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Wednesday, August 25, 2010Y

Today is such a bad day. Didn't bring math bible. Thought it was in school, but it wasn't. Didn't bring my pencil case to sch too. I thought i brought it. Thought..... Was in a really bad mood. Just found out that i didn't bring all these things just before the start of the exam. Like wth. Then why did i even come to sch. Idk how to describe the feeling. It's like you didn't bring anything for exam, then you know you won't do well for the papers. The feeling is just so indescribable. Having to carry this kind of emotions into the exam hall, plus putting up with sarcastic comments really made my day damn damn bad. I am unhappy, upset, and at the same lost the confidence in doing well in all the papers. Including biology. It's like everything is taken away from you, and you've nothing left, but to just enter the examination hall with nothing but yourself. Idk how to say how i really feel today. I just wanted to shut myself up from the world. Perhaps i am born to be a loner. I really think i am. Why are they like that. And i have to act like nothing happened. What am I.

ends at Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Saturday, August 7, 2010Y

Read tkam the whole day ytd, but didn't finish it though. Finished it this morning. Mrs Ramesh says if we sit down and rad for 6 hours, will finish reading, but i think i broke down the 6 hours also haven't read finish lah. HAHHA. But nevermind, at least im done for lit, at least for NOW. :)

Only tkam can make sit down and read man. HAH. Well, im moving on with geog today. But needa to to cousin's house later, in like an hours' time or smth. Cos he's gonna go overseas to study. And i can't study, cos the house WILL be noisy. HAHA. So sianz manz. National day also going to my dad's church friend's house for idk why. Last year also went his house during national day. HAHA! Maybe cos he lives near the ndp there, so can see the fireworks? Tsk, so i can't study on that day again huh. My math haven't started yet. BIO also. Poa also. Siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

ends at Saturday, August 07, 2010

Tuesday, August 3, 2010Y

Math today was so so so demoralizing. :( I knew i would fail the set7 test. Cos come on, it's too hard for me to handle. But among the 6 of us, i got the lowest. Well, that's nothing new. But i was really disappointed seeing how low my marks can get. I got 23/80. That was a bad fail. Okay, failed way below acceptable fail. Idk what i can do anymore. It suddenly stroked to me that i haven't been studying, like really and seriously. Everyone or most of the people might have already studied half way, but im just at the start. I don't take studying for prelims seriously. I'm just waiting for time to pass by everytime i stare/stone on my books. I can't concentrate at all. Not at all. What should I do? Studying with friends are even worse. Tsk. My bio, ss, physical geog, math and poa = not touched at all yet. How. Time is running. I know, but im not making full use of my time. I want to, but how come i can't? I am so angry with myself. I wanna get good grades, but I'm not working towards it. What is this man.

ends at Tuesday, August 03, 2010