Everyone please stop studying so hard okay! My dad thinks that im studying very hard, and asked me not to be so stress. HAHAH. Wth, but the problem is i've only finished preparation of salts, come on! I think because i keep stoning on my chem tb, so he thinks im studying very hard. Aw man, sorry to disappoint! HAHA. Whatever. Byeee! I AM OH SO BLOATED.

Today was the supposed-to-be-a-good-day day. But whatever. Chapel totally ruined my that part of the day. I was like sitting alone in chapel, come on. Whatever, i know i am not popular, but nvm. I was finding a seat that could fit the 2 of us, cos the 3 of them alr found a seat and sat. So only left 2 of us, obviously i would wanna like find a 2 seat so we can sit tgt right? Then she just went to sit at 5A2 there, and she didnt even call me to stop walking up. I just stupidly walk and walk and walk up. Until i turn back then i saw no one behind me. I was the only one standing. And I saw her sitting down. Wth. I was trying to find 2 seats so we can sit tgt, but she just happily sit down when she found a seat, and let me continue walk up. WTF man. I was super angry okay. I almost wanted to cry, cos i was really freakinggggg angry. But whatever, what's the use of being angry. No one actually cares anyway. :) But i must say that at least Ama remembered that i was sitting alone, and waited for me, even though i don't even feel like talking at all. I still tried to shun away from our classmates, cos i wanted to be alone. Furthermore, i am best at being anti-social. But ama still came and talked to me. Thank you, even though i know you won't be reading this. :)

I didn't tell anyone about this. I am not going to say either. Just gonna type it here, and that's all. And Joey also knew that i sat alone, at least she came and asked me why i was sitting alone, and offered me the rice cake, even though i didn't want to eat it. I can feel that she knows i am angry. Thank you. :)

This post wasn't meant to defame somebody or whatsoever, i was just ranting. Plus, i didnt say out her name, so i guess it's okay, right. Whatever. Shoo.

Anyway, i have a feeling that i might have muscle ache tmr. Well, although it seems quite exaggerating, but my legs are really quite wobbly, after i ran today. Tsk, at first i was still thinking if i should go to a JC. But them JC will have napfa test, which i have difficulty in passing-2.4km. Tsk. I know people will be like, 'huh, you can't pass?' that kind, but right, i never once said that i was FIT enough to pass. :) Today's napfa test proved it all. HAHHA. So, i should reconsider whether to go to a JC or not. Im not sure if poly have napfa test, but i remembered that my sis got do napfa before leh, like in poly. Maybe she's a GL, that's why need to do? Idk eh. :( How how how. Someone tell me whether i should go Poly or JC? These few days i sort of settled to go for JC, but then the napfa test sort of wavered me. HAHHA. I think i have the poly face, but then i dont wanna wear outside clothes to school. :( Plus, i don't think i will like the way a poly works. Like the lessons and stuffs. It'll be like totally different from secondary school. Whereas JC will be more like sec sch, just that it'll be harder and another sex in the school.

HAHA, what a sad thing for us to go a mix school after our sec sch life, right. Cheryl and i were discussing about this today, like if there was this single sex school in singapore, whether JC or Poly, she'll both aim to go there. HAHAA. Yeah, i think if it's me then i'll also want to go there. 11 years of being in a single sex school leh, then suddenly open to other sexes, like so weird. Somemore if people know that you're from a single sex school then they'll say that you're despo. -.-

Okay bye.