE. Tsk. Then since they didnt bring me and my sis go, means i can't sit car. TSKK. Walao lah. Shit ass. At first my mom said everyone go my dad's shop then now my dad said dont all go. :( Going to my grandma's house to eat steamboat for dinner later. At least, i get to step out of the house.
It's so ironic. I wanna do well for my Chinese. I wanna get the results i deserve. But i dont wanna study. Haha, so stupid right. I keep thinking that i must study and get an A. But im not trying my best. Yet. I feel damn stupid lah. Everyone's dying to study their chinese, yet im trying to get away from chinese. I only read like 2 bao zhang du hou gan yesterday. It's like = to not doing anything. -.-
Oh lord, please help me. I really wanna do well. Please stop Satan from affecting what im thinking and doing. Please help me to control my temper. Lord, i really need your help to do well in this examination. Please let me not be distracted and affected by the things that are happening in class, and everywhere. I really need to do well. Please help me to study wisely. Even though there're some things that i do not feel good about, Lord, please help me not to think about it, and concentrate in studying. Lord, i wanna beat the people that have not been treating me well, looking down on me, as well as those who dislike me. Please help me. I wanna prove that im not someone who gives in so easily and someone whom they can bully so easily. Thank you Lord for everything. In Jesus' name i pray, AMEN!
